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Dog of Honour by Poutini for NoahRose27, missgeevious, lovecommahannah
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Jan 2026
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Anya can tell something is different about today. Maybe it’s the clothes Papa Shane and Papochka lay out, or the way their voices are a little softer, their touches linger a little longer, but also maybe more obviously, it’s because since yesterday the house has been full of people, including Papa Shane’s humans, and the feeling of anticipation was high.
Not entirely usual, but also, Anya had spent the first half of the day prior at the spa, getting the full princess treatment, complete with being fitted with a bow on top of her head, and that bow is now laid on top of Papochka’s jacket on the armchair. If she could see colours, she’d know that they’re both burgundy. As is, she thinks they’re a lovely matching shade of grey. ish.
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- Part 5 of Thoughts of Dog
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15 Jan 2026
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Shane comes to visit Ilya in Boston. Ilya isn't expecting him.
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02 Jan 2026
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from the cold by stammiviktor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.
— Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
— (1) Missed Call: Yuna HollanderOr: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.
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28 Dec 2025
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Sound of sirens, rush of pain (I almost thought I heard you call my name) by 17darwinism
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Dec 2025
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"He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)or,
Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.
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- Part 1 of Please, God, I'm finally loved
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26 Dec 2025
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this is not fair by glossedmouth
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2025
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"Why is that?"
Ilya looks back at him and Shane forgets to breathe. Desperate fervor in his gaze.
"It's not fair," Ilya says, low and angry. Vehement. "Women can give the men they love babies. Not fair at all. I wish I was born with uterus so I could become pregnant and give you babies."
Shane does not blink for a long time. Eyes wide. Ilya spreads his palms out over his abs. He closes his eyes. He sniffles.
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Ilya finally admits something that has been causing him deep pain to Shane.
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24 Dec 2025
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Such a Great Son and Wonderful Friend by isthatacatsherlock
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Dec 2025
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“You’re her favorite son now,” joked Shane while Yuna held Ilya closer, and he rested his head on her shoulder, just this once letting her be his mom. He could believe it would be okay now, just for this hug. “I was just telling him that you’re going to get him a stocking for Christmas even if we break up.”
“Oh, of course. You’re stuck with me, Ilya.” He pulled away and she kissed his forehead, making him blush. “It’s going to be okay. Ready to do this?”
He shook his head. “Shane didn’t give me a choice.”
“And I’m not either. Let’s go.”
CW- Suicidal ideation, methods graphically discussed. I put explicit because of the nature of suicide discussion and because most of my fics are explicit, but there is no sex in here.
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21 Dec 2025
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When Shane wins his first Cup championship, Rozanov promises more than just a league win if he earns MVP as well. Rozanov delivers.
For Russian translations, hover over "link."
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21 Dec 2025
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A Roz by Any Other Name Would Smell as Sweet by mythicalinker
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Dec 2025
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"Say what you really want."
Ilya’s fingers slid from Shane’s wrist to his jaw, gripping hard enough to bruise as he yanked him closer, their lips a breath apart. "I want your cock in my ass," he growled, the words deliberate, crude—nothing like the polished English he used for interviews.
Shane’s laugh was a sharp exhale against Ilya’s mouth. "Your English is getting rusty, Rozanov." He dragged his thumb over Ilya’s lower lip, smirking. "You mean you want *your* cock in *my* ass."
Ilya shook his head sharply, fingers tightening in Shane’s hair. "You said you fuck Rose, yes?" he asked, the name twisting in his mouth like something vile. "You enjoy it?"
Shane hesitated, a beat too long—long enough for Ilya’s nostrils to flare—before muttering, "I guess."
Ilya licked his lips, slow, deliberate. "I did not say it wrong," he murmured, pressing his forehead harder against Shane’s. "I want you to fuck me like you fuck her.
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20 Dec 2025
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Ilya died, yes, but then the doctors saved him. Cardiopulmonary resuscitation in the ambulance, three electric shocks, two emergency surgeries, twenty-six units of blood. Ilya died, but then he came back.
If only Shane could get his subconscious to understand that.
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18 Dec 2025
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hit me where it hurts by residentrookie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Dec 2025
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Ilya takes a nasty hit on the ice, but it's nothing he hasn't brushed off before. Or at least, that's what he thought.
Off the ice, Shane finds himself overwhelmed with the unexpected complications of Ilya's injury.
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15 Dec 2025
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Ottawa Sun: HOCKEY FANS FEAR FOR ILYA ROZANOV’S LIFE AFTER BOYFRIEND SHANE HOLLANDER SEEN WEEPING IN HOSPITAL HALLWAY
December 13, 2017, 2:03 a.m.
Fans of Ottawa Centaurs player Ilya Rozanov have called for candlelit vigils and prayers after Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Metros hockey team and Rozanov’s boyfriend, was captured by paparazzi weeping in the hallway of the Queensway-Carleton Hospital following a collision between Rozanov and opposing team forward Steve Wiggins during the Centaurs’ Saturday game.
