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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Ilya has never been a good sleeper, and tonight he just isn't tired enough. Every time he closes his eyes, Shane is there. And that fatal fucking tuna melt. It's been three weeks. Ilya is fine about it, he doesn't need Shane. They were never really anything anyway. None of which explains why, alone in this hotel room, Shane is all he can think about.

    So he gives up on sleep and heads for the hotel gym. On the way he finds a piano in an empty ballroom and sits down to play, the way his mother used to when she wanted to feel calm. Thinking he's alone, he lets himself have this. He plays, he sings. He cries to stupid Justin Bieber. And he never sees the hotel clerk in the doorway, filming.

    The next morning Shane walks into a locker room humming with energy. His teammates are huddled around Comeau's phone, laughing at something. It's Rozanov, alone in a hotel ballroom, playing piano and singing and crying. One minute of shaky footage takes Shane completely apart. He did this. And there is nothing he won't do to never see Ilya that alone again. He will not be that ghost Ilya sings about.

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    01 Sep 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    Shane Hollander is traded to the Ottawa Centaurs three days before the NHL trade deadline. Suddenly the league's fiercest rivals have to share a locker room, a bench, practices, and road trips.
    Ottawa expects fights.
    The media is hungry for disaster.
    Instead, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov become the most dangerous line in hockey.

    The only problem? Shane is still dating Rose, and it turns out a handful of games a season were a lot easier to survive than sharing a locker room all the time.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Scott's voice trails off as someone stumbling on the side of the road catches his attention. It’s a pale, omega teenager, with dead eyes, bruises covering his skin in mottled patches, his hair is tangled and greasy, and covered in blood that seemingly has no origin.
    “Uh, sorry… I need to go. Kip, I think, shit. I’ll just call you or text you. Love you.” He doesn’t wait to hear his husband’s response before he hangs up and rushes out of the car.

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    12-year-old Ilya Rozanov was sold after presenting as an omega the day after his mother’s death. 2 years later, he escapes from his abusive alpha and finds himself wandering the streets of Ottawa when he’s rescued by Scott Hunter. Out of fear he accidentally creates a parental bond with Scott, turning the alpha into his new guardian.

    Now he gets to live a life never thought was possible. He’s in a home with parents who somehow love him even at his worst, and he’s in therapy learning how to cope with his traumas. Scott introduces him back into hockey, he has teammates and friends, and maybe something more with the Centaurs captain, Shane Hollander.

    Ilya just hopes this is a life he’s allowed to have. And hope is a dangerous thing.

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    01 Sep 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    What if Shane's hit was more brutal, his injury far worse? This is the story of how the boys fight for each other even at their lowest, even when neither of them knows how hard the other is fighting just to be with them. It's about how love blows things up, but it's also the only thing that puts them back together.

    "What are you doing here?" Yuna said, accusatorily. Because, right, Ilya and her son were supposed to be rivals, supposed to hate each other's guts.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    He is about 20 minutes out of Montreal when his phone buzzes for the first time. Then again. Then again. He pulls in at the next rest stop.

    It's Ilya.

    Omg Shane. You are probably driving now. But is bad news. I think Troy choose bad restaurant for lunch today.

    I got sick. He just text me saying he is sick too.

    Don't worry please! You can see your parents. I will be okay. ILY <3

    Fuck.

    He calls Ilya straightaway. It rings out.

    'Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.'

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    Shane and Ilya's weekend plans are derailed when Ilya gets sick and a lot of different things unfold from there that test not only their relationship but that with those around them, the hockey world and the general public.

    Set in a similar timeline to Role Model/TLG bringing in a whole bunch of different characters and storylines.

    A serious illness fic with some graphic medical details including vomit and intense stuff re mental health - CWs with each chapter. Will be HEA but angsty along the way, a whole lot of hurt/comfort and a good amount of silliness/crackfic elements 💖

    NO AI

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Shane’s sensible, all-wheel drive, good-in-the-snow car was sitting in the garage when Ilya pulled in.

