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  1. Public Bookmark 64

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    Olivine, running low on funding and low on hope, answers a classified ad from an alpha/alpha couple looking for a surrogate. It might be the answer to all his problems—as a director of a dogshit broke church-sponsored orphanage, and as an unpaired omega in his late twenties slowly succumbing to the needs of his body. Desperately lonely, with his health failing him, it’s a chance to break his vows of chastity while staying within the confines of the celibate priesthood. If he never comes to know love, then so be it. At least he can give the gift of life.

    For Kuya and Quincy, the omega that shows up on their doorstep is just the latest problem in a line of problems—problems with their fertility, problems with their shattered marriage, problems with their broken past—none of which seem to be getting resolved any time soon. Deep in the poisoned well of their hopes and dreams, they’re still trying for the sake of trying…but it’ll take a miracle for anything to change between them.

    Even late in the year, the winds can turn, and buds can sprout anew. Will spring finally come? Or will their wishes wither on the vine?

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    25 Jun 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    When Zayne suggested a solution to your problems, you didn’t quite expect your relationship to develop into something like this. But you’re really glad it did.

    Aka. The fic where i explore Dom/sub power dynamics, subspace, and the intimacy and love that comes with it, both in and out of sexual context. Though mostly out of it.

    Ratings and tags will change/be added as I go!

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    18 Mar 2025

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    “How old are you, Astarion?”

    Astarion is not expecting the question, Halsin can tell by the way he jerks upright, spine straight, shoulders strong.

    “Two-hundred-and-forty,” he answers without hesitation. “Give or take a few years.”

    Halsin swallows, rewords his question. “How old were you when you were turned?”

    Astarion goes quiet. Extremely, cacophonously quiet.

    “Thirty-nine,” he finally says, a bolt straight into Halsin’s heart.

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    Halsin discovers Astarion was turned before his maturity and all the sacred elven rites that come along with it. Including the sex one.

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    27 Apr 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Alex is about to age out of the foster care system. A month before their 18th birthday, a strange man makes an enticing offer.

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    13 Mar 2024

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    “Why does your blood smell so strange?”

    The question startled Gale, who looked up from where he sat cross-legged in front of his tent, organizing his scrolls in preparation for their upcoming “visit” to the goblin camp. He’d given Astarion a wide berth since the revelation of his vampiric condition a few days earlier, so he was surprised to see the pale elf looming over him now, a peculiar expression on his face.

    “You know,” Gale offered with a smile, “in my extensive journeys across manifold realms, I do believe that is not a question that I’ve ever been asked before. I honestly can’t decide whether or not I should be offended.”

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    Of the many side effects Gale has faced as a result of his whole “being physical host to an imminently destructive magical orb” problem, he somehow never anticipated his blood now apparently smelling irresistible to vampires (or at least, one particular vampire) to be one of them.

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    04 Dec 2023