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    Steve felt pathetic and trapped. Stuck here in his father’s office, the floors a haunting reminder of his childhood. The people in this office didn’t like Steve, he knew they didn’t. Why should they? His father had gotten him this job.

    (gang/inmate au)

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    14 Oct 2025

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    What happens in Vegas doesn't always stay in Vegas. Especially if it involves getting married to your famous ex in a drunken accident at your best friend's wedding.

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    17 Aug 2025

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    Is this even a game
    If in the end I let you kill me?
    I was never meant to be by your side
    But in the end I won't escape from the sight of you
    Half of me is half of you now
    I'll have to cut myself in two

    ~

    Eddie despised everything about him, how perfectly composed he seemed in the face of their certain doom, how relaxed his stance was next to Eddie's, how he waved to the crying and cheering fanclub of girls that already mourned him and yelled about how this wasn't fair. As if any other name would've been more fair.

    Eddie hated everything that Steve Harrington stood for, he did. But still, once Wheeler asked them to shake hands and he faced him, he couldn't help but to be in awe, for just a moment.

    Because Harrington's face was no longer blank. He smiled at Eddie. And not in any intimidating or cruel way. No. His smile looked deeply sad and there was something about it that pulled at a memory that Eddie had buried a long time ago.

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    Or, Eddie and Steve get send to the games in the Hunger Games/Stranger Things AU that nobody asked for

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    22 Apr 2025

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    When Nancy breaks up with Steve Harrington, he's left with no friends in his corner. Feeling lost, lonely and rejected by those he loves most, Steve finds solace in social outcasts Eddie Munson and Billy Hargrove. What starts off as a friendship quickly turns into something more.

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    06 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    “Oh yeah? We’re almost the same age, then.” Eddie said as he shifted, his hands sliding up to massage Gator’s ankle. His touch was hypnotizing, sending slow waves of drowsiness rolling through Gator’s body, dragging him under. “I’m 31.”

    “N-no way you’re older than me.”

     

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    Fresh out of prison and blind, Gator settles in a trailer park in Hawkins, Indiana, hoping for a fresh start. But the past always has a way of catching up... 

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    27 Feb 2025

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    Once, Gator Tillman had figured himself a big man in a small world. A powerful man. A winner.

    No longer. Now he knew better. After everything, it was hard to know anything else. The sad, pathetic truth was that Gator Tillman wasn't shit. Not a big man, not even a small one. Barely a fucking person at all.

    After an accident leaves him permanently injured, Gator leaves Stark County for Chicago. On his own for the first time, jobless and in constant pain, he seeks out relief in drugs. While small-time dealer Eddie Munson's prices are fair enough, drugs are expensive, and Gator soon finds himself unable to pay. Fortunately for him, Eddie is more than willing to accept an alternative form of payment.

    And maybe Gator is all too willing to offer it up.

    What starts as a means to an end quickly becomes the end itself as Gator finds himself relying less and less on the drugs to take his pain away... and more on Eddie.

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    08 Feb 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 66

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    Steve’s known about his dad’s unfaithfulness for a while. When he comes home one night to find a male classmate in his father’s bed, things become even more complicated .

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    30 Dec 2024

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    Despite it all, Hawkins, Indiana is a hell that Billy Hargrove keeps waking up in.

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    19 Nov 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 38

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    Eddie hasn't seen Gator Tillman in three long years. When he winds up running into him at a bar, he can't help but feel drawn to help the ex-deputy.

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    10 Nov 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 75

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    “And you know what, it’s a real shame, okay?” Eddie continues, pointing at him accusingly “It’s a fucking good book.”

    Steve looks like he’s holding back a smile, “How do you know I haven’t already read it?”

    And well, Eddie hadn’t even considered that.

    “Have you?” He asks, purposely not looking at Steve.

    Steve opens his mouth, but nothing comes out for a second. Eddie rolls his eyes, emptying the dustpan into a trash bin.

    “No, it’s just-...” Steve rushes.

    Eddie raises his eyebrows, looking over expectantly as he ties the trash bag closed.

    “I- um…” Steve cringes at himself, takes a deep breath before continuing, “I…wrote it.”

    Eddie barks out a laugh almost instantly, “Yeah, okay.”

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    02 Nov 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 40

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    Steve Harrington had a knack for getting hurt - It takes a few meetings by chance for Eddie to notice just how often.
    Good thing Wayne taught him a thing or two about dealing with bruises.

    Or, Eddie taking care of Steve, and his many, many bruises, over the years.

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    31 Aug 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 54

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    Steve didn’t mean to look. He didn’t mean to like it. And he definitely didn’t mean to go back for more. Now he can’t stop thinking about hands around his throat, pain kissing his skin and names he thought he’d never answer to.

    It’s not love. It’s not even friendship. It’s just sex. Violent, humiliating, addictive sex.

    Until it’s not.

