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Precarious High School Activities (Accidentally Homoerotic) by salvamore
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
02 Jul 2026
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“You can say that adolescence is a hole universally present in the lives of everyone. Large or small, we experience hunger and emptiness in our soul during this period. However, to some boys this hole invades their lives with excessive frequency and in complex forms.”
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After Till gets caught drawing anime boys kissing in class, he’s sure his reputation is beyond saving. His friends will never look at him the same way. His asshole of a best friend will never let him live it down. So, naturally, he does the only reasonable thing: runs from school and drags Ivan with him— but it’s not like he wanted Ivan there, or anything. Ivan just happens to always be in the way when Till is about to make a bad decision.
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02 Jul 2026
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Ivan's life has fallen apart.
His marriage is ending, his children no longer know how to interact with him, and his father is demanding retribution after Ivan's ex-wife's publicly humiliated their family. It would all be too much to handle if his best friend/first love hadn't swooped in when he did.
Meanwhile, Till has one mission: stabalize Ivan's life and repair his relationship with his kids before he has to leave for tour in six months. Though that might be easier said than done when decades of buried feelings begin to resurface.
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Till is determined to show Ivan how to love life again. Unfortunately, it's becoming increasingly difficult to ignore feelings that never really went away.
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- Part 2 of It All Falls Apart
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16 Jun 2026
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“You need to help me get over him,” Till shook his head, “erase those feelings, whatever.”
Mizi and Sua exchanged a look only they understood —call it the power of love. “I don't think that's what you need, Till,” Sua stated matter-of-factly.
“Then what?”
“You need to flirt with Ivan, test the waters and see if he feels the same about you!” Mizi clapped as if to emphasize the genius idea she'd just had.
“Flirt?” Till choked out. He was already in unknown territory. He’d seen what flirting looked like in rom-coms or whatever, but there was no fucking way it could be applied to real-life practice.
Or: Till catches feelings for Ivan, and Mizi and Sua are on a mission to teach him the art of flirting.
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10 Jun 2026
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"Wait, this is your cousin?"
"That's your roommate?"
The person Mizi told him was really nice and cool. The person that Luka has orchestrated this whole event around to get everyone to meet.
The jerk bastard who stole his fucking tea.
"Oh, you two know each other already?"
Luka looks beside himself with joy, although now that Till takes a second to re-evaluate, there might be something closer to evil in his eyes.
"You could say that."
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Till gets well acquainted with Ivan, whom he meets in a coffee shop after an already shit morning and... it goes just about as well as you'd think.
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09 Jun 2026
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the unintended consequences of unclosetting your best friend by thekweenof
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
11 Jun 2026
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“You’re the token straight of our friend group,” Mizi says with immense pity, as though this is a terrible burden to be bestowed upon Till and Till alone.
“Since when was I the token straight?” Till complains. “What about Ivan?”
The table goes silent.
“Till,” Mizi says to him with the utmost sincerity. “You know Ivan is into men right?”
“...What.”
“Oh my god,” Sua groans, “he didn’t know.”
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Till tries to get Ivan to come out to him. This goes as well as you would expect.Series
- Part 1 of the longest days in summer
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04 Jun 2026
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lick into my mouth (and taste my rot) by illu_gremlins
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
27 May 2026
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Ivan develops Hanahaki after years of harbouring intense romantic feelings towards his childhood friend, Till.
It's fine.
He'll be fine.
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28 May 2026
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"Not thinking of marriage yet? We're pushing 30, man."
Ivan's eyes skidder to the side, to the bundles of clouds above, like splotches of ink. The city is alive all around them, the noise of traffic and faraway voices insulated, muted within that private moment.
"I told you, Till. There was only one girl I've ever loved."
The cigarette is flickered to the snowy ground below. Till's face curled in incredulity, something Ivan can tell even without looking.
"Still? It's been nearly ten years. You said you only saw her once."
Wild, choppy gray hair, his button nose is pink, cheeks flushed in the cold, made warm by alcohol. Crackled, thin lips, barely parted. Teal, sharp eyes. Naive. Earnest. Stunningly oblivious.
"I'd still wait a lifetime, just to see her again."
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Ivan was never allowed to be anything other than perfect, even if he, himself, knew he was beyond salvation from the start.
An exploration on repression, guilt, self loathing, and a love that refuses to die, refuses to even be called love.
Ivan could only ever adore a woman that didn't exist.
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08 May 2026
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Till proposes a fake-dating schee to ward off people who desperately try to worm themselves into Ivan's very much personal private love life. That's just what friends do, right?
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20 Apr 2026
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Till's first year of high school is supposed to be simple. He just needs to focus on music, surviving the summer concert and maybe even finding love before it's too late.
But between awkward gym classes, relentless teasing from friends, and a badly timed text, things start to spiral out of control in a way he definitely didn't expect.
What was just meant to be a harmless message might turn into something a lot more complicated, whether that's a good thing or not.
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08 Apr 2026
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08 Apr 2026
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“You haven’t even seen the fanfics they wrote about you two,” Luka teased, making Till blink. “There are way too many.”