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11 Dec 2025
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A Truce by Summertrap
Fandoms: Mortal Kombat (Video Games), Mortal Kombat - All Media Types
08 Nov 2023
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“Come on, there’s someone who’d like to meet you both,” Father gently told them, moving aside to allow them through the door.
Bi-Han immediately jumped off the chair and stepped forward. Tomas scrambled to keep up. As they entered, Father shut the door behind them. Across the room, Mother was sitting up in the bed, holding a bundle of cloth to her chest. As she looked at them, she smiled brightly. Although, if Tomas thought Father looked tired, she looked positively exhausted. Her usually immaculate hair was a complete mess, and her eyelids looked heavy.
“Hello boys,” she greeted softly, as they both approached her. “Meet Kuai Liang, he’s your little brother.”
She moved the bundle slightly, and indeed, wrapped up inside the cloth was a baby. His eyes were shut and it seemed he was fast asleep, not making a sound. Kuai Liang, huh? That was a nice name.
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- Part 14 of 🌎Meanwhile In Another Universe
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09 Dec 2025
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Public Bookmark 101
Mystery Work
Part of Hollanov
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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07 Dec 2025
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“You should stay for a little longer."
Rhaenyra looked at Alicent’s faked and awkward smile, pressing down the urge to rip it off her face. Not now, she told herself, glancing briefly over the ones of the Greens who had not yet left after the commotion. Sooner or later she would get rid of them.
“I would like that,” she smiled softly, eyes sincere and open. “We have so many things to fix after all, for our King’s sake.” Alicent nodded then bid her good night, leaving the room to catch up with Aemond.
Rhaenyra’s eyes landed on Aegon, who gulped down his last cup of wine in one go, smirking at her.
Oh, she thought with amusement, she would start with him, then.
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- Part 1 of Shades of Flame
- Part 3 of oh my gods, don't you know I'm a savage?
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- 6/6
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01 Nov 2025
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From your lips to God's ear by MangaMonster (DinosaurRawrsYou)
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
18 Aug 2024
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Blasphemy. noun .
- the act of insulting or showing contempt or lack of reverence for GodIn which the Fourteen Flames and the Old Gods do not take Alicent’s insults lightly.
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30 Oct 2025
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The Wrath of Gods by ciemai
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, fire and blood - Fandom
21 Sep 2024
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Rhaenyra dreamt or travel back in time as she was having a miscarriage with Visenya. She invoked the gods to punish her enemies. It was not just the Fourteen Flames who heard her.
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29 Oct 2025
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No Time to Rest by RayByAnotherName for Idkhowtodothis
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
25 Oct 2024
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A surprise visit from a dragon can only be an ill omen. In this case, Sunfyre carries both bad news, and a chance for peace when his rider flees King's Landing rather than take the throne.
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- Part 11 of Breakdowns
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28 Oct 2025
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I think I've seen this film before (and I didn't like the ending) by Mast3rofd3ath
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
30 May 2025
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The veil between the living and dead is thinnest at Harrenhal. There, haunted by his decisions, Daemon Targaryen is faced with a ghost from the past and given a choice.
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24 Oct 2025
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A Brand New Life (Is All I Can Spare to Play With You) by Kotsh
Fandoms: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse)
17 Aug 2025
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56-year-old Chris wakes up in his 1996 body. After toying with the idea of blowing his brains out, he decides to ruin pre-T-virus Wesker's life first. He's so very done with playing hero.
Problem? This Wesker hasn’t gone full monster yet.
Worse? He's actually capable of blushing.Bookmarked by ZaneShadow
12 Sep 2025
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“As I said, you’ll be handsomely compensated for your time,” Korn repeats. He clearly knows money is a powerful tool when dealing with Porsche. He got his hands on every single detail of Porsche’s life, including the death of his parents, the school Porsche dropped out from and Porchay. This type of knowledge in the mafia's hands makes Porsche internally panic.
“And I’m supposed to do what?” Porsche asks, wanting things to be clear. “Bring your son from the feral state he got himself in? Aren’t there professionals for that sort of shit?”
“Kinn didn’t react well to any of them,” Korn replies, not offering any details. “But I saw on camera how he acted around you. It was the first positive reaction I’ve seen from him in a while.”
In a while meaning almost a year. That’s how long Kinn Theerapanyakul has been feral. Porsche is not an expert, but he heard there’s not much hope for ferals who stay in that state for more than a year.
“He tried to rip my throat out,” Porsche snarks. “Not exactly very positive.”
aka Kinn is feral and someone has to bring him out of that state, enter Porsche
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- Part 1 of feral wolves and unrequited feelings
Bookmarked by ZaneShadow
11 Sep 2025