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A time travel au but different
I think
Neil and Aaron go back in time
And they confuse the shit out of everyone
As they should 😌💅
(Plus a little surprise bc you guys deserve a treat)
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23 Oct 2026
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clipped wings by inevitablestars for starsworth
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
07 Oct 2026
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Andrew doesn't know what to expect entering the Nest, becoming a Raven. Staying is hard, getting out is harder. But he does what he must to keep his promises.
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- Part 1 of a light in the dark
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23 Oct 2026
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An AU where Mary never got Nathaniel out. Instead, he became too invaluable of an asset to be killed off or 'gifted' to Tetsuji. Instead, he's raised with Ichirou and Jean as a part of Ichirou's inner circle.
He'd always had a knack for languages and lying and all the 'messy stuff' came easily enough when your father is called the Butcher of Baltimore. So Nathaniel became the Wraith. He was untraceable, unknowable, infalliable; a criminal fairytale.
When Kevin Day leaves the Nest, there's no better person to send.
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"Who the hell are you?" Andrew demanded.
He wasn't anyone, not really; not anymore. He hadn't really been anyone in years now. There'd been a time. Once. But there were entire lifetimes between who he could have been and what he'd become. He could taste it sometimes; blackberries and sand stinging his tongue like the iron branded on his shoulder.
It was easier to pretend he'd never been anyone at all.
"I'm nothing," he answered. The ghost of a smile pulled at his lips; sharp and cruel. "A wraith." The Wraith, he didn't say, but the shadows ran through Andrew's eyes and he wondered if Andrew had heard it anyways.
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- Part 1 of Innominate
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23 Oct 2026
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Because Neil stayed, and Andrew let him, years after they first met, they both have something neither of them ever expected to have: a quiet life together.
Shared mornings.
Cats in their bed.
Coffee for two on the balcony.
Late night walks.But some ghosts just won't stay in the past.
So when Neil is suddenly taken from their life, Andrew is left alone with the only thing he cannot escape, his own memories. And Andrew remembers everything.
Maybe some losses just can't be survived.
Russian translation available here!
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23 Oct 2026
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A small California town is sealed by an impenetrable dome. Everyone over eighteen has vanished. The survivors have divided into two groups: the gifted teens of Palmetto High and the authoritarian rule of Evermore Academy. Neil Josten, a runaway hiding in the woods, doesn't know any of this. He is waiting for a phone call that will never come.
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23 Oct 2026
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Raven!Neil fic, where he escapes not long after Kevin and brings himself and Jean to play for the foxes while having to live with the consequences of the deal that he made to keep them all safe.
PLEASE READ THE TAGS!! no main character death- but this fic is pretty brutal so if you are sensitive about most things, please for your own well-being, be careful!
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23 Oct 2026
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After losing his mother, Fedya shuts himself away, leaving his closest friend Petya worried and desperate to reach him. But when Petya discovers Fedya with another man, grief turns into jealousy, jealousy into rage - and a brutal fight forces both of them to confront feelings they can no longer hide.
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03 Oct 2026
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"Two whole months of free laundry in exchange for two weeks of being my fake boyfriend. Deal?”
Keith hesitated for a moment. Was this really worth it? Hardly. Lance was an asshole, and he wasn’t sure what fake dating would entail. But, free laundry was free laundry, right?
“Alright, it’s a deal.”Or: Lance makes the mistake of telling his Mom he has a boyfriend coming home with
him for Christmas. Keith makes the mistake of agreeing to be Lance's 'fake boyfriend'Bookmarked by antarcticmonkey38
03 Oct 2026
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AFTG from Andrew's POV (for those hardcore simps who, like me, are looking for another reason to re-read the series) (updated usually Tuesdays and weekends)
‘For the love of God, Andrew, put that down before you hurt someone.’ The coach of the Palmetto Foxes sighed heavily sending his most defiant player a murderous glare.
‘You’re no fun, Coach.’ The blonde, who was currently vigorously swinging an Exy racquet in the air, grinned back.
‘If only you had as much energy when we practiced, you -’
‘Aren’t you tired of repeating yourself, Kevin? Or do you just like to listen to yourself speak so much?’ Andrew interrupted the dark haired man who was standing in a safe distance leaning against the wall looking through a pile of files. A shame. Andrew thought, taking another swing with the too light striker racquet. A shame, that I can’t smash that stupid face. By accident, of course.- Language:
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21 Aug 2026
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Ghosts Don't Stay Dead by taracarpentersinhaler
Fandoms: The Punisher (TV 2017), Daredevil (TV)
10 Aug 2026
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Six years ago, Frank Castle saved a terrified teenager from a man who deserved to die.
He told her to forget him.
She didn't.
Three years later, Frank tracks a notorious trafficker through Hell's Kitchen—only to watch someone else pull the trigger first. The killer isn't another vigilante or a hired gun.