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    12 Aug 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 24

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    Inspired by this fanart by Russ

    Steve runs away from home and Eddie picks him up, dragging him into his depraved lifestyle.

    ༒༒ Excerpt ༒༒

    "Yo, Harrington!" Eddie called as he jogged up to Steve before he could get into his car.

    Steve turned to face him with a confused expression. That confusion only deepened when Eddie put a torn piece of paper in his hand.

    "If you need it," Eddie gestured to the paper.

    When Steve turned it over, he saw it had a phone number and an address. "What is this?”

    "My info," he stated plainly.

    "Why?" Steve squinted.

    "Like I said, I've been in your position," he explained sincerely. "If you find yourself in a serious rut or whatever—”

    "Eddie," Steve interrupted firmly. "I don't want a handout." He offered the paper back.

    "It's not." Eddie pushed Steve's hand away. "Nothing's free with me," he chuckled. "So if you take this offer, you'll owe me something in return.”

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    16 Jun 2024

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    "There's something to be said about endurance, Steve."

    Steve puts his foot on his professor's chair, Jimmy Choo trainer propped there on the worn armrest. The motion widens his legs, leaves the long line of his thigh, the seam of his jeans available to Munson's gaze, if he so chooses to look.

    "And you, sir?" Steve bites his lip. "How much longer can you endure?"

     

    (OR: Steve is a spoiled socialite brat who buys his way into college, and Eddie is the edgy arts professor who makes him work for it.)

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    26 Apr 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 86

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    Every summer Steve travels to Chicago to pick up men. As a second grade teacher in a small Indiana town, he isn't exactly out and proud. Plus, his particular predilections are not something that he can risk getting around town. This year's trip appears to be a bit of a bust, until a gorgeous metal head crosses his path.

    This story is really just an excuse to write filthy sex. I also wanted to write a cute Teacher AU. So, here you go. Two for one!

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    17 Mar 2024

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    Eddie is a counselor at Camp Mirkwood: a homey, quaint, little sleepaway camp where the middle class dumps their children so they can get a summer to themselves. Steve Harrington works at Camp Loch Nora across the lake, a camp for country club progeny to experience nature in a removed, sanitized way and occasionally, to interact with the riffraff of Mirkwood to—build character or something.

    Eddie hates Steve Harrington and the feeling is mutual. They also have sex in the woods sometimes.

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    24 Feb 2024

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    Eddie is really sick of his newest club members ranting about Steve, and how awesome he is. So when Steve shows up to pick up those kids he thinks he’s got a shot of making them stop if he talks to Steve, since Steve would be a douche, the kids would see it, and bam, end of awesomeness rants. Except Steve is not a douche.

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    07 Jan 2024

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    “Look, I don’t know what you’re whole ‘deal’ is with me-"

    My deal?-”

    “- but at least in front of the kids can we just be pleasant? We don’t have to talk or be chummy with each other or whatever, but as long as we’re living under the same roof, we’re cordial.”

    “Fine.”

    “Fine.”

    Or annoyances to lovers,
    featuring Murray, the ultimate matchmaker.

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    12 Dec 2023

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    “I’m sorry for ruining your night.” A deep shuddering breath echoes through the woods. Steve hurts. His chest aching something awful and so tight he can’t breathe. “I’m so-” his voice breaks as does the damn holding back all his tears. Now it’s Eddie’s turn to feel his eyes burn. “I’m so sorry, Eddie. I’m sorry for everything. I never – I never wanted – I never meant things for to end up like this.”

    Eddie’s brown eyes meet Steve’s hazel. Tears fill Steve’s eyes and despite everything - despite how broken Steve looks, despite how angry Eddie is, he can’t help but think he’s still so beautiful. Eddie wants to say it. Throat aching with the need to say something, anything to get Steve to stay and let him help. It hits Eddie hard that this is the first time he has ever seen Steve cry. Steve who always put on such a strong front, who hid his sadness and fear under false smiles. All the anger and fury from five minutes ago left Eddie only to be replaced by such a twisted feeling that whatever is haunting Steve won’t be stopping anytime soon, and it’s something so much bigger than he could ever imagine.

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    18 Jun 2023

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    The story of his life was a book written with divine clarity.

    A book absent of choice, feeling, rage, love, pleasure, independence.

    A book dated, signed, and bound by Pastor Harrington, himself.

    Steve Harrington is never supposed to leave Hawkins, Indiana.

    Steve Harrington is never supposed to explore.

    Steve Harrington is never supposed to dance in a gay club with all the lights off.

    Steve Harrington is never supposed to find pleasure.

    Steve Harrington is never supposed to fall in love.

    Steve Harrington is never supposed to get what he wants.

    Everything changes the day he meets Eddie Munson.

     

    Everything.

     

    or, the eagle scout steve fic i've been teasing for the past month and a half <3

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    23 Apr 2023

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