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Captain Buckley, who is steady, who has his shit together, who definitely does not recognize his new probie because he spent a night eight years ago with his hands in that man's hair whispering things against his skin that would get him fired on the spot if anyone in this building ever found out.
"You must be Eddie Diaz." His hand goes out. Not shaking, by some miracle that deserves its own cathedral, its own patron saint, the patron saint of men who are dying inside and shaking hands about it. "Welcome to the 118. It’s nice to meet you, I’m Captain Buckley."
Eddie takes his hand. A firm grip, calloused in places Buck doesn't remember, but Buck's skin recognizes him anyway, every nerve, all at once.
"Captain." Eddie's voice is level, pleasant, perfectly neutral, and Buck would buy it completely if he couldn't see the tension bolted into Eddie's shoulders. "Thanks for having me." A beat. "You got a first name, Captain Buckley?"
"Evan. But most people just call me Buck."
"Buck," Eddie repeats, tasting it, dragging it out, and Buck's stomach drops through the floor. "Suits you."
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Captain Buckley WILL NOT fuck his new probie, okay? At least, not again.- Language:
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29 Jun 2026
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Eddie's hand lifts again, helpless, hauled forward by a gravity neither of them ever managed to bury, like he can't stop it, like whatever's been pulling him toward Buck never once got told it's over. Fingers reaching for Buck's face like the door might still hang open by a crack.
Buck steps away before it can reach him. He backs the full width of the kitchen this time and folds his arms over himself, bracing against a blow that's already a part of him.
"Don't," he croaks. "You don't get to almost have me. You don't get to reach across this space like it doesn’t hold the memory of me belonging to you. You traded that away the morning you decided I wasn't worth staying for. And I get it, Eddie. You had to go, for Chris. I know. But for fucks sake. I would have come with you. I would’ve—" There it is. The thing he never let himself admit. I would’ve come with you. You never asked. I’d’ve followed you across the country without a second of hesitation, and you decided I was easier to leave behind than to bring along. “I would’ve said yes to anything. But you didn’t ask.”
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Buck and Eddie hook up before he leaves for El Paso. Four months later, Eddie comes back with a girlfriend.Bookmarked by VannyL
28 Jun 2026
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“Didn’t know you were seeing someone.”
Buck just laughs. Like, honest to god giggles. Eddie is stuck fighting off doubly massive waves of butterflies and confusion, all while Buck just gazes down at him.
“That’s cute,” he hears Buck mumble, just before climbing into the truck, calling Eddie after him.
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or, everyone knows eddie is dating buck except for eddie, literally.
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- English
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- 27,258
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- 1/1
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- 7
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- 634
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24 Jun 2026
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"What— what do you see?"
"I see," Eddie says, measured, careful, "someone who looks like he wanted somebody to see him like that."
Buck's whole body goes hot.
"And I'm trying to decide," Eddie continues, slower now, his breath heavier, "whether I'm allowed to be that somebody."
The hand on Buck's thigh has migrated upward. He notices it three seconds after it happens, his palm now resting flat against his own stomach where his shirt has rucked up, fingers splayed across the skin. The touch of his own hand on his own body in this context is sending a current up his spine that he is, evidently, helpless to stop.
"Eddie." Buck's voice cracks. "Are you— are you jerking off to my photo?"
The pause is brief but loaded, and when Eddie answers it’s barely recognizable, every word landing somewhere in the south of Buck's body with a measurable physical impact.
"You send me a picture like that, Buck. What am I supposed to do?"
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Buck wins a boudoir photoshoot giveaway. Eddie reaps the benefits.Or,
Buck accidentally sends his nudes to Eddie.Bookmarked by VannyL
17 Jun 2026
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"Don't want you to sleep with Tommy again," Eddie slurs when he gets close enough.
Buck startles, unsure where that came from, and gives him an offended look before shaking his head, laughing. He ignores the voice in his head saying now that the competition's out of the way. "You backslide one time and your friends never let you forget it. I do have some dignity, you know."
"No, no, 's not that," Eddie protests. "Don't want you sleeping with any of your exes. Anyone. Well, one person would be fine."
"One person, huh?" Buck asks, amused. "And who would that be?"
Eddie shrugs. "I'm right here. I'm very" — he hiccups— "v'ry flexible, y'know. I stretch every morning."
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OR: Five times Buck and Eddie lose sleep over each other + one time they don't
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29 May 2026
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Eddie gets this look on his face, like he’s about to ask for something, and then he shutters and goes back to rock-solid-Eddie who can hide his emotions and feelings, bottle them all up deep inside himself. Buck knows Eddie, has for so long now, that he can read him like ‘Eddie Diaz’ is a language only he is fluent in.
The point is, Eddie is lying, and Buck is trying really hard not to let it bother him, to give him the time and space to come to terms with it on his own and let Buck know when he is ready.
The point is, Buck is running out of patience.
Or, Eddie is lying, and Buck can't figure out about what.
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- English
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Bookmarked by VannyL
27 May 2026
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Full name: Edmundo Ramon Miguel Diaz
Date of birth: 06/26/1992
Age: 33 years, 10 months“This is wrong,” he mumbled, rereading the words. He cleared his throat, handing back the file. “I’m not 33, I’m 22. The math is wrong, see, I was born in 1992 which makes me 22.”
or Eddie suffers from retrograde amnesia after an accident on the job and naturally comes to the conclusion that he and Buck are in a relationship.. the romantic kind
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25 May 2026
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"That is. Okay. Where do I start." Pushing off the counter — hands need to be free for this. "Number one. That is not how being secure in your sexuality works. Number two. That is the opposite of how it works. Number three. Most straight men who are secure in their sexuality do not, as a method of confirming this, seek out gay sex. That is— Eddie, that is gay. The thing you are describing is gay. The act of doing it is gay. There is no version of this where you end up more straight at the other end."
