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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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  2. Public Bookmark 79

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    Buck hears the word once — in the wrong moment, in the wrong state of mind — and it sinks its teeth in. What should have been a passing comment twists into a truth he can’t shake, convincing him that everyone in his life is worn down by the weight of him. As he withdraws, slipping further into a quiet, dangerous spiral, the people who love him fight to remind him of one thing he can’t see on his own: he was never exhausting… only terrified of being left behind.

    Exhausting (adj.): not someone who is too much to love — but someone too important to lose.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    Stiles felt something vaguely optimistic lighten his heart, but he hadn’t survived this long without a deeply ingrained skepticism and caution. Considering he was dealing with an evil trickster, he didn’t allow his hope to dampen his suspicion.

    “What are you saying?” Stiles asked.

    “I’d like to propose a deal.” Akumu leaned back casually in his chair. “You will take the pain of others and relish in any chaos or strife that might occur around you. If there isn’t enough of that in your day to day life, you will seek it out, but I imagine that your future career as an FBI agent and the frequent supernatural catastrophes that you find yourself in will be sufficient. In addition, you will allow me to take control for one night a month.”

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    Essentially a season 6 fix-it going into what Stiles and Derek would have gotten up to if they hadn’t had to wrap up that plotline so fast.

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    24 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    Friendship. Trust. Loyalty. Sacrifice. Love. Hate. Acceptance. Fear. Dependence. Prejudice. Religion. Life. Shame.

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    09 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Rival French Horn players, Robbe and Sander, meet when they are in high school and immediately dislike one another; however, at a summer music camp they learn that they don’t have to like one another to take advantage of the spark that ignites whenever they’re alone. Cue a years-long clandestine, secret…something. Can they call themselves fuck buddies if they’re not actually friends?

    How do these two rival musicians weather their non-relationship as their lives interweave and change, as they make choices that take them far from one another? Is it only convenient, or is it something more?

     

    ***Written for the SKAM Big Bang 2024***

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    09 Nov 2025

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    James’s life is pathetic. He doesn’t have adrenaline to it until he accidentally steps into a club owned by Regulus Black (his ex-boyfriend), Barty Crouch Jr. (his deepest fantasy), and Evan Rosier (his first kiss). One night changes everything as James is pulled into a chaotic, intoxicating whirlwind of desire, teasing, and unexpected intimacy. What starts as curiosity quickly turns into surrender, leaving James questioning everything he thought he knew about pleasure, trust, and belonging.

    [AU - 1984, England]

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    02 Nov 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 68

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    Moving slowly, Buck sits up in bed. Groans. Reaches the heel of his hands to press tenderly against his eyes. Inhales, taking in a deep breath. Exhales. Finally, he’s able to open his eyes, and he draws back his hands.

    Then, he realizes.

    These are not his hands.

    Buck stares, flexing out his fingers - not his fingers. They’re long, slender, a little dainty. The index and middle fingers are home to delicate gold rings. The nails are press-ons, colored dark maroon, and what the actual fuck.

    A sound comes from his mouth - not his mouth - and it’s a sweet, womanly squeak. Oh god oh god oh god.

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    Or - the fic where Buck is in love with Eddie, wakes up every day in a different body, and has no idea what to do about either.

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    27 Oct 2025

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    Buck is sad, alone and said goodbye.
    He left letters.

    This story might trigger you, please be careful if you read it, I approach a lot of mental issues, talks about suicide attemps and such,
    Please be safe and reach out if you need me.

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    22 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 41

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    Hot and romantic situations (Open request just M/M)

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    10 Oct 2025

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    Night fell in Grimmauld Place like a thick black cloak. Looking at it, all looked still. But within, if you were watching closely, if you listened very carefully, you found that the fabric really covered very little. It was more the darkness you had to get through.

    Regulus was listening.

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    THIS IS A LONG FIC WITH A LOT OF HEADCANON. We start before Sirius and Regulus are even in Hogwarts and I literally have plot planned through the war. We explore characters in depth. You're going to hate and love (but mostly love) every single character in the fic by the end if I've done my job correctly. Well. Except for a few of them. We don't play apologetics for child abuse here. If you like it, please tell me. If you don't, please write your opinion down on a piece of paper, then burn it :)

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    27 Sep 2025

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    Sirius Black knows he should be able to cope with his son going on his first date.

