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Night Changes by proseandpulse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Mar 2026
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Shane is drunk, concussed, and hiding in a phone booth when he calls the only number he knows by heart.
The man who answers is not Hayden Pike.
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- Part 1 of Night Changes AU
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- English
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- 20,499
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- 4/4
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16 Sep 2026
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Buck has always been good at pretending he's fine.
So when the lights are too bright, the sirens are too loud, every sound feels like it's scraping against his nerves, and his entire body is begging him to escape his own skin, he does what he always does: keeps moving and insists he's just tired.
The team notices. Buck brushes them off. Then Eddie walks into the firehouse.
Before Buck can think better of it, he's crossing the locker room, climbing into Eddie's arms, and clinging to him like he's the only solid thing left in the world.
Eddie doesn't question it. He just holds him because sometimes Buck doesn't need to explain what's wrong. Sometimes he just needs someone who knows how to make the world quiet. And Eddie has always been very good at that.
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16 Sep 2026
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Secret Santa by disasterbitch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Aug 2026
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From: [email protected]
Subject: Secret Santa 2015
Dear Shane Hollander,
Thank you for participating in the MLH Secret Santa!
This year, you will be sending a gift to: Ilya Rozanov (Boston Raiders).
In order to get to know him and get a personalized gift, you will get access to an encrypted messaging app where you can ask him questions. Make sure you don't reveal who you are!
Please send your gift before December 15th to the Boston Raiders social media manager’s office at the address below.
Merry Christmas!
The MLH Social Media Team
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Or: Shane and Ilya never hooked up, Shane needs to get Ilya a secret santa gift, and Ilya is on a mission to figure out who his secret santa is.
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- Part 1 of Secret Santa
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- English
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- 8,424
- Chapters:
- 24/24
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15 Sep 2026
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The Distance Between Us by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.
Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.
So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.
After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 104,414
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 1,088
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15 Sep 2026
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Ilya makes comments about Shane talking too much.
Shane takes him seriously and attempts to stop talking.
It doesn’t go well.
Now with a Chapter 2
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- English
- Words:
- 11,386
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 6
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- 1,237
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12 Sep 2026
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imgonnagetyouback by xomepster
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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Shane crosses the room and grabs a chair from the corner, dragging it into the center of the room.
Right next to the foot of the bed.
He pats the back of the chair, making sure to keep his expression neutral. “Sit,” he instructs, sounding more confident than he feels.
Ilya raises an eyebrow but gets to his feet. “You do not want me on the bed?” He asks, sounding more than a little confused.
“No,” Shane replies simply, patting the chair again.
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Or: When Ilya shows up unexpectedly at his door, Shane finally gets sweet revenge for Las Vegas.
Or or: They didn’t even kiss, and Shane takes that personally.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,640
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- 1/1
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- 281
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12 Sep 2026
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all around you, all the time by peculiarblue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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“I am out for the season?”
“Probably."
“Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”
“Ilya.”
“Yes? No?”
“It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.
or, you know what they say about the best laid plans
ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike
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- English
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- 52,901
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 11
- Comments:
- 923
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- 10,879
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24 Aug 2026
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cap's (not) girl needs entertainment by inarosaurus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Aug 2026
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Following his injury and stay at his parents' house, Shane Hollander is bored out of his mind.
A conversation with his best friends turned out unsuccessful and when he then talked to his not-yet boyfriend about it, Ilya has the brilliant idea to have him added to the Boston Raiders WAGs group chat.
Hopefully they can help?
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- Part 3 of other HR fics & oneshots
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 30,596
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Collections:
- 8
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- 560
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23 Aug 2026
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Mec, j'ai besoin by yamheadashcoops for VanGoghingToSleep
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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J.J. reminded himself every morning to be thankful. To be thankful for life, to be thankful for being a successful defensive man on a successful hockey team, to be thankful for his family and most importantly - to be thankful for the brothers he accumulated by playing the sport that he loves. However, in this continuous basking of thankfulness and gratitude, J.J. has sometimes found himself feeling empty. He was told many times that he was a complex puzzle, full of excitement and whimsy but very hard to put together. On many days, he felt completed; all the pieces matching together - creating a picture of beauty, wonder, and sometimes grace. But there were plenty days where he felt the piece or pieces were missing. He sought day in and day out to figure that out.
or the J.J. looks for the missing piece and finds it in Carter Vaughn.
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- Part 2 of Shane and Dem Boyz
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- English
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- 41,552
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- 12/12
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- 372
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- 148
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22 Aug 2026
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You forgive, you forget, but you never let it go! by Nbeng
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 May 2026
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Troy Barrett really wants to be friends with Shane Hollander. Ilya really wants Troy and Shane to be friends. But when they push Shane too far old hurts resurface and Troy is forced to confront the past pain he has caused.
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21 Aug 2026
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In case of Boston Raiders, contact Shane Hollander by sgayreaders
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Aug 2026
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The Montreal Voyagers don't know who Jane is.
They only know the Boston Raiders keep calling their captain by her name, Shane has apparently been sneaking off with their biggest rivals for months, and Ilya Rozanov seems far too comfortable with his arm around him.
They probably should've left it at that.
Because when the Voyagers finally figure out who Jane actually is, the Boston Raiders learn exactly what happens when someone fucks with one of their own.
And apparently, twenty-two hockey players have decided Shane Hollander is one of theirs.
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- Part 2 of In case of...
