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Kiss me, damn it! by Cerno
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
06 Oct 2025
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Looking at the panel of Hina and Yuuki’s lips pressed together made his body react in ways he couldn’t understand.
Yoshiki flashed in his mind, and suddenly the mysterious feelings intensified two fold, like a knot twisting and bending in on itself in his stomach. Suddenly Hikaru felt himself sweating bullets, yet his mouth was completely dry. How could someone be so wet and so dry all at the same time?
If that were me and Yoshiki…
'Hikaru' doesn't experience things the same way people do, but lately, the body that he's taken over has been going some changes that come with adolescence, and he was having trouble keeping those feelings under wraps. After reading a romance manga, Hikaru started wondering what it would be like to kiss someone. So he's made elaborate plans inspired from the manga to get Yoshiki to kiss him, but for some reason, things just aren't going the way they're supposed to.
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- Part 3 of Yoshikaru brainrot spillage
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15 Sep 2025
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covalent by chinxe
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
11 Sep 2025
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Lately, Yoshiki's been attracting a lot of attention—both from humans and from sinister supernatural entities.
Sinister supernatural entities that aren't [Hikaru].
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14 Sep 2025
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Living through another by HikaruMyLuv
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
10 Oct 2025
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As a ghost, Hikaru’s forced to watch his own body taken over by something not quite human, and grow close to Yoshiki in ways he never could.
What follows is jealousy, grief, and unspoken feelings that cuts too deep.
Or
Two Hikarus, one heart, and a boy caught in between.
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02 Sep 2025
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Placing The Blame by S0M3THINGS0M3THING
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
21 Sep 2025
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'Hikaru' runs a thumb over Yoshiki's lips, and he jitters, skin jumping minusculely as if the touch is foreign. And maybe it is—the slide of something inhuman, warbling, splitting, crystallized into a goopy substance, cramped and shoved harshly beneath the folds of his skin. The feeling of something that seeps through the thin barrier between human and monster.
"Ease up a little…" 'Hikaru' murmurs, edging his chin down, "I'll try'n be quick."
And then 'Hikaru's' lips are on his…
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'Hikaru' gives Yoshiki "CPR" (if u can even call it that) after the bath scene, and it leads to 'Hikaru' asking about kissing….and to something else, something that they definitely shouldn't be doing.
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28 Aug 2025
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The summer Yoshiki got a boyfriend by Louisebigdumbass
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
03 Sep 2025
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Yoshiki has always loved his best friend, Hikaru, in a town that would never accept it. But when Hikaru’s twin brother, Noharu, returns from Tokyo, calm and enigmatic, Yoshiki finds himself torn between the two and must face the impossible dilemma of deciding who will truly have his heart.
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- Part 1 of Freaky ahh twins AU
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27 Aug 2025
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Anything Can Become a Bandage by UrsaMajorStories
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
20 Aug 2025
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Sometimes the most violent fights end with the softest apologies.
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25 Aug 2025
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let me crawl inside your veins by sugarlipx
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
15 Aug 2025
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“It’s yer fault, y’know,” Yoshiki sneers at the blubbering mess under him that is ‘Hikaru’, “you got yourself in this mess. How do ya plan to get yourself out of it?”
“I didn’t mean to,” ‘Hikaru’ whimpers from where he’s pinned, “didn’t mean to make ya mad. Can’t you just forgive me? I swear I won’t do it again!”
“Why would I do that? Why should I?” Yoshiki asks mockingly, not that any answer would suffice in place of an apology. Of course Yoshiki knows he’s not being fair, he’s not even being sane, but it’s clear that ‘Hikaru’ doesn’t understand one fundamental piece of whatever relationship exists between them.
That he belongs to Yoshiki, completely, truly, and utterly.
So, Yoshiki just needs to remind him of that fact, even if he loses himself a bit in the process.
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16 Aug 2025
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When Did You Start Being Yourself? (When in Tokyo) by Anonymous
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
11 Nov 2025
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(SPOILERS FOR THE MANGA)
Yoshiki kept his head down and stared at his clasped hands, struggling to stay present. The 5:30 morning train to the prefecture’s capital had been the earliest one they could find.
“Hey,” Hikaru whispered from beside him, “you think this plan will work?”
Yoshiki frowned, pressing down on his knuckles with his fingers. Despite wearing a long sleeved shirt, his newest gnarly scar was clearly visible on his hand, covering most of it. He still couldn't get used to it. “If it doesn’t, we’re both as good as dead, so…”
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When the mysterious company makes a move against Hikaru, he and Yoshiki are forced to flee Kubitachi, becoming a part of a plan that isn't even their own. Blindly putting their trust in Tanaka and accepting his help, the two run off to Tokyo. Things don't go how they expected. Both boys are forced to survive in an unknown environment as Hikaru is being hunted, keeping secrets from each other (and themselves) while struggling with inner turmoil.
Underneath it all, what keeps them going is their quest for acceptance and understanding.
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- 11/18
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12 Aug 2025
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10 Aug 2025
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hold it in my arms (and know it's mine) by oreoeoeo
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
07 Aug 2025
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Is it worse to act in full conscience or in complete ignorance? At the end of the day, the action is still taken, words still said.
Whether or not Yoshiki understands, when Hikaru shows up at his doorstep that evening, that it's all a masquerade, it doesn't matter. Because he did know, if nothing else, that something was wrong. He did notice the drawn-out pauses and the twitches and the emptiness of red-tinged eyes.
