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  1. Public Bookmark 65

    For You, I Would Ruin Myself by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    28 May 2026

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    "I chose you"

    The words were circling Shane Hollander's head as he watched Ilya walk out the door after stating he needed air. But what started as a way for them to both calm down, quickly turned into a night of heartbreak as Ilya is hit by a car on his walk.

    or

    What if instead of Ilya telling Shane to leave after the fight on boxing day, he takes a walk and gets hit by a car.

    Featuring Shane having hard conversations with both David and Troy about communication and being brave when you're in love.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    you say that you're no good for me (i like it anyway) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    13 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is tired of hearing people say that he's no good for Shane. So, he decides to do something about it. Which maybe scares Shane and everyone else a little bit in the process.

     

    Or 5 times Ilya acts like a completely different person because he thinks he doesn't deserve Shane.

    + 1 time Shane reminds him why he fell in love with and married Ilya.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    searching for something that I can't reach by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    09 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a problem.

    Now that he and Ilya are out and married, he's noticed more and more the difference in reactions. For him, it's always the same, "why Ilya?" "were there no nice guys in Montreal?" "Did it have to be Ilya Rozanov?".

    With Ilya's family and friends it's different. It's always "it just makes sense."

    It makes Shane wonder, why can't his friends and family see what he sees in Ilya? Especially when others see it just as well as he does.

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    23 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 67

    Back to November by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    22 Jun 2026

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    “We have new team member with us today, Shane Hollander! I want all of you to give him warm welcome and make him feel part of team.” Shane’s heart all but stopped beating as Ilya looked at him with his blue eyes. There was no spark there, not what Shane was used to whenever Ilya had previously looked at him. Now, it was simply indifference. “Welcome to the team, Hollzy. If any of these bastards give you hard time, let me know.”

    Ilya never called him that before. It had always been Hollander, until that last time, when he was Shane. But never Hollzy.

    His plan to win Ilya back might be harder than he initially expected.

    or

    After the events of the Tuna Meltdown, Shane learns that Ilya has not only been publicly outed, but is in a very public relationship with a man named Sasha.

    With the help of his new best friend, Rose Landry, Shane decides he's going to do whatever it takes to get his man back.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    The Crownless Again by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    22 Jun 2026

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    David never walked in on Shane and Ilya at the Cottage. Yuna and Ilya work together for the Foundation, with Yuna still under the impression that he and Shane are just friends. But she is worried about him - he seems very quiet since he moved to Ottawa, not at all like the Rozanov she saw in the media previously.

    Perhaps she should call Shane to discuss her fears that Ilya is depressed. Ilya needs his friends around him after all. Yuna suspects a toxic relationship with this absent, neglectful partner Jane. She's sure Shane can support his friend.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    ​​​​where the heart finds its home by

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    14 Jun 2026

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    There’s knocking at his front door. He frowns. Jackie and Hayden are the only ones that he is expecting tonight and they are both sitting in his living room. He has no idea who could be knocking on his door at this time of the evening, unless–

    “That better not be another uninvited guest!” Shane calls out to his friend in the other room.

    “We didn’t invite anyone!” Hayden calls back–indignantly–as if he hadn’t been trying to set Shane up with multiple women over the past few months by inviting them to dinner parties at the Pike's house.

    “Can you see who it is? My hands are soaked.”

    “Sure thing.”

    Shane washes the last plate and lets the water drain. He washes his hands and, with the towel in hand, walks in the direction of the hallway when Hayden’s voice rings out.

    “Uh, Shane? What the fuck is Rozanov doing in front of your door?”

    OR: After dinner with the Pikes, Shane finds a lost and broken Ilya Rozanov standing on his doorstep.

    Find Ilya's POV: here

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    23 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 5

    Pinky Promises and Uno by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    14 Jun 2026

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    “Are you hurt?” Sophie whispers. Ilya doesn’t look hurt, but maybe it’s tears of pain, or maybe he’s stressed because he’s hurt and he doesn’t want it to be the reason he can’t play in the next game.