“Fanfics?”
“You know, fictional scenarios written mostly by hormonal girls without parental supervision,” Luka explained wisely. “Most of them tend to be explicit or contain adult content.”
Till listened to the explanation with a pale face, unable to believe what he was hearing.
“Stories about me and Ivan?” he stammered.
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In short, streamers Ivan and Till react to weird fanfiction stories liveBookmarked by Pissdrinker22
01 Apr 2026
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does it get you off playing games with me? by devilmaid
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
10 Jun 2026
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Till's life is busy, but he has no complaints or regrets. He plays basketball for "The Astronauts," Anakt University team. He balances studies, training, and his secret passion for music. He hangs out with Mizi and calls his mom almost every day. Till is happy. There isn't much to it.
He's also a beta, which means less drama in his (nonexistent) romantic life. But for some strange reason, Till was always a bit sensitive towards pheromones, even if he was supposed to be scent blind. Most people also say he smells weirdly sweet, and it led him to awful situations with alphas. Outside his teammates, Till seeks relationships only with omegas and betas. No way in hell is he letting a knothead alpha dominate him! That's gross! Omegas are soft, and betas are simple. Till likes soft and simple things.
So, when Mizi takes him to meet her new girlfriend at a fancy sports center, Till's eyes are on the elegant, talented figure skater stealing everyone's attention. And well, figure skating is a sport for omegas, right? That handsome man is definitely one. It's only logical.
...Right?
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16 Mar 2026
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like a moth to a flame by JelloCat146
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series), 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
02 Jul 2026
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His face presses into a frown. Maybe…there are no aliens.
This changes everything and nothing all at once.—or, Ivan is reborn in a world of Quirks, while missing half of his soul.
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10 Mar 2026
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if only I wasn’t scared to meet your gaze by celestarr
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
28 Feb 2026
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Sometimes he yearned for Till to become aware of his affections, for no purpose but to ensure Till realized that he was not only beloved, but love itself.
Someone like Till, an explosion of what it meant to be human, could not love someone like Ivan. The most human thing about him was this rot that continued to fester inside of his heart and now throat. His love was sickly, but it was real, as these petals proved, and maybe that was all Ivan could dream of.
Therefore, Ivan did not need Till’s love– he just needed Till.Bookmarked by Pissdrinker22
09 Mar 2026
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For Till, life was a competition he always seemed to lose: his childhood crush, Mizi, turned out to be a lesbian, and every girl who might have been interested in him inevitably ended up asking about Ivan while he collected girlfriends out of sheer boredom. What Till didn’t know was that Ivan also had a curious talent for sabotaging his chances for unknown reasons.
Or: five times Ivan had a girlfriend over the years and Till was an absolute disaster fueled by jealousy… and the one time Ivan stopped pretending.
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18 Feb 2026
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"You're in love with her."
"Uh?" Till froze, completely taken aback by the remark. What the fuck?
"That's honestly pathetic." He added, not even a glimmer of embarrassment or shame on his face.
"Say that again." Till snapped at him, his eyes narrowing in anger and rage creeping into his voice.
"You heard me well", Ivan uttered calmly. "And you’re delusional if you think she’ll ever feel the same."
Mizi has a new boyfriend. Till meets him. Nothing stays the same.
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14 Feb 2026
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Till is your average young man that enjoys spending his free nights drinking alone (or with friends), after a long day of work. He never lets anything get in between what he wants to do or how he wants to live. But, he ends up finding something too out of reach for him: Ivan.
An indecipherable, handsome, charming and overwhelming young man that sets his heart a blaze as soon as he appears in front of his eyes. And the type of person he swore he hated the most. Yet, Till can't help but feel drawn to him, and therefore starts chasing after Ivan, blaming it as a simple little want for a night or two.
Who would have thought that making that man break a sweat and crack his perfect appearance would be so difficult? And, to make matters worse… that this silly affair would turn into something more than just sex?Bookmarked by Pissdrinker22
09 Feb 2026
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A Fudanshi's Guide to Falling in Love by luckyparatise
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
08 Feb 2026
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With graduation approaching, the Literature Appreciation Club, or the Society of BL Enjoyers as it's called by its members, embarked on creating a final manhwa together.
Which in practice meant that Till was stuck with drawing all of Sua's intense, sprawling space opera full of angst and doomed romance.
Unwilling to disappoint Sua, and desperate to make something that he's proud of, Till found unlikely inspiration in Anakt Academy's top figure skater.
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09 Feb 2026
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drew gets hanahaki post-drakeup. slowburn ensues.
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30 Sep 2025
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All the Times I Ignored it by lynnsvoid (lynncantsleep)
Fandoms: The Music Freaks (Web Series)
17 Nov 2025
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Jake tells Drew his girlfriend is cheating on him. Naturally, Drew breaks up with Zoey, but in doing so, he's forced to grapple with feelings he's ignored for years.
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first ao3 fanfic kinda nervous
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30 Sep 2025