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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    It began with a Zoom call and ended with New Year's fireworks.

    Caught in the glow of the casting screen, Hudson saw those golden curls and radiant eyes, and he knew he was doomed. This encounter for “Heated Rivalry” was never just a job—it was the destiny that would fuse their lives forever.

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    04 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Ilya is playing the most brutal game of the season against San Francisco. Both teams want the Cup, and if that means crossing lines, so be it. Shane watches the game from the comfort of his parents’ house in Ottawa, until a player hits Ilya. Then, it is just scary.

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    04 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    one night, shane hollander finds a unconscious man on the shore and brings him home. his first mistake was thinking it was a man.

    or: ilya's a selkie. shane doesn't know.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

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    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    26 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    The woman on television delivers matter-of-fact statements about the accident in a smooth monotone while multiple video perspectives play across the screen, gathered from a multitude of news outlets and social media posts:

    "Montreal Captain and proud member of the Hockey for Hope Charity League, Shane Hollander, was violently attacked this afternoon during a League team meet-and-greet. The attacker is described as a masked man of average height and weight, driving a dark four-door sedan with New Jersey plates..."

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    Shane is assaulted by an obsessive fan after a charity game and briefly hospitalized. Rumors fly that Ilya hired the attacker to take Shane off the ice and rig the playoffs. Bound and determined to protect his boyfriend's reputation as a sportsman (and tired of being forced apart during medical emergencies), Shane rallies the troops for a chaotic coming out statement.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is bitten by Dallas Kent on the ice.

    He doesn’t quite hit the mating mark. Not entirely. But the action is enough to start a revolution of the hockey league, where outdated laws about alphas and omegas in sports are questioned by the public.

    Shane’s just trying to recover, having never wanted to be the centre of attention in a situation like this.

    And Ilya, in between supporting his partner and captaining the ship of the proposed “Equitable Treatment Act” to protect omegas in sports, is out for Dallas’ blood.

    Fic is exclusive AO3 but also shared on my Tumblr, both under the same name! Title is from the Halestorm song of the same name. Additional tags and trigger warnings to be included at the beginning of each chapter, when needed 🖤

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “I’ve…seen you around campus and it’s good to finally meet you. Like, properly.” He fumbled over the words, his tongue feeling thick and heavy and entirely too big for his mouth. Whether it was from the weed or the nerves from Ilya's presence, Shane couldn't tell.

    “I’ve seen you, too.” Ilya grabbed the cigarette from behind his ear, bringing it to his mouth before lighting it.

    “Really?” He watched as Ilya took a long inhale from the cigarette. Shane wanted to say something in that moment, something about how mixing alcohol, weed, and nicotine was probably a bad idea, but the words died in his throat as Ilya blew out smoke from the corner of his mouth and grinned at him. He looked so fucking good.

    Da, Shane Hollander.” Shane fought back a shiver as his name fell from Ilya’s lips. He loved how Ilya’s voice had wrapped around the vowels, long drawn out and quiet. He wanted to hear it again and again.

    or, Shane Hollander has had a crush on Ilya Rozanov from afar for the past three years. They finally meet at a party.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander works at a coffee shop, plays hockey, keeps his head down, and doesn’t ask questions he doesn’t need the answers to.

    So when a new regular starts showing up—quiet, watchful, Russian-accented, and conducting invitation-only meetings in the back—Shane notices. When that same man takes an unsettling interest in Shane’s closing shifts, his routines, and his safety, Shane does what feels sensible: he adjusts his behavior and keeps his mouth shut.

    Ilya Rozanov orders an Americano. He reads, but only in Russian. He worries when people work late alone.

    They are operating with very different definitions of danger.

    If he didn’t ask questions, he couldn’t be lied to.

    The rules were simple.