    Ilya winced.

    There was a reason he’d said no when Shane offered to drive out tonight. It was the same reason Shane had agreed so quickly it was obvious he hadn’t really wanted to come. Since Boxing Day, they’d been stuck in a fight-apologize-make up-go quiet-fight again cycle that was as frustrating as it was heartbreaking. They’d been quiet for a week now, which meant they were just about due for a fight. Ilya wasn’t sure they could survive another fight.

    He winced again when he saw that Shane was still in his car, and had seen the first wince.

    They’d definitely fight now.

    “Sorry,” Shane said as they both exited their cars. “I know we said… I just needed to talk to you tonight and I didn’t want to do this on the phone.”

    Oh.

    Not a fight, then.

    A break up.

    No wonder Shane looked so sad.

    ...

    “Montreal asked me to waive my no trade. They want to send me to LA.”


    Or: There is no dramatic plane landing. There's just Shane and Ilya, choosing each other, even when that means choosing to be apart.

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    30 Aug 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ilya and Shane are experiencing, probably for the first time in both their lives, total domestic bliss. There’s no more hiding. They have hockey, they have their marriage, and they have an adorable dog.

    They could hardly ask for more.

    But after Ilya receives a phone call from his all-but-estranged brother, they have no idea what is about to be brought into their lives.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    A few months ago, Troy Barrett discovered he had a five-year-old half-sister, and now he's her legal guardian.

    When her rare lung disease requires specialized care in Ottawa, Troy leaves the Toronto Guardians for the Ottawa Centaurs and uproots his life to be closer to her doctors.

    As Troy settles into Ottawa, the strain of single-handedly caring for a seriously ill child begins to show. The more he tries to keep his personal life separate from hockey, the harder it becomes to hide the truth, and the closer he comes to losing control of both.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    The second Shane hit the ice, Ilya knew something was wrong. Bood didn’t mean to hit him, it was a clean play and an even cleaner hit. A regular hockey hit. But the way Shane landed and slid into the boards, seeing the blood but not knowing where it was coming from, had Ilya’s heart stopping. Even now, almost three hours later, it didn’t feel like his heart had started again. He could hear Bood in the bed next to him asking him something, but all he could do was refresh the tab ‘shane hollander injury update’ and hope some news article somehow leaked information. He knew he didn’t actually want that to happen because Shane deserved privacy, but he was dying inside not knowing if his boyfriend was okay.

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    All Shane knew was he was in pain, the medication wasn’t masking it, and he needed Ilya. His parents were both in the room, as was Hayden, doing their best to figure out how to get ‘ily to the hospital.

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    what if instead of montreal/boston shane got hurt in ottawa/montreal but no one knows they’re together & Irina foundation doesn’t exist yet & what if the injury was just a little bit worse? (not entirely canon timeline)

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    07 Aug 2026

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    Of any reaction Shane expected, it wasn't this.

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    Actually, Yuna does have a problem. Not just with Rozanov, but with the whole thing.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    “We could…be friends, maybe.” Shane’s voice was small, hesitant on almost every sound.

    “Wha–” Ilya’s reply was less of a word and more of a stupid, confused noise like he’d been punched. A punch probably would’ve caught him less off guard than what Shane actually said.

    “Y’know, text about the hockey gossip? You call, I answer? Friends.”

    Something terrifyingly bright exploded into Ilya’s chest. Something dangerous, that felt like maybe it could keep him warm through the summer in Russia, through the chill that permeated his childhood home no matter how warm it was outside.

    “And also we like to suck each other’s dicks,” he quipped, trying to deflect.

    “Fuck off, Rozanov.”

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    Drunk and young and stupid, Shane and Ilya choose to be honest - just a little bit. To lean into each other, instead of apart. What happens if they choose to be a little bit brave on a Vegas rooftop in 2011, and keep choosing it?

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    06 Aug 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 9

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    После неожиданной встречи с Ильёй Розановым Юна начинает смотреть на него иначе – и это становится началом долгой вереницы разговоров с обеими сторонами их противостояния, затем неожиданной дружбы и нового понимания того, что скрывается за словом «соперничество».

