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    Some things, once spoken, cannot be undone. David Hollander is sure he taught his son that. But when Ilya Rozanov and David have been getting along better than well, and Shane unwittingly fractures their efforts, leaving Ilya heavy under a loneliness the boy cannot quite name, David doesn't understand where he went wrong.

    Set between Book 2: Heated Rivalry and Book 6: Game Changers.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    He had never seen this look on Ilya’s face before. It wasn’t anger. It was something else. Something scarier than seeing him angry. Fear. He has never seen his boyfriend like this.

    Ilya wasn’t even sure if he was physically hurt. He wasn’t worried about that. He couldn’t think straight. His adrenaline was rushing.

    “Ничего не стоящий.” Worthless. His father’s words rang in his head.

     

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    Shane and Ilya have a very intense argument. Shane gets overstimulated and pushes Ilya off of him. This sends Ilya into a PTSD flashback. PTSD flashback leads to manic episode. (Ilya Rozanov needs a hug)

    Title from “None of Your Concern” by Jhené Aiko

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    08 Apr 2026

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    The week before the 2017 All-Stars Game, Ilya Rozanov is placed on IR. Ten days later, he disappears from the league entirely. Boston says nothing, and for once, a notoriously fickle league closes ranks.

    Every attempt Shane makes to find him hits a wall. In one last desperate, life-altering bid to reach him, Shane comes out to the world, only to be met with Ilya’s silence.

    By the time the 2020/21 season begins, Shane has nothing left but hockey and regret. He builds a dynasty, guts his life, and pins the last scraps of his hope on the Metros’ newest transfer, the dangerously hot-headed Cliff Marlow.

    Stepping back into the public eye after the worst three years of his life, all Ilya wants is to find some kind of purpose. Shane is done with him, he made that much clear. Ilya isn't about to try to convince himself otherwise. He just wants to prove he still has some use left in him.

    Fortunately for both of them, they're still fucking stupid for each other.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Shane joins Ilya on a quick trip to Moscow, which soon transforms into a nightmare. Ilya is arrested and targeted so harshly that he's not sure Russia will let him go this time.
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    Shane witnesses Ilya's family.
    Alexei and Ilya's relationship is explored.
    Yuna flies to Russia.
    Lots of Svetlana.
    Healing journey fluff afterwards.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    "I would do it again. I would bleed for you a thousand times if it meant I got to keep you safe. I love you that much."

    After a late-season win, everything unravels in the space of a heartbeat, and Shane Hollander learns how much of a person can be held together by two shaking hands and a promise not to let go. What follows is a vigil measured in blood, breath, and the quiet persistence of love.

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    01 Apr 2026