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    They’re both horny as hell and want to fuck, but Troy Barrett is right next door, and the walls are so thin they might as well be made of rice paper.

    So: Ilya shoves his thumb into Shane’s mouth to shut him up. Problem solved.

    Shane Hollander has an Oral Fixation and this fic is my official submission.

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    22 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Shane’s bachelor party has one hard rule: no strippers!
    But what about a lapdance from someone who isn’t a stripper? That’s not technically breaking the rules, is it?

    For the first time in history, Hayden Captain and Ilya Rozanov had joined forces. It was a surprise to everyone that the universe didn't spontaneously combust at that.

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    21 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    As the second son of Clan Arktos’ Lord Alpha, bear shifter Ilya Rozanov spends a lot of time working: on patrol, fixing broken pipes or roof tiles, training with the other guards, and generally trying to make the lives of his clan members easier. With no official title, he does what he can to make sure he has a place among his people.

    Shane Hollander, a wolf shifter, is the only remaining member of his slaughtered pack. Rescued by Clan Arktos, Shane is grateful for a place to stay, at least until winter ends and he can move on.

    It shouldn’t make sense, the way their brains and bodies scream compatible whenever they’re in the same room. After all, they’re both Alphas. But northern winters are long and despite their designations, there’s an undeniable pull between them. It's a pull that has Shane wondering if it might be worth staying after the winter ends.

    But that pull might mean nothing if Shane can’t solve the mysteries surrounding the deaths of his murdered pack, and if Ilya can’t claim the role—if not by blood, then by his tireless dedication to his people—that he deserves.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    The text arrives a second later. Being stuck in the airport is almost as boring as you

    Another text from Lily: Send me a picture. I’m sooooo bored.

    Shane lifts his phone and snaps a photo of the screen above the airline kiosk instead. JFK -> PHX - CANCELED. He hits send.

    The phone rings immediately. “You are at JFK,” Rozanov says. Not a question.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “Did Boston Lily send you all these flowers? Shane??” Hayden asks.

    “Um,” Shane says helpfully.

    ——

    Or, Shane gets hurt in the Boston vs. Montreal game. Ilya crashes out and buys all the lilies in Boston for him.

    No one knows about them.

    Except for Ilya’s new florist, who never asked to get involved in dumb hockey boys and their messy drama. Also, Cliff is a good friend.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    “Listen, Ilya is-“

    Shane doesn’t hear anything else. The crowd around them dissolves into white noise. He wants to smack Ilya’s name out of Sasha’s mouth.

    “Mine,” Shane snaps, finishing Sasha’s sentence for him. “Ilya is mine.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Hayden Pike is sad. He wants to go to bed with Shane Hollander, the most beautiful man in the MHL, but he can’t seem to score because he is very bad at hockey.

    Hayden Pike probably wrote this. Not Ilya Rozanov. Ilya Rozanov would never do such a thing. Don’t tell his husband.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
    "What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
    Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
    "Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
    ===

    In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).

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    19 Jul 2026

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

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    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Post-breakup, Shane discovers three terrible things:

    1. Ilya has a type.
    2. The type is apparently tall, dark-haired men built from the Shane Hollander starter pack.
    3. Not one of them has the decency to have freckles.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    There are questions you simply don't ask Ilya Rozanov on live television.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    SHANE: Lily.
    LILY: Hello
    SHANE: Dead to me.
    What the actual fuck?
    LILY: ??
    SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
    LILY: ahh
    I am in trouble
    Yes?

     
    Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Gilbert Comeau was there skating across the ice, taking in the boos like they were singing his praises. And he was wearing the C. Gilbert Comeau was the captain of the Montreal Metros. Shane’s Montreal Metros. 
Shane’s mouth went dry. He took off his glasses, as though the slight tint would change anything, would rewrite what was stitched across Gilbert Comeau’s chest.

    “What the fuck?” Rozanov balked.

    “Maybe this is isn’t our timeline.” Shane uttered.

    “What?” Rozanov laughed.

    “Like maybe it’s an alternate reality.” Shane explained. Already, his chest felt tight. He could hear his heart in his ears, pounding with the thrum of the crowd. “Like from movies, or whatever.”

    Ilya only stared at him, that look spreading across his face that Shane could never quite place. Now, though, he didn’t have time for any of this. Gilbert fucking Comeau was wearing his C, and Shane Hollander was nowhere to be found.

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    OR: 24 year-old Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov are thrust into 2023 where meet their future selves, and it is a lot for them both

    inspiried by CHEQMATE's amazing art of shane meeting future shane!

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Ilya just wanted to show off how many photos he took of the puppies. He didn’t notice the photos in the top left hand corner of his screenshot that were never supposed to see the light of day.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Shane returns home after being dragged out for drinks and makes a late night snack, much to Ilya's amusement.

    He takes a step closer and leans down on the table, resting on his forearms. “Ilyusha, baby… we’re gonna be together forever, right?” he asks, his eyes wide and his voice soft, almost hesitant.

    Ilya can’t help but smile back as he nods his head slowly, “Forever.”

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    13 Jul 2026

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    [Seven members of the Ottawa Centaurs stand in the backyard of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. Each of the men holds a bag of candy as they joke with each other while Harris Drover sets up the shot. The sun is beginning to dip in the sky behind them, and the Stanley Cup sits on a makeshift stand made out of a cushioned lawn chair. Shane hovers close to the cup, and can be seen eyeing it with concern as Ilya watches him with amusement.]

    Shane: That doesn’t look very stable. We could have at least dragged the patio table out here.

    Ilya: It’s fine, sweetheart.

    Shane: I know, but it’s my day with the cup, I don’t want anything to happen to it.

    Ilya: Bood seasoned jerk chicken in there, yesterday. I think it will survive a little trauma candy salad dump in our backyard.

    Shane: That feels like a famous last words kind of scenario.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Shane has an emergency wisdom tooth extraction.

    Ilya takes care of him.

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    12 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 35

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    A Russian rookie, an unexpected conversation. J.J. finally gets to know Rozanov, and learns something new about Shane too.

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    In which both the characters and the authors get to share some...opinions...about Shane Hollander's language abilities.

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    12 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 39

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    Wednesday begins at 07:14 and ends at 20:03.

    Shane remembers every version. The broken things, the quiet afternoons and the weight of Ilya’s body over his. He remembers every desperate attempt to keep him alive, because nothing else does.

    Or
    Shane lives through one winter day again and again, trying to love Ilya hard enough to keep him alive.

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    11 Jul 2026

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