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    The voice gets under his skin. Is it pleasing or terrifying? Inside his head or out? Is it even real, or is his still-human brain just cobbling monster-sounds into something he can comprehend?

    It’s impossible to get out of his head, whether literal or not.

    Doesn’t matter, though, because the answer Michael gives is a terrible one, and ends the same way: Gertrude could protect herself, Jon can’t, and he’s going to die for her sins.

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    05 Jun 2025

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    “...Sure,” Martin replied glumly. He wondered if this is how all those french people felt, back in the days of guillotines. “Huh— How do you think I should introduce myself to this Archivist, anyway? They are going to be my boss, technically speaking, so I suppose I can at least try to make a good first impression…?”

    The look Tim and Sasha shared was… Certainly something.

    “I don’t think introductions will really be required,” she said, delicately.

    “Right. Ok. Sure. Do you know what their name is? I ought to at least know that, right?” Martin pressed on, voice tinted by desperation. “Mr. Bouchard wouldn’t say—”

    Again with the look. Martin was going to scream.

    “Don’t you worry about that, bud,” Tim said with a very forced, nervous little grin. “The Archivist is just The Archivist. Just get in there and… Godspeed?”

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    Moved by desperation, Martin accepts a job he's perfectly aware is bad news, but maybe... It won't be as such for long.

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    04 Jun 2025

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    There is beauty in destruction. There is art in becoming.

    In which Jon becomes the Archive, and the Archive becomes Jon.

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    04 Jun 2025

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    Despite his acclaim to utter normality, Martin just happens to be the biggest lure to the supernatural at the Magnus Institute. Whether or not this is a bad thing depends on who you ask.

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    04 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 68

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    Jon's working late at the Archive, which isn't all that weird. Pretty much everything else about the situation is, though.

    (In which Jon suffers, Martin makes tea to cope, and the Beholding has a little fun with its Archivist.)

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    03 Jun 2025

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    When Gerard Keay dies, the catalogue of the trapped dead is put in police custody. But isn't a pair of hunters that pull him out of it.

    Instead, he is greeted by a tall, blonde, spiral thing that looks far too pleased to see him. "I have found you, Gerard Keay."

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    02 Jun 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 6

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    Michael returns to the Archives to continue working. It does not know why is compelled to do this.

    Gerard is convinced that it is lying, and has an ulterior motive for being there.

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    02 Jun 2025

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    "I kind of wanted to...tell Jon something? Something kind of personal?" Oliver hints, in what he hopes is a convincing tone of voice. Her eyebrows are slowly rising. Oliver realizes what he just implied, and hastily course-corrects. "Oh. No, no. Not like that. God, no."

    Now her eyebrows are starting to look judgy. Those are definitely judgmental eyebrows.

    "Not that there's anything wrong with that!" Shit. That sounded even worse. Her eyebrows are still doing the thing. Oliver feels sweaty. This is what he gets for trying to do something borderline altruistic. Why couldn't he just be evil. Evil people don't blush when talking to beautiful women, he's pretty sure.

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    31 May 2025

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    In which Martin finally decides to take the plunge on HRT, and then two awkward trans men trip and fall face-first into a relationship.

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    31 May 2025

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    And then Jon is snarling into his face, demanding what are you hiding with a strange, bright-eyed intensity Martin has never seen from him before, and Martin thinks god, maybe he should just come clean about his CV, Jon thinking he's a fraud can't be any worse than Jon thinking he's a murderer-

    Martin opens his mouth to speak. To his absolute horror, what actually comes out is: "I used to pretend to cry because I liked how nice you were to me when you thought I was upset!"

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    31 May 2025

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    The one in which Jonathan Sims decides that no, actually, he isn't going to let the world just end.

    He's going to end it personally.

    But like, in a nice way.

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    30 May 2025

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    GEORGIE: You must be Martin.
    MARTIN: Yeah. Has Melanie been talking about me?
    GEORGIE: Oh, um ... Jon used to go on about you a lot.
    - MAG 149

    In which Jon reluctantly takes a self-care day, comes to an unwelcome conclusion about Feelings, and makes a decision.

    Or, what if Georgie and Martin actually talked prior to season 4?

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    30 May 2025

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    Jonah Magnus realizes that, for some reason, when he comes in contact with weed, Elias Bouchard's consciousness will come into his life banging pots and pans.

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    or: og!Elias' mind sticks around and makes it his sole mission to inconvenience Jonah every given chance. Interesting consequences follow.