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15 Aug 2026
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Tell Me This Is Fine (I'd Kiss You Anyway) by justalittlewriting
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jul 2026
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The second Shane hit the ice, Ilya knew something was wrong. Bood didn’t mean to hit him, it was a clean play and an even cleaner hit. A regular hockey hit. But the way Shane landed and slid into the boards, seeing the blood but not knowing where it was coming from, had Ilya’s heart stopping. Even now, almost three hours later, it didn’t feel like his heart had started again. He could hear Bood in the bed next to him asking him something, but all he could do was refresh the tab ‘shane hollander injury update’ and hope some news article somehow leaked information. He knew he didn’t actually want that to happen because Shane deserved privacy, but he was dying inside not knowing if his boyfriend was okay.
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All Shane knew was he was in pain, the medication wasn’t masking it, and he needed Ilya. His parents were both in the room, as was Hayden, doing their best to figure out how to get ‘ily to the hospital.
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what if instead of montreal/boston shane got hurt in ottawa/montreal but no one knows they’re together & Irina foundation doesn’t exist yet & what if the injury was just a little bit worse? (not entirely canon timeline)
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- English
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- 214,063
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- 51/51
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- 1,234
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11 Aug 2026
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
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- Part 1 of Cardiothoracic Pathologies
- Language:
- English
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- 32,502
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 4
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- 2,064
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- 12,908
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- 3,871
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- 191,045
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06 Aug 2026
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Canada Day by frondsanemones
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Apr 2026
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June 2018. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are about to execute the first step of their ten-year plan, with Ilya signing with the Ottawa Centaurs when free agency begins on July 1.
Except Shane accidentally, drunkenly, outs himself to the Montreal Metros at the end of the season. Who are not as okay with it as Shane would have hoped.
AKA the most eventful Canada Day that the MLH has ever seen.
- Language:
- English
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- 34,827
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 1,469
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- 16,425
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- 177,790
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06 Aug 2026
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“Well. I came out to the team as gay a few weeks ago. Apparently they decided they’d rather spend their time calling me a ‘geisha whore’ and standing around than doing their fucking jobs,” Shane said, dejectedly. He kept his voice low as they got into position for the game to start so the ref wouldn’t hear. His eyes trained on the ground, ready for the drop. He couldn’t force himself to look at Ilya in that moment.
“What.” Rozanov’s voice was low as he growled the word out.
Shane braved a glance upwards, hoping he wouldn’t see more disgust. While he did find it in Ilya’s eyes, it seemed to also be mixed with a twinge of sadness and pure, unadulterated anger. Ilya let out a harsh puff of breath.
Unsure of how Ilya felt about his confession, Shane went on, “Yeah it’s whatever man. Sorry, I shouldn’t have-“
“No. You don’t apologize. Motherfuckers.”
AU where Shane is slightly older than Ilya. Shane captains the metros while Ilya captains the centaurs. Shane tries to come out to his teammates and much to the horror of the centaurs, they do not take it well.
Aka Ilya decides it’s time for Shane to learn what it means to be loved and supported… romance shall ensueee
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- Part 1 of Like A Love Song, Baby
- Language:
- English
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- 51,839
- Chapters:
- 13/13
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- 862
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- 4,200
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31 Jul 2026
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It does mean missing out on things like barbeques and team dinners sometimes, but it’s not as if he would have been able to participate anyway. At this point in his life, risking someone not taking his allergies seriously would mean potentially missing games, which makes it unacceptable. Jackie always makes sure he has a dish or two that’s safe when he’s over at their house, but if he was going to be the one guy sitting and drinking ginger ale instead of taking part in sharing nachos or Korean barbeque or burgers or any other delicious thing he goes in knowing he can’t have anyway, there’s no point in making a fuss about it. He eats at home, has a drink with everyone else, and he calls it a day. Easy. Safe. Foolproof.
But also the reason it doesn’t occur to him that he hasn’t actually told Ilya about any of his allergies until it becomes immediately relevant five days into being at his cottage together.
(how ilya learns about shane's food allergies) (and how shane learns what it's like to have someone who always saves him a seat at the table) (and who also makes sure there's food he can eat on the table to start with)
- Language:
- English
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- 14,957
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- 1/1
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- 727
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28 Jul 2026
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Operation Romeo & Juliet by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Mar 2026
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Cliff hates the waiting game, mostly because it goes on way too long. A year. A year of trying to find a moment to bring up the ring, casually mentioning Jane where it won’t push Roz away, making exasperated eye contact with his teammates with each failed lead.
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The Boston Bears just want their captain to be happy, they don't mean to uncover the most well kept secret in the NHL.
Good thing the rookies are cute, Rozanov can't yell at cute.Series
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,891
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 1
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- 834
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26 Jul 2026
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Shane is traded to Boston during the hookup era, and his attempts to act normal and professional around Rozanov are a little too successful: fans start shipping him with Marleau, instead.
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- English
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- 33,727
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- 1/1
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26 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander, Gay Hockey Jesus by doctor_roc_roger
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Jul 2026
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Compromising pictures surface after Ilya Rozanov’s phone is hacked. Determined not to let his Russian situationship face the fall-out of getting outed, Shane Hollander comes out, starts Twitter fights, and commits to acting unhinged on main, enlisting the help of a few trusted allies.
His objective? To become the bigger news story so as to draw attention away from Rozanov, in an insane bid to distract Russia from coming for his... whatever they are to each other.
Whoever said you can’t singlehandedly change an entire narrative has clearly never met Shane Hollander.Series
- Part 5 of Heated rivalry fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,272
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 1,202
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- 10,825
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- 98,570
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26 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov’s husband sends him to the grocery store for basil under a time constraint.
Unfortunately, Ilya grabs the first shirt he finds in Shane Hollander’s closet.
Unfortunately, the shirt says HOLLANDER 24 on the back.
Unfortunately, someone on hockey Twitter notices.Or: Ilya Rozanov accidentally outs his secret relationship with Shane Hollander while buying groceries.
- Language:
- English
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- 24,922
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 196
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25 Jul 2026