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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    Marvin's parents are suddenly back in his life. A lot of wounds, that were left untreated, are torn open.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
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    79
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    25 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    Whizzer Brown wasn’t looking for salvation. He was looking for a drink, maybe a distraction, maybe someone to touch who wouldn’t ask questions afterward.

    Instead, he found a florist.

    Marvin—beautiful, irritable, all quiet defiance and earth-stained hands—looks like the kind of man you ruin yourself on once and forget in the morning. That’s all Whizzer plans to do. Sleep with him. Move on.

    But the night he stumbles into that flower shop—half-drunk, half-lost—the air smells like lilacs and rain, and something in Whizzer stops. He keeps coming back for the flowers, for the quiet, for the way Marvin never asks who he is.

    It’s only supposed to be physical.
    It never is.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
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    69
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    11 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SLOW BURN SLOW BURN SLOW BURN!!!

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    “Well, I had to wait until Trina was asleep, but I wanted to apologise.” I never fully realised how sweet his voice sounded until now, all groggy and soft. The things I would do to have him in my bed, all soft and sweet. I’d tousle his hair, or whisper things to him as he drifts off to sleep, or. Well I’d probably do worse things than that, but he’s too soft right now for me to even entertain that idea. I do a little, but that’s not the point.
    “About what..?” His voice has dropped to a whisper, but I can still hear the smile dripping in his voice.

    “For not calling. But I’ll be free the next few weeks if you maybe want to…?”

    “Are you asking me on a date? Because if so, the answer is yes.” He says before descending into giggles.

     

    Marvin has never been the most romantic person, so having to juggle both his wife and a boyfriend (well, maybe?) is a little too much for him.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
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    32
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    2
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    06 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    Marvin thought college would mean freedom: late-night study sessions, new friends, and maybe even answers about who he really is. Instead, he’s balancing lectures with lullabies, raising his baby son Jason while sharing custody with his ex-wife, Trina. Their relationship is fragile but not broken, and Marvin is determined to be a good father—even if it means he feels out of step with everyone else his age.

    —————
    Jason was propped in Marvin’s lap, one chubby hand smacking the corner of his textbook as Marvin tried to highlight a sentence for tomorrow’s exam. Jason babbled, drooling on the page, and Marvin groaned.
    “You’re sabotaging me,” he whispered, pressing a kiss to Jason’s messy curls.
    Across the room, Whizzer laughed. “Maybe the kid just knows philosophy is a waste of time.”
    Marvin shot him a glare, but Jason squealed at the sound of Whizzer’s voice, reaching out toward him with small hands. And for a second, Marvin couldn’t help but laugh too, the weight of everything else falling away.

    —————

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    54
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    3
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    723

    19 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    The tall figure came just a little closer, and Marvin felt his heart catapult into his throat.

    He scrambled to sit up straight, grabbing onto Charlotte and ducking behind her.

    What was he doing here?

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    62
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    490

    19 Sep 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 62

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    All of his life Marvin has lived in a place where most people vacation. Despite how good this may sound, he has despised every second of it as he longs for more than just tourist-filled beaches. That is until one day, when he saves the life of a pretentious surfer who unexpectedly lures him into something beyond what he has always known.

    Language:
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    42,395
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    101
    Kudos:
    392
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    16 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 2

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    Marvin enters his sophomore year, here he meets an unexpected boy. (idk how to summarize this so far)

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    9
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    152

    07 Jul 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 2

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    Whizzer and Marvin go to the beach (whizzer cant swim)

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    29
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    2
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    07 Jul 2025

  9. This has been deleted, sorry!

    07 Jul 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 22

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    “...Hello?”


    Whizzer’s voice was low and raspy, like he hadn’t been awake but not quite asleep either. Like he had been up late. With somebody, or alone. Up late, breathless. Still, he sounded alert. Marvin already felt stupid.


    “Hi. It’s, uh, it’s Marvin.” Do you remember? The fag from the game.


    “Oh.” Whizzer said, and Marvin could hear the smile already blooming on the other end of the line. “I figured. You know, not many people call me this time of the night unless they’re horny or dying.” Marvin didn’t answer right away. He felt the scotch in his hand and the heat crawling up his neck. His whole body reacted. “Which one are you?”

    Well, the situation’s this: it’s 1978 and Marvin takes Jason out to a baseball game. He’s incredibly bored until one Whizzer Brown happens to sit next to him. It’s a terrible place for this and even worse timing, but Marvin always has a hard time saying no to himself.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
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    04 Jul 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 15

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    A rainy night. A broken voice on the other end of a payphone.

    Marvin thought he could live with the silence—until Whizzer calls. What begins as a rescue spirals into something raw and unraveling: old wounds, buried regrets, and the aching echo of a love neither of them ever really let go.

