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    Bruises and Boston by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    26 May 2026

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    At the cottage, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov made a plan for their upcoming future. They are ready for Ilya's final year with the Raiders and Shane is prepared to take the Metros all the way again. But when Shane's medical documents are leaked during training camp, he is outed as a joke for the whole world to see. An investigation into the leak mid-season causes catastrophic results for the Montreal Metros and Shane. Things spiral as Shane and Ilya are forced to make choices about their careers, their plans, and their relationship.

    Injuries, bruises, and scandal will either bury Shane alive or teach him that there is more to life than hockey. Ilya will keep loving Shane through it all if he can but he has things he has to work through for himself for them to even stand a chance.

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    08 May 2026

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    Clarity by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander expected a lot out of the combine before the 2009 NHL draft: meeting the competition, impressing possible future teams and ultimately securing his spot in the NHL.

    What he didn't expect was 50 questions that were about to change his whole damn life.

    Or: How an autism diagnosis, a therapist and something magical called communication rebuild the whole trajectory of the Hollander/Rozanov saga bit by bit.

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    06 May 2026

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    Turn The Other Cheek by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    25 May 2026

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    “I turned the other cheek every fucking time. I still got tossed on my ass the second I went too far over the line, and threatened by the commissioner, and told to kill myself on just about every social media platform because my nightmare that I’d get outed came true. And you, after everything you did, got to come out to a supportive team and fans, get a slap on the wrist, and have your happy fucking ending.”

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    An exploration of Shane Hollander's struggle against racism and homophobia in hockey, and how others come to understand it

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    02 May 2026

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    Slipping through my fingers (all the time) by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    19 Jun 2026

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    Troy Barrett has always been sensitive, it's something his father tried and failed to beat out of him. It was engrained into his very bones, but he'd learnt to push it down to only crack once alone. He laughed with the jokes, joined Dallas's name calling, or starting fights, and trained hard.

    He'd done everything he could to keep his job stable in his team. And he'd been traded, to fucking Ottawa after making the dumb decision to tell Coach that Dallas was being weird. He could have handled it, but he had to go and tell.

    Ilya Rozanov was an arsehole, but a carefully curated one. He didn't act like Barrett did, he was careful, and now said arsehole was going to be part of their team.

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    Troy gets traded to Ottawa sooner than cannon, and I just give Troy a million and one of my health issues, and we pretend he'd be clear to play and drive with these.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Between Thirty and Two by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    08 Apr 2026

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    Between thirty and two, they try to bring him back.
    Harris’s heart has stopped.
    They don’t.

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    24 Mar 2026