Eddie scoffs. "You don't know that."
"I do know that."
"You don't."
"Eddie, I am bi. I have personally conducted this experiment. The results are in."
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Eddie asks Buck to fuck him to prove he's straight. Things go about as well as you'd think.Series
- Part 1 of veni, vidi, vici
- Language:
- English
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- 16,297
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- 1/1
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21 May 2026
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There is a gaping hole where Eddie Diaz should feel loved. When Father Buckley moves to El Paso Eddie begins to realise that just because his parents are blind to his heart, doesn't mean it isn't beating.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 215,380
- Chapters:
- 17/17
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- 274
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13 May 2026
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Eddie Diaz makes slutty whimpers when he’s been stabbed as it turns out. And Buck can’t think about anything else.
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13 May 2026
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Eddie Diaz makes slutty whimpers when he’s been stabbed as it turns out. And Buck can’t think about anything else.
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13 May 2026
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Eddie Diaz has been saving himself for Father Buckley. Father Buckley fulfils his fantasy.
Or, Buck and Eddie indulge in some after-hours role play.
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13 May 2026
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Buck, now out as bi, wants to experience some bomb dick after a few disappointing men. In comes Eddie and his knowledge of anatomy. What happens when lady killer Evan Buckley is on the other side of the equation? He gets dickmatised by his boy bestie.
“I have questions about men,” Buck tells his friend.
Well. That’s stating the obvious.
Eddie nods encouragingly. He smiles.
“I know I’ve been with men and women, but…”Bookmarked by VannyL
11 May 2026
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He takes deep steadying breaths. He closes his eyes, forcing his mind blank. He will not freak out. He focuses on the black of his lids.
Nope nope nope fuck nope.
He hadn’t. They didn’t. They wouldn’t. He didn’t.
Icy fear stiffening his limbs, he jerkily slides out from under Eddie’s arm. He eases it gently to the floor, watching raptly for signs of consciousness. Thankfully, there are none. Eddie’s deep even breaths help slow Buck’s own.
Just a little. He's still freaking out.
He races to the bathroom, shutting the door firmly behind him. He slumps against it, hoping to lock everything on the other side.
This is not happening.
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Buck and Eddie ignore their drunken hookup at the bachelor party until they're forced to confront it
- Language:
- English
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- 7,625
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 6
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10 May 2026
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Buck is hired by Shannon Diaz to look after her son, while she goes to Texas to take care of her sick mother. Everything is fine, until Mr Diaz returns to LA.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 33,490
- Chapters:
- 9/9
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- 194
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05 May 2026
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Buck finally sees him, his pupils blown wide, his lips red from sucking on Buck’s neck. “Fuck, I don’t know what I need. I feel insane right now. I just need to see, you know? I need proof of the blood pumping underneath your skin.”
“And you decided a hickey was the only way to do that?” Buck laughs, a tad hysterical. Eddie responds by pressing his finger against the hickey beginning to form on his neck. Buck hisses at the touch and, in the dim light, Eddie’s eyes seem to get even darker. Hungrier.
Buck is so fucked.
Or, Eddie becomes obsessed with checking Buck's pulse after New Mexico. It quickly escalates, when checking with his hands isn't enough anymore.
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01 May 2026
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“Do you want to?”
Terrified brown meets pleading blue. The look in his eye is answer enough. “Buck.”
“I want to.” Buck tugs gently at Eddie’s happy trail. “I— I want you.”
“Jesus.”
“Do you want me, Eddie?” Buck murmurs. He tips the angle of his head down, looking up at Eddie through flaxen lashes. “Do you wanna fuck me?”
Wordlessly, Eddie sways forward, stomach tense against Buck’s hand, lips grazing Buck’s. Buck’s never felt like this before, this— powerful. A few words out of his mouth got Eddie like this, got him this twisted up. He got hard from kissing him.
“Tell me to stop,” Eddie pleads, breath hot against Buck’s mouth. “Buck.”
“Can’t,” Buck exhales, fingers dipping just past Eddie’s waistband, holding him there. “Please, Eddie. Want you.”
OR: 25-year-old Probie Evan Buckley isn’t expecting to meet and fawn over seasoned firefighter Eddie Diaz at the Firefighter games. He also isn’t expecting to end up in bed with him.
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- Part 20 of ejo + 911
- Part 1 of Evan Buckley DILF Hunter
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29 Apr 2026
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"Where's Rose?" Shane asked, the confusion in his tone obvious, but 'Ilya' didn't buy it. Or didn't care to.
"Ah, I see. This is .. foreplay."
Shane's lips parted in disbelief.
"Foreplay?" He practically squeaked, his voice a pitch higher and riddled with concern. For both his friend's safety and because— is this person flirting with him?
Or NHL star Shane Hollander accidentally calls a sex hotline and Ilya Rozanov answers.
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29 Apr 2026
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He’s so close. But Buck’s face sways even closer, eyes hyper-focused on Eddie’s mouth, like he wants to ensure that what he whispers next make its way inside:
“The quiet, closeted catastrophe of Edmundo Diaz—performed nightly for an audience of none.”
Eddie flinches. For a second, all the noise in his head goes silent.
“W-what—” Eddie’s voice cracks and he’s trying to frown, trying to be mad, but he feels exposed, so his words come out broken, confused. “What’s that supposed to mean?”or: buck fights back during the kitchen scene in 8x17 and it sends eddie spiralling
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- English
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28 Apr 2026
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Weed man Ilya thinks Shane is too adorable to pay for weed.
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- Part 4 of HR Porn (with a little plot)
- Language:
- English
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- 30,019
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- 3/5
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Bookmarked by VannyL
28 Apr 2026