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    He is about 20 minutes out of Montreal when his phone buzzes for the first time. Then again. Then again. He pulls in at the next rest stop.

    It's Ilya.

    Omg Shane. You are probably driving now. But is bad news. I think Troy choose bad restaurant for lunch today.

    I got sick. He just text me saying he is sick too.

    Don't worry please! You can see your parents. I will be okay. ILY <3

    Fuck.

    He calls Ilya straightaway. It rings out.

    'Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.'

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    Shane and Ilya's weekend plans are derailed when Ilya gets sick. Set somewhere in the timeline close to Role Model and The Long Game pre-plane incident. POV shifts between characters. 1/? - more to come

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    28 Mar 2026

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    The one where Shane tries to be perfect, Ilya pushes too hard, and an entire hockey team helps search a mountain when one of their own goes missing.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya were invited to go skiing with their friends and teammates Harris, Troy and Luca. Unfortunately, Ilya was sick and had to stay behind, while Shane went without him. After a few hours, the group can no longer be reached, and Ilya soon began receiving warnings about heavy snowfall and avalanche risks. When Shane didn’t return home that evening, Ilya was consumed by fear, desperate to know if his husband and his friends were safe.

    (Or: Shane goes missing in the mountains along with Troy, Harris and Luca, and Ilya is left panicking at home, desperate to find them before it’s too late.)

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.

    He stands at the entrance a beat too long.

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    It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Neil was hiding something, that much he was sure of.
    It had been a while since Neil actively tried to keep something from Andrew. Since the debacle of last spring, after they sat together in the FBI interrogation room for what had felt like days, and Neil had laid out all his secrets and lies in front of him and the agents, there really wasn’t any reasons left to hide anything between them.
    But now, almost a year later, Neil was apparently back to his old liar self.

    Andrew's suspicious of Neil's recent behavior, Neil's got a big news he's definitely nervous to share, and they are going to have to deal with the fallout together.

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    20 Feb 2026