    Ilya just shakes his head and Sophie nods. She’s not sure if she believes him just yet but she doesn’t see any blood or obvious injuries so she decides to take his word for it. She hesitates for a moment, because she doesn’t really know what to do from here. I mean, what can you do when there is a large crying Russian hockey player sitting on your hotel room bed?

    “You wanna play Uno?”

    or Sophie Carver, personal assistant to the Ottawa Centaurs, finds herself comforting the second best hockey player, Ilya Rozanov.

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    22 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 59

    wake up on our own by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    20 Mar 2026

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    “i’m just worried about you because i love you and you won’t get out of bed. i googled what it–”

    “oh, you googled it?” ilya asks, incredulous with a mocking laugh. “suddenly you’re an expert. mr psychologist? mr knows everything about mental illness from one website?”

    “stop it,” snaps shane. “you’re being mean.”

    “is that a sign of depression, too? did it say that in your fucking google search?”

    (or: ilya won’t get out of bed. shane doesn’t understand, until ilya shows him how the problem goes all the way down.)

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Nothing by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    07 May 2026

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    He looked down at the dirty floor; he needed to clean up. To get rid of the evidence that this had ever happened. Not that anyone was ever coming over anymore, it had been just him for months. He couldn’t bear the idea of someone being in his house, not after… Not after he was the last person here. And he ran away. And that settled something in Ilya about his worth that so deeply told him that that was the end of everything. Of them. Of himself. That he wasn’t worth anything. He was nothing.

    /
    OR

    Ilya knew he was depressed, he feared he took after his mother that way. No one else knew Ilya was depressed, and maybe that was part of the problem. Facing the aftermath and the guilt from failing to kill himself seemed to be a whole other issue. Especially when it came to Jane and Jane finding out what he did.

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    22 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 90

    I'm in love with a stripper by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    23 Apr 2026

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    “I told Troy to rent out the lap dance room…for Ilya.”
    Rose didn’t say a word, she was completely stunned by the admission. Shane continued in the silence "ya know, where you hire a stripper to.."

    “Yeah I got it, wow, that’s…” she thought about what to really say, then a small smile came across her face, “kinda hot.”
    “Is it?”
    “But…just for Ilya? Aren’t you two like… crazy jealous?” Rose raised her eyebrows and held them there waiting for an answer she already knew. Shane huffed,
    “Yes, just for Ilya and yes, we both are. I’m working on it.” He emphasized.
    “Well, this is certainly a bold start.” She laughed a bit. Shane looked her dead in the eyes,
    “You have no idea…”

    ~

    In which Troy and Hayden are in charge of planning a joint Bachelor Party for Ilya and Shane (who by the way, already got married).
    It's a bit derailed when Shane has a suggestion.

     

    Strippers, jealousy, surprise, humor, smut - all wrapped in one.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    lie, liar told you that (you just told me that?) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    14 Apr 2026

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    Keeping secrets is hard, keeping a marriage a secret? Even harder. Ilya and Shane want to lead the Centaurs to the playoffs and win the cup, so they are trying to keep their quicky city hall marriage a secret from everybody, for now. They do an okay job of that. Actually not good, probably bad.

    A 5+1

    The 5 times they did okay, not good.
    + 1 probably bad time.

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    22 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 88

    one day, I am gonna grow wings by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    12 Apr 2026

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    He got up from the floor, dizzy and uncoordinated. He managed to find his way to the bathroom and to the medicine cabinet, grabbed the pill bottle and stared at it. He didn’t grab one like he usually did, instead he held the whole bottle in his shaking hand as he walked into the living room. This time he sat on the couch, he looked around as if he was waiting for someone to stop him. He was alone, he knew it. He stared at his phone. Maybe he should try calling Shane again. He didn’t.

     
    or

    What if the detail that made Shane stop doubting their relationship wasn’t the almost plane crash. What if instead Ilya’s depression flared way earlier, when all he wanted was someone he couldn’t have, and what if he tried to do something he would’ve never forgiven himself for.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Babysat by Hayden Pike by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    26 Mar 2026

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    This is the longest Rozanov has ever gone without chirping him and Hayden can't even enjoy it.
    ~
    Or, Ilya starts an SSRI and isn't feeling great. Shane has a media appearance for the Metros he just can't skip. And Hayden Pike is the only person in Montreal who can come to the rescue.

