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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    22 Feb 2026

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    18 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    Shane just wants to be normal. He already ruined things with Rozanov, and surely they worked because he was in control all the time. The solution, having his girlfriend take the reigns. But when that doesn't work and he freaks the hell out and starts to drop Rose does the only thing she can think of and calls the girl JJ told Miles about.
    Ilya comes running and lifts Shane back up because it doesn't matter that Shane ran when things got serious, he's never going to not care.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Ilya can't believe he's calling Shane's mother before Shane, but Shane is two hours away and completely unable to help.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    “I think I saw your charger.”

    David blinks as he turns back in his chair. “I’m sorry?”

    aka

    the missing scene of David and Ilya while Shane and Yuna were talking outside.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    An unexpected snowstorm forces Shane and Ilya to spend the night at Shane’s parents’ house.

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    02 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 65

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    His body keeps moving, but his voice breaks free.

    “Red,” Alex says. So soft, it almost disappears.

    Then again. Louder. Sharp. Final.

    “Red.”

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    26 Jan 2026

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    "Time is a flat circle."-Ilya Rozanov at the draft of his and Shane's son.

    Mac Hollander-Rozanov has been captain of the Canadian Juniors team twice, was the youngest member of the 2026 gold medal Team Canada Men's Hockey Team, and was the first overall draft pick in 2026. To Montreal, which is... Complicated. Really complicated. His bio parents kicked him out for being gay, and he wouldn't trade his family for anything in the world, but being the gay poster boy for the team that shunned his dad for being gay because he has his dad's name? He can't even focus on just playing hockey because everything he does is either good for the Metro's image or good for his supposed rival.

    Aristotelis Floros has been captain of the American Juniors team twice, was the youngest member of the 2026 silver medal Team USA Men's Hockey Team, and was the second overall draft pick in 2026. To New York, which is a dream come fucking true. He's playing with Scott fucking Hunter, even if he announced 27-28 would be his last season Aris still gets to play with him! So fuck you, Hollander-Rozanov and your handsome fucking face and your goddamned superhero rescuing tendencies. Aris Floros is going to win the Stanley cup first.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    HockeyTwt mourns Ilya Rozanov, taken out by domesticity.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    "It's delicious, Ilya"

    For a brief moment, Ilya's eyes brighten, matching the warmth of his golden curls then he schools his expression back into something smug.

    "Of course I made it," he says.

    Shane laughs softly.

    Or

    Ilya is a perfectionist and he will perfect the art of being Shane’s Dom.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Shane has a notes app list titled 'Safeties.'

    It's a series of physical sensations to pull him back if he drops too deep:

    1. Press tongue to roof of mouth

    2. Grip something cold

    3. Say your own name out loud

    The last one simply says:

    4. Wait for him. He always comes back.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander has been making deals with Ilya Rozanov for as long as he can remember. Usually it's Ilya that comes up with the propositions, and usually they're bets that Shane is doomed to lose. Tonight is different. Maybe it's the reassurance that this thing between them is real that makes Shane bold. They're boyfriends, after all. Or maybe it's that stubborn shadow of anxiety, fear of being found out. Either way, Shane has a deal for Ilya.

    Or:

    Shane asks Ilya to flirt with other people, as part of an ill-planned deal, and discovers can't handle the jealousy.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    "Sorry. Just realized something just now.," Ilya laughs.

    "What?"

    "Loons," Ilya says and laughs again.

    "Loons?" Yuna repeats confused.

    "When I went to the cottage last summer Shane made fun of me because I never heard the loon call before. I was so scared. I called it stupid canadian wolf bird," Yuna lets out a little laugh, Ilya continues - "I just realized that these ducks on my baby blanket, they look like..."

    "Loons," Yuna finishes with smile tugging on her lips.

    "Yes. Loons. Shane will make fun of me," Ilya groans but not maliciously. He takes the blanket out of Yuna's hands and brings it to his face, trying to see if it still smells like home, like his mom. But the smell was gone and his heart lurches.
    (...)
    "Tell me the stories. All of them."

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    Or: Ilya has the flu when he recieves a package from Svetlana containing his childhood memorabilia from Russia. Mother son duo Ilya Rozanov and Yuna Hollander strikes again ❤️

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    07 Jan 2026

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    It was during this hysterical lament that Ilya realized what was wrong, what was off. The initial softness, the confusion, the vulnerability. It was out of character — Shane was so often in control of himself, of what he said, even when emotions were high . . . with one exception.

    If Ilya fucked him particularly . . . intensely, if he got Shane feeling a lot, he'd get soft afterwards. Quiet, a little ditzy, emotional. The first time it'd happened — or the first time he'd recognized it — was years ago in Las Vegas after winning MVP. He remembered the look on Hollander's face when he left — wide and teary-eyed, lip trembling, tripping over himself.

    Since then, with a little trial and error, Ilya had learned how to manage it. Had grown to love it. If he treated him right, he could buff away all of Shane's sharp edges and be left with the soft, gooey inside. Floating and tethering himself to Ilya.

    Now, Shane was out there, floating, without anyone to tether himself to. Falling. And suddenly Ilya was panicking, too.

    or: shane, trying to get over rozanov, has sex with someone else and and falls into subdrop. scared and confused, he calls ilya.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Haas was too focused on watching Ilya circulate around the room, the captain making his usual rounds with the teammates. Shane could see the awe in his features, how much he admired his husband.

    But all it did was sour the feeling forming in his gut.

    Stop. Stop it. Luca is just a kid. Be good. He strictly tried to reel himself in. Be good.

    IN WHICH Shane drops before practice. Ilya has to do his best to bring his husband back up.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    January 2022 | Vogue: Sports Issue

    Even if you don’t follow hockey, you’ve probably heard of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. Both men exploded onto the NHL scene after being drafted first and second in 2009. Ever since, these perpetual All-Stars have played before sold out crowds, traded season scoring highs, and won four Stanley Cups between them.

    Below, these newlywed superstars discuss their different approaches to style, how life has changed for them since coming out, and how their relationship has impacted the world of professional hockey.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Shane visibly relaxed. “Oh, thank fuck. Because I was starting to feel really guilty for getting a little turned on the moment I saw you.”
    Ilya snorted. “Wow, Shane. Good to know that even high, you’re still easy for me.”

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    05 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 32

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    Shane & Ilya Hollander-Rozanov are the happy girl dads of a three year old daughter heading to her first hockey camp. However, the rival figure skating camp holds her attention more.

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    05 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 74

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    Shane and Ilya are still learning parts of each other.

    Shane drops for the first time.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

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    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

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    04 Jan 2026

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