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  1. Public Bookmark 77

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    “He’s been very nice to us. And he’s so good-looking,” Connor says after a moment: “If you liked men, you’d wanna fuck him as well.”

    The urgency in Hudson’s voice when he speaks surprises both of them.

    They meet eyes.

    “I like men.”

    Connor has both of his eyebrows raised as he looks at him, a genuine surprised look washing over his face.

    Or the one where Hudson and Connor try to figure out the fucked up transition from strangers to co-stars who kiss each other to friends to something else or not at all. The fact that they are both technically taken doesn't help.

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    12 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander‐Rozanov discovers #Hollanov, causes online havoc, learns he may be autistic, and perhaps even a cowboy. All in one night.

    Man, he just wanted to read his book...

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    11 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    11 May 2026

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    “The ache for home lives in all of us. The safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.”
    ― Maya Angelou

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    07 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    “Don’t forget,” he said, picking up his own coffee. “Tonight. Rose is counting on us.”
    Ilya raised an eyebrow.
    “Party.”
    “Party,” Shane confirmed. “And behave.”
    “I always behave.”
    Shane let out a short laugh. “That is so not true.”
    Ilya stretched his legs under the counter until his foot bumped Shane's. "What kind of party?"
    “She mentioned something about Daft Punk and a really expensive DJ. I stopped paying attention halfway through.”
    That, Ilya believed. Shane knew nothing about music. Absolutely nothing.
    “You bought tickets?”
    Shane rolled his eyes.
    “We don’t buy tickets. Rose put our names on some VIP list.”
    “Of course she did.”
    Shane took a sip of coffee.
    “She’s staying here tonight, by the way.”
    Ilya lifted an eyebrow.
    “Her flight’s not until tomorrow night,” Shane added. “It’ll be easier this way.”
    “Right,” Ilya said slowly. “Your ex-girlfriend is sleeping in our house. I’ll make sure to lock the bedroom door and hide the key.”
    Shane closed his eyes for a second, like he was praying for patience...

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    06 May 2026

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    What if Shane Hollander got on his knees in a dirty club bathroom in LA, and got more than an orgasm out of it? What if he also made a friend who helped him stand up for himself?
    What if Ilya Rozanov had his very own pet dinosaur?
    What if Scott and Kip met differently?
    What if the queer NHL hockey players found each other sooner, and had each other's backs?
    What if they didn't have to navigate self-discovery, queer love, and homophobia on their own, and what if they all got to come out on their own terms?
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    A funny, sweet, and (briefly!) angsty story about unexpected connections and the power of queer friendship. Told through characters' POVs and text history.

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    03 May 2026

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    03 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 48

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    Scott and Ilya kiss on a mountain.

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    03 May 2026

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    Five times where someone accidentally discovered that it’s always the quiet ones, and one time where Shane told them directly.

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    02 May 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    30 Apr 2026

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    The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals.

    These stories take place on a (slightly loose) chronological timeline and make the most sense when read in order. However, they're all independent stories/scandals and can be read as standalones.

    All stories take place post TLG and include spoilers for the books.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    This summer would be Shane Hollander’s first year as head lifeguard. The Joint had recently undergone a program expansion, partnering with the local schools for swim lessons and the local summer camp for Fun Zone Fridays, in which hoards of dusty elementary schoolers came from the nearby wilderness park to splash about and cause general mayhem.

    Part of this expansion included promoting not just Shane to head lifeguard, but Rozanov, arguably the most beloved staff member and biggest thorn in Shane’s side, to head swim instructor.

    Shane and Rozanov would be working all day, every weekday, at the same pool.

    It was going to be a long summer.

    Or: Shane and Ilya spend the whole summer working together shirtless by the pool, antagonizing each other and trying very hard not to fall in love. They fail.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    did you read and or watch Heated Rivalry and think, goddamn, will someone please give Shane Hollander a fucking joint already? me too, so i did.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Shane & Ilya discover a new shared kink. This is basically a series of interconnected/chronological one shots of them figuring out how (and maybe why) they like it, while being sweet and in love Hollanov (all smut and fluff, no angst here).

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    "Oh god, Ilya," he said, voice wrecked. "I'm so close."

    "Let go," Ilya said. "For me."

    Shane's eyes snapped open. He searched Ilya's face, like he needed the reassurance still.

    Ilya grabbed his hand and pressed it to his own hard cock. "You feel that?" he asked, voice low. "I'm about to come in my pants just thinking about it, Shane."

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    15 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 34

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    It probably makes him a bad person, but in a very weirdly literal way, Shane is aware he is living every one of his childhood dreams. He realizes that 15 year old shane needn’t have agonized over whether he wanted pro-athlete muscles or to be fucked by someone with pro-athlete muscles. It's heady and intense, but Shane suddenly knows with total certainty and confidence that he has both.

    He is a hometown hero because he plays pro hockey. He is one of, if not the best at it, and the only other person in the ‘greatest of all time’ conversation is underneath him. He knows without doubt that Ilya is going to be a hero in Ottawa because he is an amazing player, but an even better leader, and he is in Ottawa for Shane. Ilya will be incredible on the ice, and he will build an amazing team, but he will come home to Shane.

    Shane is so absorbed in the feeling of Ilya inside him, the revelation that all his dreams are coming true, and the blissed out borderline painful look on Ilya’s face that he doesn’t realize he is crying until Ilya’s thumb brushes a tear away. “My pretty little slut crying on my cock - is everything you wanted?”

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    15 Apr 2026

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    When you become friends with benefits at 18, it’s easy to quickly become codependent on each other – especially when the only one who understands your issues is your arch rival. Because who else would you talk to? And how will it change when the rivalry isn’t as prominent as it used to be? When their recurring game of Fuck-Marry-Kill for shits n’ giggles is carried over to real life, Shane and Ilya are forced to face the many mysteries of love.

    Or: What if tuna melt never happened? What if there's no jealousy? What if Shane and Ilya’s relationship was based on communication? What if Troy Barrett got traded to Boston?

    A story about contradictions and the duality of man, about learning to love yourself and all your flaws. It is also a story about friendship, deep care and trust, and all the small things that make us human. And books.

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    Comments:
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    12 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 47

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    “So,” Ilya began, trying to appear nonchalant as he took the greatest risk he’d ever taken in his life, “What are you both doing after this?”

    Ilya had a habit of engaging in what Svetlana would call "self-destructive behaviors." Maybe if Ilya could see Shane fuck Rose Landry with his own two eyes it would beat whatever deeply rooted need he had for the man out of him once and for all.

    Because seeing Shane tonight solidified one thing: Ilya would take whatever Shane would give him, even if it meant he only got to have part of him.

     

    Or: Ilya proposes a threesome to Shane and Rose after seeing them together in that club in Montreal

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    07 Apr 2026

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    1,633,225

    04 Apr 2026

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