    Unfortunately, he’s too worried about his baby growing up to think positively. What if his son decides he doesn’t need him anymore? What will Sirius do then?

    But when Regulus comes home, bright-eyed and giddy, Sirius realises he never needed to worry at all.

     

    [or, Regulus and James go on a first date, Remus pretends to be unaffected, and Sirius feels a lot]

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    21 Sep 2025

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    Regulus Black has two obsessions.

    1) Hating his older brother’s best friend, James Potter. Has Regulus met the man before now? No. But he has deemed James Potter his mortal enemy since he was ten years old.

    2) A certain voice actor by the pseudonym Jay, who makes “spicy” audios.

    Regulus has always known the universe to have a sick sense of humour but he didn’t know it was this cruel. He’d recognize that voice anywhere. To Regulus’s shock and abject horror, James Potter is Jay, there’s no doubt about it.

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    20 Sep 2025

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    "You were never just a boy to me. You are the first thing I have chosen without reason. The only risk I have ever wanted to keep... You belong to me, Tyler Galpin. And I belong to you. That is not a thing that can be undone. Mi amor… mi monstruo."

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    where Wednesday Addams decides that being tied to a monster by choice is infinitely better than being bound to a legacy by force

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    12 Sep 2025

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    "Is that what they're callin' you now? Warboy?"

    "I suppose so, sir."

    ✯✯✯

    The 1960s were a turbulent time. Vietnam raged overseas, and America simmered with unrest. But for Cassius Grant, life was supposed to be simpler: take over his late father's cattle ranch, keep his head down, and honor the legacy left behind.

    He never expected war to come knocking on his front door. And he certainly didn't expect Wyatt Fortner.

    As the draft looms and the world grows more dangerous, Cassius finds himself torn between duty, desire, and survival. In a time when love between two men is not just forbidden but dangerous, Cassius must navigate the unforgiving land he calls home, and the even harsher terrain of the battlefield.

    All he wants is to make it out alive-alive enough to love and be loved in return.

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    06 Jun 2025

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    "Derek fucking Hale!"

    The shout rang through the bar and for a long moment nobody moved. It was like something out of a movie. Everything just stopped; the music cut off; one of the servers had frozen mid-pour. Grady would have laughed if he weren't holding his breath. The kid straightened his shirt, a glimpse of stomach showing the curling edges of a tattoo on his hip, and strode toward where Hale was sitting in the dark corner. As one, every supe in the place turned to see Hale's reaction; the last person to try to confront Hale in here had left with a broken hand and a whispered threat that the next time Hale would rip their throat out. With his teeth. Unsurprisingly, Hale's face was set in its usual glower, although it seemed a bit softer around the eyes. It took Grady a second to realise Hale knew the kid.

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    16 May 2025

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    07 May 2025

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    17 Apr 2025

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    Sirius cracked a well-practiced smirk, “Nice to meet you, Remus.” Sirius looked at his bandmates loading their equipment into Potter's car, “You wouldn’t happen to know a bassist, would you?”

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    Marauders Band AU - When the Marauders kick out their bassist, they ask local bartender Remus Lupin to step in. As the band gains success, Remus must navigate his new friendship with Sirius under the public eye.

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    16 Apr 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 25

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    "Was it a boy?"

    "W-what?" Eddie almost chokes on air

    "The person you're talking about, is it a boy?" Chris asks and oh no, no, no, no, no

     

    Aka, Eddie's POV after he arrives to El Paso where he's going to be reminded of something or someone he's tried really hard to forget about. Meanwhile he's going to try to establish relationships with Chris and his parents.
    Here's how it goes

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    14 Apr 2025

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    Evan Buckley is 7 years old when his mother leaves him at a gas station, where he meets Bobby Nash.

    20 years later, Evan "Buck" Nash is a firefighter with the 118, when he meets 7 year old Christopher Diaz at a gas station, after his mother killed herself.

    He takes the boy in, just like his father did to him, and cares for him. But, when Christophers father finally comes into the picture, how will things change?

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    Chapters:
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    09 Apr 2025

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