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All the words I can’t yet say by infinity_fandoms
Fandoms: The Testaments (TV), The Handmaid's Tale (TV)
12 Jun 2026
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Agnes joins Becka at Ardua Hall to train as an Aunt after refusing to marry a commander. Because she’s in a trial period she can’t read or write yet, Becka takes the opportunity to write her love notes and letters that she knows Agnes won’t be able to understand. Just until she’s brave enough to say it aloud.
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Becka is pining so hard but she’s so scared so she leaves Agnes love letters (knowing that she’ll eventually understand them and they’ll have to talk about it)
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12 Jun 2026
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The weight of growing up in Gilead would not leave her mind all at once. It'd probably take her whole life, to be honest.
Today, though, at least six ounces of it hit the floor of a salon in Canada.
Or: Becka has a panic attack in a bookstore and gets a spontaneous haircut. Hannah loses her mind over it and Becka is too busy brooding and being gay to realize it.
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11 Jun 2026
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College AU where Becka falls first and Agnes falls harder.
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11 Jun 2026
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Better late than never (Just don't make me wait forever) by Cumultus9
Fandoms: The Testaments (TV), The Handmaid's Tale (TV)
13 Jun 2026
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As the water ran, Becka looked up to gaze through the window, the sky over Ottawa was clear, displaying a handful of stars. It was July, the seventh month of the year and part of summer. She now knew the answer to the question "When?", which she had been asking herself for most of her life.
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The girls' new life in Canada after June took them in.
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11 Jun 2026
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“Okay,” Becka says, in that voice she uses when she wants to appease her friend. “With who?”
Hannah turns to her side, propping up on an elbow, so that she can gaze down at Becka, who’s busy sinking into her beanbag - all the while preparing to say one of the single worst names Becka’s ever heard in her life. “His name’s Garth.”
Becka has too many things to worry about before graduating, and one of them is getting to the graduating part in the first place.
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10 Jun 2026
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Drowning in guilt over her mother’s death, Becka succumbs to the darkness and self-loathing inside her. Her descent into the depths is thwarted by the one person who can still save her.
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09 Jun 2026
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Daisy Barlow's Club for Rebellious Girls by fleabagshair
Fandoms: The Testaments (TV), The Handmaid's Tale Series - Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid's Tale (TV)
07 Jun 2026
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Precious flowers can grow thorns. And Daisy is cultivating quite the garden.
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08 Jun 2026
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Barn Swallows Should Mate For Life by chaerriepop
Fandoms: The Testaments (TV), The Handmaid's Tale (TV)
05 Jun 2026
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"Even after they have paired with a male, the female North American barn swallow still comparison-shops for partners..."
- Cornell University, 2005
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07 Jun 2026
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Mayday got the girls out. Now they’re in Canada, physically safe, emotionally stunted, and trying very hard to act normal.
Between questions nobody in Gilead was allowed to ask and all the small choices Gilead never let them make, they begin to learn that escaping Gilead was only the beginning.
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06 Jun 2026
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i can tell just what you want (you don't want to be alone) by Anonymous
Fandoms: The Handmaid's Tale (TV), The Handmaid's Tale Series - Margaret Atwood, The Testaments (TV)
12 Jun 2026
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Daisy Barlow signs up to work as a counsellor-in-training at Mayday, Camp for Healing, one of the most prestigious summer camps in Canada, mostly because of their ziplining course and lake activities. She gets more than she bargained for.
OR: What if you and your friends(?) made a plan to get your other friends(?) married by the end of the month?
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05 Jun 2026
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Hannah Bankole would hate Agnes Mackenzie
For obeying. For calling survival mercy. For saving Becka Grove into a husband, a house, and a locked door.
Becka hates her too. Or she tries to. But it is hard to hate the only girl who understands what it means to survive a name that was never yours.
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- Part 2 of Dear Hannah
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05 Jun 2026
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Sea Foam And Endless Sun Rays by Massivejollyrancher134
Fandoms: The Handmaid's Tale (TV), The Testaments (TV)
13 Jun 2026
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Escaping Gilead was one of the hardest things Becka Grove had ever done, but you want to know the hardest? Finding yourself after being told your entire being is wrong.