    How hard can babysitting Ilya Rozanov really be?

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Fall Apart by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    26 Jan 2026

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    The night of Shane and Rose’s infamous restaurant breakup is the same night that happens to be the final breaking point for Ilya. For weeks, the memory of that night at the club has replayed on a relentless loop—every look, every word, every implication gnawing at him. No matter how hard he tries, his thoughts keep circling back to Shane Hollander, inescapable and consuming, until the weight of it all becomes unbearable. Grief, jealousy, alcohol, and longing blur together, leaving Ilya exhausted and unraveling. With his judgment clouded and his emotions spiraling out of control, he makes a devastating, irreversible choice. In the early hours of the morning, alone and overwhelmed, Ilya Rozanov drives his car straight off the Boston docks.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    is it ever gonna be enough? by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    09 Feb 2026

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    “I can’t tell him I love him,” Ilya said. His face crumpled into a fresh wave of tears. He shook his head. He took a deep, shuddering breath. “I don’t deserve him.”

    Svetlana sighed.

    “Ilya, we are not bad people. We just come from a bad place.”

     

    OR

    Ilya, through the eyes of all the men and women he has sex with throughout the years, including Svetlana.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    The Long Walk Home by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    15 Feb 2026

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    Ilya was quiet for a long moment. "I'm scared I'm going to end up like my mother."

    Ilya is struggling while Shane is on the road with the Metros, and the distance, combined with a brutal depressive episode, leaves Ilya spiralling. When everything becomes too much and the intrusive thoughts won't stop, Ilya takes Anya for a walk - and somehow ends up at Shane's parents' house.

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    17 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 34

    can i help you (not to hurt anymore) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    14 Feb 2026

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    “Does it scare you,” Ilya asked. “That one day I might leave you?”
    For a second, Shane didn’t respond, the question slipping into him without armor. Then he lifted his head slightly, eyes opening just enough to find Ilya’s face in the dim light.
    “Yeah,” he said, simple and unadorned. “Always. It always fucking scares me.”

     

    Or: Love someone made you petty and selfish in ways no one warned you about. You became terrified of losing them, and in that terror you started to believe you were entitled to their continued existence.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    gone so long, but not so far by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    26 Jan 2026

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    Shane pats Parker’s shoulder, such a genuine gesture that Ilya wonders where he’s going with this. “Do a favor for me?” He leans in a little closer, physically blocking Parker from seeing Ilya.

    “What?”

    Shane’s smile fades away. His voice is stern, final when he answers. “Get back to your team, and step the fuck away from my husband?”

    He doesn't bother to mince his words. Not tonight, with Ilya being as exhausted as he is, and not with Ilya being uncomfortable. He rarely gets to see him this outwardly protective. He expected Shane to come over, grab his hand and lead him away from the booth with some random excuse. But this—this is Shane losing his patience for all of those manners. His only concern is Ilya.

    —a collection of moments where Shane takes care of Ilya during a depressive episode.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    all my worthless rage by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    10 May 2026

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    It was supposed to just be a funny story, about how his brother had jumped him in the shower one day and he'd had to fight him off with a hairdryer— he hadn't been 'sexually assaulted' or anything, come on. Sure, that could happen to men, but Ilya wasn't the kind of man it happened to.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    child like its mother by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    29 Dec 2025

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    “I don’t need to see a doctor. I am fine. You’re worrying for nothing. Let’s just go to sleep.”

    Go to sleep? Shane huffs, Ilya thought it was fine. It didn’t matter if he was in pain or danger? They should just move on? As if.

    “It’s not nothing. I’m worried about your health. Which you don’t seem to care about! Tell me one reason that I shouldn’t be worried!”

    “Because I didn’t take them.”

    “What?”

    “I threw the bottles away when you left. Happy?”

     

    Or,
    Ilya doesn’t keep pills in his house and Shane finds out why.

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    16 Jun 2026

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