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    Ilya Rozanov gave Cliff Marleau a number to text in case of emergency.

    Cliff never thought he’d use it.

    He was wrong.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Chapter 1

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    You've got me
    Any time and any place

    Or; Five times Shane suggests a new sex thing (and the one time Ilya suggests something as well)

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    07 Mar 2026

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    Chapter 1

  3. Public Bookmark 98

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    Worried by Shane’s downward spiral and convinced that the mysterious Lily is the source of his best friend's misery, Hayden decides to take matters into his own hands.
    He swipes the number from Shane’s phone and sends a message to Lily, only to be met with cold, dismissive replies. Driven by protective instinct and a touch of frustration he hits the call button.
    It rings twice before cutting to voicemail. What Hayden hears through the speaker is an unmistakably Russian male voice...a voice he has heard across the ice a thousand times.

    Set after Shane left Ilya's house in ep 4

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Chapter 3

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    "This is ugly," Ilya mumbles, pouting like a child as he takes a hand and pulls the zipper of Shane's sweater down. "Why you cover up like this?"

    And before Shane's head could catch up, Ilyas stopped in his movement. Unwillingly, his hand gripped Shane's hips harder, jolting him forward and against the other's chest. A low growl from his throat made Shane's knees weak. Like nothing else, it scratched an itch deep inside him.

    "I-I need to tell you something before--", but he was interrupted by another growl.

    "What is this?" Ilya asks. Shane's head lulled back a bit as he bared his neck like an answer to Ilya's question. "Why do you smell?"

    "Bad?" Shane smiles to himself, fully aware that this probably wasn't the best time to joke. Ilya pulled back. Their eyes met, and Shane's inside sat on fire. The other's pupils were blown wide, and oh, now he could smell it too. Ilya's scent filled the air, thick and arousing as a response to Shane's own.

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    Shane has to go of his suppressants for the first time and Ilya thinks he has entered heaven

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Part 1

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    Long Game AU

    Shane Hollander is on the Ice when an overhead announcement causes him to spiral. The Centaur's Plane has crashed. Shane needs to hear from Ilya now. But on his way off the ice a mindless chirp from another player causes him to completely shutdown. There is only one person in the world who can pull him back from the brink and Shane doesn't even know if he's alive.

    NO MAJOR CHARACTER DEATHS HERE.
    I could not do that to Shane or Ilya but I could make Shane panic for a bit.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 5

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    "Is this your first time with a man?"
    "Yeah. Yours?"
    "Oh—no."
    "Really?"
    "Really."
    "Who, another player?"
    He stopped. He hesitated.
    "no, my coach's son back in russia."

    Just as they begin to believe in something stable and lasting, a scandal erupts: a former Russian national team coach is exposed as a serial abuser, and images from Ilya’s past begin circulating in the media.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 9

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    Ilya wasn’t a quitter, but even he eventually had to admit defeat. If he kept this up, he’d probably end up with rug burn—hand burn?—on his dick.

    He groaned and let his arm thunk down on the mattress at his side. What the fuck was wrong with him?

    Maybe it was just a fluke. Yes, maybe his body knew there were much better places to come than in his own fist. Namely, in or on his husband.

    or: Ilya’s sex life meets its fiercest opponent yet: antidepressants.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 2

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    Shane and Ilya are finally on the same team! The Centaurs’ communications and PR department hasn’t known peace since.

    Featuring: email threads, the unhinged internet, chaotic group chats, Ilya being a menace, Shane being very tired, Harris trying (and failing) to contain the chaos, and Luca accidentally starring in his own little rom-com.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 12

  9. Public Bookmark 21

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    "It's not anything. Just — fuck, Rozanov, can you leave this alone? I'm not a freak."

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 1

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    Ilya goes into All-Star weekend planning to spend some time with the his new best friend Kip. Shane does not go into All-Star weekend planning to come out to Scott Hunter, it just kind of happens. Scott is resigning himself to the fact that his boyfriend takes in strays, which means that Ilya Rozanov is now a more or less permanent fixture in his life.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Part 2

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    “Besides, we never get to find out how many times you can cum in an hour.” Rozanov wiggled his eyebrows suggestively.

    “You are really annoying, you know that, right?” Shane huffed, but felt heat creeping back into his cheeks at the thought. “I doubt its more than two, like I said before.”

    “Yes, it says in my contract ‘must annoy other teams' players at least once a game’ this is why they pay me big bucks. Also best hockey in league, but mostly to annoy. Was this not on yours?” Rozanov was running his fingers up Shane’s thighs now, and he couldn't help the way his legs fell open in silent invitation, “I think you can do more than two, with my help. Five, I think, sounds like good start.”

    “Five?! Are you kidding me?” Shane scoffed. “That's not, like, even physically possible for a guy. In an hour? Good one, man.”