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Agnes and Becka falling in love in Canada and learning who they really are along the way.
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04 Jun 2026
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Electricity by MogulMama
Fandoms: The Testaments (TV), The Handmaid's Tale Series - Margaret Atwood
02 Jun 2026
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Daisy swallowed, clearly not having expected this, Pearl Girl at heart that she was. “Well, that feeling of… butterflies, in your stomach.” She waved her hands under the table as though to display said fact, her eyes straying as though in recollection. “Sometimes it feels like electricity when you’re close…”
“Electricity? How absurd,” Shu noted, sounding appalled despite her clear fascination.
Or, the one where Agnes has a rather delayed revelation...
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- Part 5 of The Testaments Collection
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02 Jun 2026
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Unfortunately for Daisy, she has to give Shunammite the talk again.
No, not that one.
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- Part 1 of The Shape of Freedom
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31 May 2026
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Becka is avoiding Agnes because she thinks Agnes only kissed her out of pity, and Agnes is realizing her romantic feelings for Becka, attempting to close the increasing distance between them. :33
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29 May 2026
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Two years after events of season one, Agnes and Becca are together in secret. Daisy, after her cover was blown, was made a handmaid---the Mackenzie's handmaid. While Garth works on freeing the girls from Gilead, Daisy is busy trying to survive, and Agnes and Becca wrestle with the weight of religious guilt along and the fear of being discovered.
“Do you still want me to touch you?” I asked. I cringed, hearing myself. Do you want me to touch you. How romantic. She sat up. The mattress dipped softly underneath me as I offered my shaking hand, “Use my fingers,” I said. “To touch yourself like he touches you.”
“Hannah,” she gasped.
“I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing,” I said. “But you do.”Bookmarked by Vidarewolf
28 May 2026
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Becka is late and worries Hannah. Becka wants a kiss.
Takes place a few years after Hannah and Becka leave Gilead and live in Toronto under the protection of Mayday, Hannah as a member while Becka chooses to live a “normal life”. I just wanna talk about them living normally and fluff ofcBookmarked by Vidarewolf
28 May 2026
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love is patient, love is kind ( love is an abomination) by calliopeslullaby
Fandoms: The Handmaid's Tale (TV), The Testaments
26 May 2026
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During a sleepover with Agnes, Becka finds herself thinking abominable thoughts.
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Becka's inner monologue as she starts feeling gay panic during a sleepover.
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28 May 2026
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new development in fantasy by shakie4eva
Fandoms: The Handmaid's Tale Series - Margaret Atwood, The Testaments (TV)
28 May 2026
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“Aunt Lydia said we get to leave everything behind.” Agnes swallows. “Everything that happened before tonight.” She looks at Becka, then, like searching for an answer.
“Do you think that’s real?”
Becka’s eyes flick to Agnes’ lips, inches from her own, and when she speaks again she barely manages to hear her own voice over the sound of her pulse in her ears.
“What would you want to leave behind?”
or; What if things went differently on Agnes' initiation night?
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28 May 2026
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“She thinks… she asked for me when she woke up so they called me. She thinks we’re still engaged.” And curse his tone too for being so sympathetic and emotional when he’s saying something that could come straight from one of Michaela’s nightmares.
“What?” Michaela scoffs. “You haven’t been engaged for-”
“Nearly two years.” He says too calmly, even as her own anxiety worsens. “She doesn’t remember that she broke it off because-” He swallows, still some pain to the statement even with his endless support. He probably loves her as much as Michaela does. He probably felt the same terrified panic that was still easing through her chest now.
“Because of me.” She whispers quietly… not a fact she had known at the time but one she was well aware of now after six months of being with her… they had just moved in together for crying out loud, what does he mean she doesn’t remember?
“She doesn’t remember that.” John’s tone is pained but quiet, gentle as he reaches out toward her, but she flinches away from his grip, her mind struggling to process the information he’s feeding her.
“She doesn’t remember… that she loves me?”
Or the Franchaela amnesia au
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- Part 7 of Commissioned Prompts
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27 Apr 2026