    (Пять раз, когда Юна сама выходила на связь с Ильёй, и один раз, когда он сделал это первым. Пять раз, когда она пыталась разговорить Шейна, и один раз, когда он сделал это сам.)

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    04 Aug 2026

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    After an emotional slip in the locker room, Montreal does not take the news that Shane Hollander is gay very well. Management think they can force out their own captain by bringing in Ilya Rozanov: his rival and known womanizing asshole to the team. Unaware that Ilya is in fact the lifeline Shane needs.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov no longer existed.

    After he presented as an Omega seven years ago, his fate was sealed and he spent the intervening years learning his place.

    He never expected to end up in an Omega shelter in Ottawa, being placed with a sponsor to help him gain his Canadian asylum citizenship due to his designation.

    He *certainly* never expected to be placed with the Alpha who he'd played against all those years ago, the Alpha with the soft doe eyes and the beautiful freckles.

    And what he finds there?

    Well, those things were the most unexpected discoveries of all.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Shane didn’t go back to Montreal after the Boxing Day fight.  Instead, he has a panic attack, a revelation, and ends up causing some panic amongst his loved ones.

    Or Shane and Ilya deal with their issues before the plane incident, and how that changes The Long Game.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Get the Friends reference?

    The Boxing Day fight happens, but this time, Ilya asks Shane for a break, realising too late that it wasn't what he wanted.
    But by the time he realises that, Shane agrees to it. So now they're on a break. What the hell was he going to do now?

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    01 Aug 2026

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    After being outed and tripping on game 7, Shane wakes up in a hotel in Saskatchewan - confused and in a body that doesn’t fit him quite right, and his parents sleeping in the bed next to him.

    Despite confusion, he decides to do what he does best - go for a run and make a plan while he does it.

    1. It seems to be 2008, the exact day he met Ilya all those years ago
    2. He, possibly, has a chance to fall in love all over again
    3. There is no way in hell that he’ll spend another decade pining and yearning at long distance
    4. He has no clue how he is going to do it - but he’ll make sure Ilya Rozanov will be his, sooner rather than later this time around

    Shane returns to the hotel room a bit more with it, and now with a plan. To woo Ilya Rozanov at first sight and to, this time, win the prospect cup. However, a certain russian shaped wrench will be thrown in Shane’s thought out plans.

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    01 Aug 2026

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    This is a love letter to the all the millenials like me who played it too careful and forgot to enjoy our youth. Shane and Ilya, enjoy it for me, do good. Fuck it good, fuck it right. Life is too short to live it scared.

    The arena is too loud.
    That’s the first thing Shane notices; not the ice, not the lights, not the jersey on his shoulders that suddenly feels wrong in a way he can’t articulate. The sound hits him like pressure, like something physical, a wall of noise that vibrates in his chest.
    He’s already bent over for the faceoff when it hits him- skates set, stick down, weight forward. His body is exactly where it’s supposed to be even if his brain is still skidding uselessly, trying to catch traction.
    There’s only a split second before the puck drops.
    It stretches.
    He lifts his eyes.
    Ilya.
    Young. So fucking young. Is he dreaming? Not worn by years of hockey, travel, interviews and losses and victories that stack so high they blur together. He’s young again; sharp boned, bright eyed, unable to grow a beard to save his life. Bears black and gold instead of Centaurs red. 'If I look down am I going to be pantsless too?' He thought absently, no way this was real... right?

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    01 Aug 2026

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    The last thing Shane and Ilya expected when they died after living a long, happy life together was to wake up back in their 17 years old bodies the day they first met.

    They get to redo everything together and to fix what they got wrong the first time.

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    30 Jul 2026

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    Hayden invites Shane on holiday, determined to use the winter break to convince his best friend that he can do better than Ilya Rozanov, asshole extraordinaire. But he certainly didn't count on his boyfriend coming along for the trip.

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    30 Jul 2026

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