    1. Do not ask questions you don’t need the answer to.
    2. Do not share personal information freely.
    3. Do not be alone with Ilya Rozanov.
    4. Do not give him a reason to think you’re afraid.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Weed man Ilya thinks Shane is too adorable to pay for weed.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    When Shane is injured in the game with Boston, routine medical testing reveals an unexpected surprise. He has to navigate difficult choices including telling Ilya, dealing with the league, and navigating the public.

    The story will follow Shane, Ilya and other canon characters and minor OCs through an entire journey to sorting themselves and their unexpected situation out, grappling with the world and each other for their happy ending.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    When a visit to his father turns violent, there's only one place Ilya wants to go.

    set post-rose breakup and pre-all stars game.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, the Russian was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    17 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 25

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    Shane was late into high school when the inked words had appeared on his ribs. Better put, word. A singular “Okay” scrawled in that mix of cursive and print writing appearing under his right side.
    Just “Okay”? His soulmate couldn’t have at least said a full sentence?

    Ilya had been 14 when his words appeared. Written in tidy block letters, English, under his right collarbone. He imagined sports cars and smoking outside some bar like in movies, a beautiful woman walking up to him to be a stickler about smoking etiquette. It just didn’t fit.

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    I luv Soulmate AUs so I'm putting my current fixation through Tribulations

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    15 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 7

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    What happens when one mistake destroys everything you want in life?
    Shane Hollander learned firsthand what pain is, and it wasn't even his pain.

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    15 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 50

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    Ilya and Shane are having a quiet evening when their night turns into a nightmare. Home invasion, violence, and desperate survival test how far they’ll go to protect each other.

    Takes place after their relationship is discovered but before marriage.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane didn’t recognize the Boston area phone number that appeared on his phone screen.

    “May I speak to Jane?” The man on the other end of the phone asked. “This is Andrew LeClaire, I’m the Head Coach of the Boston Bears.”

    Holy fuck. Breathe. Shit. Shit. Shit.

    He knew who LeClaire is, but why the fuck was he calling him? How did he even get Shane’s phone number? And he asking for Jane? Oh shit. Shane was about to have a panic attack.

    “I have her name listed as an emergency contact for one of my guys.”

    Or… What happens when Ilya gets rushed to the hospital during practice and his coach tries to call Jane.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Ilya broke the silence. “This is… my fault,” he said. Yuna and David looked up at him.

    “Ilya, honey, you weren’t even there,” Yuna said.

    “I left him at the bar,” Ilya said. “I left early to take care of Anya. Hayden was there since we played Montreal, and I told Shane to stay so he could spend time with his friend.”

    “Shane’s an adult. He’s a professional hockey player. You left your perfectly capable husband at a bar. There’s no way you could have known this would happen. Don’t even start to let yourself feel guilty about this.”

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    14 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 61

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    A quiet morning skate turns into something irreversible. Macklin Celebrini is four years old, carries his skates like they're lifelines, and waits to be told where he belongs. Shane and Ilya are still playing, still hiding, still afraid of permanence. This is the beginning of how all three of them learn to stay.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    After Ilya lost his father in 2017, he buried himself in chasing the Stanley Cup and trying to prove himself to ghosts, even at the expense of the love of his life. After 4 of the most successful consecutive seasons he's ever had in his career, Ilya still knows something is missing in his life and transfers to the Ottawa Centaurs. He tells himself he transferred teams because he was looking for a challenge. He also tells himself it has nothing to do with a certain Montreal player within driving distance. He is a very bad liar.

    Shane struggled to pick up the pieces after the love of his life broke his heart and buried himself in the sport they both loved. When he found out he was pregnant four months after Ilya Rozanov told him that their relationship was over, Shane put everything into rebuilding his life and himself. Now he's a solo parent drowning under the guilt of not being able to actually parent.

    One chance encounter changes causes cracks in the surface of their carefully controlled lives, and if they’re not careful it will shatter them both entirely.

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    The Hollanov secret baby fic that no one asked for but I am legally obligated to provide

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    11 Feb 2026

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