It's the girl he once dragged out of an alley.
Older. Colder. Deadlier.
She built a life hunting the same monsters Frank does, and before either of them realizes it, they're pulled into each other's orbit again.
Years later, they share a tiny apartment, too much baggage, and a relationship held together by stubbornness, bad communication, and the unspoken fear that one of them won't make it home. Frank insists he's keeping her safe. She insists she doesn't need saving.
Neither of them knows how to let go.
Or how to leave.Bookmarked by antarcticmonkey38
10 Aug 2026
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With your natural ability to heal almost any wound, it makes sense that you end up being the caretaker of one of the…protectors of New York, although some would argue he’s not. And while you initially accepted being his personal doctor, your relationship blossoms into something a little bit more than that
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10 Aug 2026
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Aftg twilight au
That’s basically it. It’s another twilight au. But neil is neil and so antagonises everyone. Also less stalky stalk, more talky talk.
I’ll update this as often as possible but it’s not going to be consistent. Also it may be a long process but I’m going to do everything in my power to complete this and I’ll let you know if I don’t.
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- Part 1 of Aftg twilight au
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17 Jul 2026
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Your Eyes Burn My Skin (Or Was It a Dream?) by lizmorr
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
15 Jul 2025
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“Mmh, Andrew.”
Neil continued to make soft breathless noises in his sleep. He kept repeating Andrew’s name, accompanied by the occasional soft breathless whimper. If Andrew had any blood circulating around his body, he’d be flush red.
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Andrew is not normal about Neil Josten. He’s never been this entranced by a human before in his centuries worth of existence.Neil is not normal about Andrew Minyard. He’s never been this entranced by another human before in his almost two decades worth of existence.
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17 Jul 2026
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Andrew’s first tangible lead on Kevin’s long-believed theory that vampires exist, and that they were involved in his mother’s death, takes him face-to-face with a real one.
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17 Jul 2026
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Neil Josten moves to Forks, Washington with his adoptive father, David Wymack. He hates the rain. He has nightmares. Lola Malcolm is on his trail. He's the new kid. He almost gets crushed by a van. It couldn't get worse. Until he's saved by Andrew Minyard, the guy from his Bio class who hates him, has supernatural strength and many other secrets.
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16 Jul 2026
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hold on tight, rabbit by rippedjeansandloudmusic
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
02 Jul 2022
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Neil tries to be discreet as he tracks the boys as they walk across the linoleum floor to a high table top in the corner, far away from the windows facing outside. The gloomy rainy day casts them all in a blue hue.
Just as Neil is about to look away, the emo one’s head shoots up. He pulls his mask down and the other two follow. He looks around for a second, searching, before his gaze snaps to Neil.
"Yeah, those are the Minyards," Dan says. "They're bad news. I wouldn't try and talk to them, Neil."
Neil bites back the skin on his lips, leaving them raw.(MATURE RATING IS OUT OF AN ABUNDANCE OF CAUTION - SURROUNDS CHAPTER 8)
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17 Jul 2026
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Neil had never given much thought to how he would die; he assumed it would have been by his father’s hands.
But when he died alongside his mother, he stood there listening to the policemen talk, asking himself how he was still here while his father was rotting six feet under with his mother.If someone asked him now, he wouldn't know the answer to how he would die.
But maybe dying in place of someone he loved would be a good way to go.
Neil doesn’t really know if that is true; he has never been in love before, so maybe he’s completely wrong.
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Twilight AUSeries
- Part 1 of Twilight saga
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17 Jul 2026
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Neil runs to Forks, desperate for a break from his life on the run after the death of his mother. It isn't quite as quiet as he would like, especially since Forks is populated by Andrew and the other Foxes.
A very loose Twilight AU, because I was trying to write a normal non-Twilight Vampire AU and then it ended up in Forks and spiralled out of control.Bookmarked by antarcticmonkey38
16 Jul 2026
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AFTG twilight au is this anything
“Who are they?” Neil finds himself asking, interrupting whatever Renee is saying about their lacrosse season. “With Kevin?”
“Oh-” Renee says, like she’s trying to temper reactions.
“Oh them? Those are the monsters.” Allison says gleefully. “You know Kevin, and then there’s Andrew and Aaron Minyard- the twins- and Nicky Hemmick.”
“Weird fucking sex cult,” Matt mutters, looking loathfully at the table over Neil’s shoulder.
“Pardon?” He asks, partially delighted and mostly a little horrified.
“Matt!” Dan scolds. “They are not.”yeah i saw that art and what about it?
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16 Jul 2026
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About three things I was absolutely positive.
First, Andrew was a vampire.
Second, there was a part of him-and I didn’t know how potent that part might be-that wanted to kill me.
And third, he was a completely pretentious asshole.Series
- Part 1 of The Moonlight Saga
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17 Jul 2026