Yoshiki is a coward first, and an egoist second.
Or, the complications of teenagehood, of attraction, and of monsters walking in dead best friends' bodies.
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09 Aug 2025
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Post Nut Clarity by Gutwitchz9
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
03 Aug 2025
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“But it’s my first time!” Hikaru whines, following Yoshiki's retreat.
“Don’t say it like that…” Yoshiki feels the embarrassment rising in his face, once again retreating, leaning back on his palms in an effort to create his own space.
“Like what?” Hikaru cocks his head, leaning further in, crawling over to him until he is quite literally climbing into Yoshiki’s lap.
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03 Aug 2025
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Take Your Shirt Off if It's so Hot, What Could Go Wrong? by Cerno
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
27 Jul 2025
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"Stop talking, it’s hot enough as is and these mosquitoes are killin’ me.”
‘“Just take your shirt off then.”
“I’m not doin’ that.”
“Why not?”
Yoshiki's the only one who was willing to keep watch of the camp for their family and friends' forest trip. 'Hikaru' decided to tag along so they're now both cramped in a tiny tent doing nothing in particular until 'Hikaru' gets bored.
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- Part 1 of Yoshikaru brainrot spillage
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27 Jul 2025
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The Human Ways by mothentrails
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
16 Jul 2025
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Although the scarring memory of Yoshiki finding out that Hikaru was indeed not Hikaru persisted, he managed to brush it off despite visiting the same place where it happened almost every day. It made him lose his sleep and cry into the pillow at night, sure, but waking up the next day and seeing Hikaru made him forget. Often, he felt guilty — guilty for forgetting, for laughing with the corpse of his best friend, for finding comfort in something that shouldn’t exist anymore.
But everything was fine as long as nothing became too complicated.
(Hikaru asks too many questions and it becomes complicated)
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25 Jul 2025
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Illumi prides himself on control and efficiency. His body may have natural limits, but he has long since learned how to override its weaknesses, pushing himself beyond the point of exhaustion. When Hisoka enters the picture, things inevitably become complicated—and Illumi realizes he’ll need more strength than ever to maintain control over both his body and his thoughts.
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An Illumi-centric one-shot with a generous serving of hisoillu.
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25 Jun 2025
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The room is too bright.
It’s quaint, in a nauseating sort of way. Polished floors glint from the gleaming honeycomb chandeliers overhead, make him squint. A few vases sprinkled here and there, filling the room with a sickeningly sweet scent – even a waffle-cone headrest framing the silken sheets of a neatly-tucked bed. Outside, the golden sun gleams, the gentle rays of light spilling past curtains that waver in the afternoon breeze.
It's meant to be beautiful. Luxurious. Welcoming.
With one sweep of his cane, Shadow Milk tears it apart.
[[ Completed ]]
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- Part 1 of Jamma Jambound's SDVN works
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- 32/32
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12 Apr 2025
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When a young Pure Vanilla is given pieces of Shadow Milk Cookie’s shattered Souljam, strange things start to occur. Suddenly, his magic is unstable and he gets the feeling that he’s being watched.
Years later, he becomes the bearer of the Souljam and learns that he’s being… protected. Either from bullies or monsters, Pure Vanilla has won the heart of a beast who is eager to be freed from his confinement.
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- 35,643
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- 10/?
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17 Mar 2025
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The Scientist's Daughter by onegraycat
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
08 Oct 2022
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“You sound nervous, Viktor. Is something –” Then he caught sight of the small hand clutching the side of Viktor’s vest. Jayce’s words stuck in his throat as a face peeped out from behind the scientist, a young girl with startlingly blue hair looking up at him with fear. “Um – who’s this?”
. . . years later . . .
“Just this once,” Jinx whispered, “Can’t I prove that I can help my family instead of watching them die?"
On the night Jinx loses her family, Viktor finds her and takes her in as his apprentice on the Hextech team. But when he falls ill, the lengths she’ll go to save him might just drive her mad…
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- Part 1 of The Scientist's Daughter + Bonus Scenes
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- English
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- 149,148
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- 20/20
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26 Jan 2025
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STATUS: Hiatus
Jayce and Viktor are hurled out of the anomaly and dropped into the field where it all began. While it seems like the opportunity for a fresh start, Jayce's health rapidly begins to decline. In a desperate bid to save his partner, Viktor makes a series of shocking discoveries about Jayce's body and mental state... leading Viktor to believe that *his* Jayce is not what emerged from the Arcane with him.
Jayce, struggling with the effects of the Arcane on his mental state, also begins to wonder if he is himself anymore.
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- English
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- 62,302
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- 11/?
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11 Jan 2025
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After a gruesome war finally comes to treaty, it is decided that the King of Piltover will take a bride from Zaun.
Viktor isn't expecting to be a candidate.
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- English
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- 52,379
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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06 Jan 2025
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Coming Home (But Not to You) by queercatfan
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
24 Dec 2024
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When Viktor makes the reluctant decision to move back to Piltover after six years to be a professor at The Academy, he's forced to share an office with none other than his former lab partner Jayce Talis, the very man who caused him to leave Piltover in the first place.
(modern professors AU)
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- Part 1 of Coming Home (But Not to You)
- Language:
- English
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- 118,854
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- 14/14
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05 Jan 2025