    In the quiet hours between survival and sunrise, all they can do is hold on... and maybe, finally, wish for something more.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    83
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    502

    20 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 16

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    he could picture it now; marvin in bed with whizzer, kissing the wound to acknowledge but never talk about it. marvin pressing on the scab to see if whizzer would budge, flinch, fumble. marvin kissing the wound over and over to silently make amends only for it bleed once again under his lips.

     

    ...

    a collection of moments in whizzer and marvin's relationship, starting from the beginning.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    76
    Kudos:
    95
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    16
    Hits:
    1,572

    20 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 9

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    Instead of reuniting at the baseball game, Marvin finds Whizzer before he kills himself. Slowly, he helps him rebuild the broken pieces of his life.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    40
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    9
    Hits:
    435

    20 Jun 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 8

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    “I’m not letting you leave me here.”
    “You can’t control everything, Marvin.”
    “I can try.”
    Or: Whizzer gets better and everything is alright for the rest of their lives

    Language:
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    Words:
    6,495
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    51
    Kudos:
    62
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    893

    01 Jun 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 4

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    Whizzer starts keeping flowers in the apartment.

    At first, just one vase—on the table, where mail used to pile up. Then more: near the window, on the bathroom shelf, on the nightstand where Marvin keeps his watch and a glass of half-drunk water. Always fresh. Always startling.

    Marvin doesn’t ask where they come from. He just lets them appear, each one a strange little monument. Tulips. Irises. Wild things, sometimes—branches with blossoms like bruises.

    He finds one pressed under the sink one morning. A daisy, dried flat, its petals like tiny ribs.

    Marvin doesn’t ask. But he starts to dream of gardens.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    52
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    4
    Hits:
    217

    20 May 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 6

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    literally Falsettos but not a musical. This isn't an og work, all thanks go to the late and great Bill Finn, and the amazing James Lapine.

    links to the show(s)
    OBC 1993: https://youtu.be/tuL4rH_tt28?si=7NXcWzBMfbWrQguR
    Revival 2016: https://youtu.be/qPrJPpMwdio?si=EzRoAyT7uIMuGzLv

    and bonus in trousers link: https://youtu.be/XUKsfxWClME?si=sCtk0Xpxv8YTkStH

    please be aware that there's triggering things, check the notes each chapter for triggers.
    to list a few: divorce and cheating, mentions of self harm, hiv and aids, mentioned abuse, mentioned sexual assault.

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    Language:
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    Words:
    691
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    31
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    6
    Hits:
    424

    02 May 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 24

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    Marvin hasn't met any of the teachers and he's only heard of one.

    The P.E. teacher.

    Mr. Brown.

    Marvin doesn't like him. He might go as far to say he hates him.

    Does he have a reason? Yes.

    Does he have a good reason? Well, no. But Marvin can hate whoever he god damn wants okay? And if the only reason is that Jason seems to love him, then what? Let him have something. He's never gonna meet the bastard anyway.

    Or so he thought.

    Language:
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    16,306
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    101
    Kudos:
    168
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    1,911

    29 Apr 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 3

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    23 Apr 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 6

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    Andrew "Whizzer" Brown has existed since 1963 (even if the birth of his body precedes that).

    He's built himself a little fortitude in New York City, far, far away from his past transgressions. New York was where he scrapped everything and truly blossomed. In layman's terms, New York City was where Whizzer transitioned. A select few in Whizzer's life knew about this affliction: the people he met in bars, Trina (accidentally), and his partner, Marvin. Marvin was the most familiar with the slopes and inclines of Whizzer's body, despite how is exploration came with a snarky, entitled mouth. In the tender moments, he tended to Whizzer like a gardener to his tulips.

    Marvin's never had the misfortune of seeing the nasty parts of his femininity before, though, the ruddy, coppery part that broke Whizzer down to one tenth of his usual self. Whizzer taking his testosterone guaranteed that.

    So, no, the abdominal pains he's been feeling all day aren't cramps. They just can't be. It's supposed to be impossible.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,320
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    224

    19 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Absolutely amazing🙏🙏 usually don’t read trans Whizzer but wanted to give this one a try and am NOT disappointed in the slightest

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    “Why does it say ‘2017’?”

    “What do you mean?” Whizzer asks.

    “Here,” the man says, pointing to the clock on Whizzer’s home screen. “It says, ‘March 15, 2017’. Why would it say that? Why would it say ‘2017’?”

    “Because that’s the year?” Whizzer says, raising an eyebrow. Okay. Nevermind finding someone normal. This dude is insane. But the man is looking at Whizzer the same way that Whizzer is looking at the man. With weariness, with confusion, with heavy judgement.

    “It’s 1978.”

    Language:
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    Words:
    106,782
    Chapters:
    43/43
    Comments:
    803
    Kudos:
    1,401
    Bookmarks:
    189
    Hits:
    26,355

    20 Mar 2025

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