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think twice (and come back for a third time) by lipsticktraces
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.
A stranger, and the love of his life.
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or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.
OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!
Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.
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- English
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- 70,339
- Chapters:
- 11/11
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- 1,806
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- 9,498
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- 4,219
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13 May 2026
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Public Displays of Affection by Theoz_wolf
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 May 2026
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"Do you think there's something wrong with me?" Shane broke the silence, lifting his gaze slightly. Ilya frowned and shook his head no immediately. "Ilya... there has to be. These meltdowns or whatever they are aren't normal. I know that."
"Not being 'normal' doesn't mean you have a problem, Shane," Ilya countered softly, resting his chin against his husband's temple, settling him even closer against his body.
"I'm sorry..." Shane's voice came out small. His unfocused gaze wandered around the room while his fingers mechanically scratched under Anya's chin. She was now blinking slowly, surrendering to sleep.
"For what?"
"It's just..." Shane let out a shaky sigh. "You're the one with depression. I'm the one who should be taking care of you, not the other way around. Having these meltdowns..."
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- English
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- 427,225
- Chapters:
- 35/35
- Comments:
- 533
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- 2,490
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- 181,346
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23 Apr 2026
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personal blue by laundry (lovesjar)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jan 2026
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Now, he stares at the rivulets of water peeling down Ilya’s neck and chest, and he’s awed at being allowed to touch it all. When the world turned ugly and ice was no longer the safest place for Shane’s thoughts, there would always be this.
Ilya Rozanov, his own personal blue.
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- Part 2 of hard times
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21 Apr 2026
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Public Bookmark 5169
Mystery Work
Part of OA Private
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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21 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander, a lonely and longing househusband, calls pool cleaning services at the beginning of summer.
Ilya Rozanov the pool boy shows up.
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- English
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- 66,692
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Comments:
- 598
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- 3,768
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- 1,352
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- 133,439
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21 Apr 2026
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re: hi by fleezerweezer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:
They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.
After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%
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Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?
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- Part 1 of re: hi
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 67,472
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 9,301
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- 43,908
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21 Apr 2026
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your name, my blood by clockwrkpendrxgon
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Nov 2025
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“Ilya?” Shane gasps at the barely standing figure at his doorstep.
“Sorry.” Ilya hiccups. “Did not know where else to go.” That’s the last thing he says before he collapses into Shane’s arms.
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Or the Fighter Ilya x Nurse Shane AU nobody asked for.
- Language:
- English
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- 18,798
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 212
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- 7,078
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- 1,796
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- 129,283
Bookmarked by astichulis
23 Mar 2026
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Public Bookmark 7805
Mystery Work
Part of AZRAELRIEGO
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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21 Mar 2026
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Las alas de Taehyung se quemaron hace mucho tiempo pero intentará proteger las de Jimin a toda costa,
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Taehyung y Yoongi son líderes de grupos enemigos del crimen organizado en Daegu, cuando algo le pasa a Jimin, tendrán que dejar sus diferencias de lado.
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14 Nov 2025
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Louis’ life is steady and calm, moored by his marriage, and tied to his hometown, but after a chance encounter with another man, it’ll never be the same.
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- Language:
- English
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- 109,504
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Comments:
- 850
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26 Mar 2025
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"Somewhere between chaos and control — these are the wonderlands."
Harry's daughter, Andy, is signed to Louis' girl band. Her path to success is marked by competition, chaos, and for Harry, a love affair.
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- Part 1 of the wonderlands
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 150,524
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 675
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- 3,856
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- 1,908
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- 137,209
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24 Feb 2017
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"Capt’n Styles, are you certain of this? They be attracted to man-made light."
"What is? Sharks?" The young blonde asks in terror.
"Worse than sharks, lad. There'll be flesh eating mermaids upon us in minutes, mark my words!” Paul huffs as he continues to wave the bright lantern in front of him, “And Captain Styles here, has us bait!”
Or: The Pirates of the Caribbean inspired au where Harry is a fierce pirate who holds the heart of a beautiful merman.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 45,112
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 235
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- 2,002
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- 960
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- 63,905
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21 Feb 2017
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the roaring twenties descend. harry styles is hollywood's newest darling; louis tomlinson is perpetually by his side.
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12 Feb 2017
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“If you hadn’t noticed, I don’t have many friends,” Louis whispers, the blossom of insecurity in his stomach unfurling and clawing its way into his throat.
Harry is silent for a long time, and then he speaks; a soft, slow uncurl that makes Louis’ stomach shake. “I’ll be your friend.”
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1970’s AU. In a tiny town in Idaho, Louis’ life is changed forever by the arrival of a curious stranger.
- Language:
- English
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- 88,649
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 1,135
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- 8,421
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- 4,978
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- 388,144
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05 Feb 2017
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Louis is psychic and gets caught in the middle of a murder investigation led by FBI Special Agent Harry Styles.
aka. the Medium/Criminal Minds-inspired AU no one ever asked for.
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- Part 1 of Psychic / FBI
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 33,319
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 300
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- 3,337
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- 1,392
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- 93,396
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12 Dec 2016
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FBI Special Agent Harry Styles struggles with a case that involves him at a personal level. Louis adjusts to his new life and continues his on-going struggle with his psychic abilities and what they entail.
aka. the sequel to the Medium/Criminal Minds-inspired AU which some people actually asked for.
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- Part 2 of Psychic / FBI
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,929
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 218
- Kudos:
- 2,149
- Bookmarks:
- 461
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- 34,236
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12 Dec 2016
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Louis is definitely fine and Lottie is definitely crushing on her French teacher, and these two things have nothing to do with each other. Except they do. And Louis is not fine.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 18,308
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 150
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- 4,412
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- 1,362
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- 73,768
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11 Nov 2016
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Being a witch doesn't help when it comes to unrequited love.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 25,863
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 187
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- 2,846
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- 1,158
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- 56,751
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01 Nov 2016
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A wish on Christmas Eve sends Louis to an alternate dimension where Harry is a member of One Direction.
- Language:
- English
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- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 440
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- 3,780
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- 1,530
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- 92,739
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11 Oct 2016
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High School!AU. Everyone's eyes are on Harry, the beautiful, charming new student. Harry's only got eyes for the school golden boy: football captain Louis Tomlinson, whose homophobic father complicates matters a bit.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,566
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 178
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- 5,421
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- 1,691
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30 Sep 2016