    “Two hours then, or three. I am not kidding. Neither of us have game tomorrow and plane leaves in the afternoon, we have time.” Shane felt warm at the thought having Ilya for that long. That alone made him want to say yes. “I can show you. Make you feel good, get you to five, if you let me. Will you let me?”

    Or pre tuna melt, Shane gets pushed to his limit

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 6

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    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 6

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    When he was a boy, Ilya used to play with his mother’s Matryoshka doll. He’d unstack the wooden layers. The biggest, then the next, then the next. Always finding something new, until he got to the smallest, most delicate one at the center.

    Ilya has always known Shane isn’t like anyone else. After their summer at the cottage together, Ilya learns that being with Shane is like unstacking nesting dolls. Every layer is a new treasure to discover, and the man at the center has re-shaped his entire world.

    Or, 5 times Shane unmasks around Ilya and the new ways Ilya finds to love him.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 4

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    “Dude, I’d really like to know less about your sex life.”

    “Is good for you,” Rozanov said. “You need excitement in your life. What do you give Mrs Pike, fifteen minutes of missionary?”

    “Fuck off.” Hayden scowled at him. “I have four fucking kids, I think that’s evidence enough that my bedroom life is happy.”

    “Fifteen minutes of missionary can make four kids.”

    “It’s not fifteen min- Oh my God just stop it!”

    ~~

    Hayden needs to get from Montreal to Ottawa in time for their game that afternoon. Shane has a great idea about who can give him a ride.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Part3

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    “I just wish Lily was in Montreal. Sucks that the ‘Lily secret weapon’ is only in Boston.”

    Cliff pauses then. Hand stuck midair as he was reaching for his beer. “Lily’s in Boston?”

    “Yeah man. Sorry to burst your bubble, not all Boston girls are loyal to the Bears.”

    Cliff turns to Hayden then. Cocking his head a little to the side, his eyes are searching Hayden’s face as if he was trying to read his mind. He opens his mouth to speak. He closes it. He shakes his head a little. And opens his mouth again,

    “That’s so fucking weird dude. Roz’s ‘Jane’ is in Montreal. What are the odds those fuckers have girls in each other city’s. That would be next level rivalry, man."

     

    AKA Cliff and Hayden run into each other on a night out and start gossiping

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 10

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    A collection of snippets about Ilya's life with the Ottawa Centaurs, who'd know he was happily domesticated by Shane Hollander if they didn't firmly believe Ilya was straight.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 2

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    "He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
    life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)

    or,

    Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Part 1

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    Ilya Rozanov should be the happiest man on Earth right now. He should be floating on clouds, but why does it feel like he's on a free fall to the ground?

    He's got everything he's ever dreamed of: his handsome, polite, sexy, hockey's golden boy boyfriend, future in-laws who love him like their own, and a team who desperately want to be his friends. He can't wait to play great hockey, retire with his boyfriend, and marry him. Maybe they'll even have kids of their own. Spend their days at the cottage wrapped in love and sunshine for the rest of their lives.

    Yet, the only dream that he remembers, the one that haunts him daily, is the one of his mother. His mother's pale arms reach out to him. Her embrace was colder than any lonely night. One day, maybe he'll just hug her back.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Chapter 4

  19. Public Bookmark 46

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    Ilya could not stop watching one of the young men. He was focused and sharp. “Number 14, who is this boy? He is quick, better shot than Pike.”

    “Oh that’s Jacobs, good kid. I’ve coached him for a few years now.” the coach sounded proud. “I’m hoping to get the team to the finals this year. They’ve put in a lot of work, him especially.”

    “How old is he? Haven’t heard his name in the draft chatter for next year? No scouts?” Ilya sounded concerned. Shane wasn’t sure why he cared.

    Coach Michaels scratched his neck uncomfortably, “He’s good that’s for sure, only just turned seventeen, so he's not gonna be actually eligible for another year. Although I’m not sure the scouts would be interested.” He trailed off.

    Ilya wondered why this clearly talented young man wouldn't be eligible, there must be a good reason.

     

    Ilya and Shane support a young man as he figures out his place in the NHL, attempting to be who they needed when they were young.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Chapter 3

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    The photo is blurry, timestamped 2:17 AM, but there's no mistaking Ilya Rozanov walking into Shane Hollander's building the night Boston wins in Montreal.

    By morning, it's everywhere.

    --

    For five years, they've been careful. But one fan with a camera phone unravels it all, and suddenly Shane and Ilya have to answer questions about what they are besides rivals. Shane's team wants him to deny everything. Ilya's family demands the same.

    Canon divergence where the secret comes out three years early, and Shane and Ilya have to decide if what they have is real under intense media pressure. Set right before the tuna melt game would have happened.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Chapter 4

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