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    30 May 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 51

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    Once, Jon read one of the books his Grandma brought for him. It had been a horror book, a pretty scary one at that. Something about vampires. It didn’t sound that scary, but Jon had multiple sleepless nights after that. He just couldn’t put it away, too filled with his stupid fascination.

    When Grandma had found the book hidden under his mattress, she had scolded him for reading something so out of his age range, then assured him that it was just a story with no ties to reality. Books couldn’t hurt you, no matter how scared it might make you, she had said.

    And Jon had believed her.

    He concluded after reading about Mr. Spider, that she probably hadn’t meant to lie to him, she had simply told him what she believed to be the truth, no matter how wrong it really was.

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    The road to avatarhood is long, but maybe having support there to guide him will make it just a bit less painful for Jon.

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    29 May 2025

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    Martin gnaws his lower lip. “Do you think he’ll - I mean, do you think it’ll be…”

    Melanie's smile becomes a little less of a grimace. She claps his shoulder. “Martin. It’ll be fine. It’s only temporary. He’s not moving in.”

    Martin chuckles. “Yes. Of course.”

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    Jon's flat is being fumigated. He is not impressed. Martin offers his spare bedroom.

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    29 May 2025

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    "So the Archivist ate Jon," Melanie starts, eyes fixed on weak lightbulb so they won't fall on the scalpel in her hand. "That's what you said."

    "I said I am Jon. And that I ate him." The Archivist turns a page, not even looking up. "Metaphysically, for the most part."

    "Sure. Whatever." She exhales out the urge to swing the scalpel in an arc, to follow through like a conductor until it meets skin. It would be so easy. "So if...if the Slaughter eats me. I'll Become. Something. Or. Or it Becomes me."

    "Not exactly." The Archivist taps the rocky floor, glancing over at her. She doesn't dare tear her eyes from the lightbulb, not with the scalpel in her hand. "The Slaughter might eat you. But to really Become, you'd have to eat the Slaughter back."

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    Jon wakes up four months early. This is not necessarily a good thing.

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    28 May 2025

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    “It’s a preexisting condition,” Jon explains, sipping more bitter tea. “I sort of got—hm. You know Spiderman?”

    Tim raises an eyebrow.

    “Heard of him, yeah.”

    Jon nods, studying his tea.

    “It’s sort of like that,” he says. “A spider killed and ate me when I was a child, and now I can’t stay dead.” 

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    Resurrection isn't all it's cracked up to be.

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    28 May 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 39

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    Maul always had been different; he knows that, Obi-Wan knows that, but over time it becomes a minuscule thing of a forgotten past.
    They walk the path of the Jedi alongside each other, growing close, and while it is not always easy, are they content with what they have.

    That is until war forces them apart - and reveals truths about themselves, they tried to keep hidden.

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    This is a Jedi!Maul AU.

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    19 Apr 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 51

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    Something is hunting Darth Maul across the stars. A presence he cannot touch, whispers that chase him from sleep. Answers seem to lay in a place he cannot go... at least, not alone. Before the jedi and the sith, before the Republic or the Empire, before the ancient je'daii even, there were force users building temples and communing with the cosmic energies.

    Somehow, even back then, there was a rule of two.

    For Ben Kenobi, getting up each day is difficult enough, nevermind facing the past. He has one singular goal left to him: to be a guardian. A very distant guardian. Between the echoing emptiness of his cave and the war-torn memories that haunt him, he really just wants to be left alone.

    Too bad for him that sleep-deprived sith lords aren't likely to take no for an answer.

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    19 Apr 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 40

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    Every now and then we catch up with ourselves. Pride rules and we go out of our way to win at a game that doesn't matter. Fear dominates and we avoid what should be faced until it compounds into an insurmountable task.

    It is in these moments where we might catch a glimpse of the unknown self, and from there anything is possible.

    Darth Maul runs the Shadow Collective like a med student one cup of caffeine away from a breakdown. Obi-Wan sleeps too much and drinks too little, letting the desert steadily erode him.

    It is pure, unadulterated chance -not fate, not the force, not intent- that they meet again under twin suns, where pride and fear conspire to align them.

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    Trigger warnings for this series, not necessarily in the first arc:

    Eating disorders
    Gore and extreme violence
    Abusive relationships
    Depression
    Self destructive behaviors
    Animal death
    Medical details of disease
    Mentions of torture
    Alcohol Consumption
    Casual Attitudes Toward Violence
    Murder
    More added as we go.

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    18 Apr 2025

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