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    Five times someone other than Shane tells Ilya they have a problem with his and Troy Barrett’s friendship, plus one time Ilya confronts Troy himself.

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    12 Sep 2026

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    Do you think it actually matters to me or anyone else if Barrett did or didn’t mean it? Do you think him not meaning it makes him saying it any less offensive? Barrett’s a fuckin’ coward and if you’re going to keep calling him your friend, then that’s it for us, Ilya. I’m not some goddamn saint like Hollander must be, because this is my line in the sand.”

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    "Hockey talent or not, for the rest of his life, the onus will always be on him to dodge this bullshit and come out squeaky clean on the other side. The strict rules binding him simply don’t exist for other people."

    A few months into his first season with the Centaurs, Shane is rapidly approaching a breaking point for reasons nobody would ever guess, and he himself is only beginning to understand.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Now we're getting somewhere!

    In the next chapter they'll talk for real, and the stage will be set for positive change.

    Also, I know it's probably low-hanging fruit for Wyatt to be the universal allyship king, but there's some exposition that I couldn't fit into the actual story. Just before he was traded, there was an incident at the hospital in Toronto where Lisa worked, where prejudiced healthcare workers in another department neglected a patient, ultimately resulting in their death. It made national news, and the whole staff went through anti-racism training. Lisa came home totally shaken because she realized just how much white privilege had influenced every aspect of her life, was horrified that implicit bias might be affecting the care she provided, and bought every book on the trainer's recommended reading list. And, well, Wyatt figured he could only benefit from reading them with her. Early in his first season with Ottawa, he overheard a reporter ask Bood about some random Trinidadian businessman being accused of tax fraud, asked Bood quietly if he'd mind if Wyatt took that one, and Wyatt proceeded to question why the reporter didn't also ask about two much higher-profile figures who were a) also on trial for tax fraud and b) white. The reporter stood there with his mouth gaping open like a fish, Wyatt said, "That's what I thought," and Bood invited him over for burgers and video games on the spot. They've been besties ever since

    Faith affirming.

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    "The crown suits you, you know," said Ser Duncan over the cacophony, bringing Baelor back to himself. "Makes you look... you know. Kingly. Which I suppose makes sense, seeing as how you're the king now." A look of anguish crossed his face. "Oh, hells, I shouldn't be calling you 'you,' should I? It's 'Your Grace.' Please don't take—"

    Baelor resisted the urge to rest his hand against the lad's back, as one might soothe a skittish horse. "No offense was taken, ser."

    "Thank you," Ser Duncan said, then immediately amended, "thank Your Grace...ness. Seven fucks, I'm getting another drink." And he whirled away into the throng before Baelor could say a word.


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    21 Aug 2026

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    “Shane Hollander,” Rozanov says in his deep, thick accent.

    “Rozanov,” Hollander nods. His voice cracks embarrassingly so he keeps talking, hoping the other man won’t notice. “Just came up here to get some air. I didn’t see a sign saying not to so I think we’re allowed. It’s chilly, eh? But a beautiful view,” he rambles.

    “Ah yes,” Rozanov says flatly. “London, Ontario. Famous view.”

    Shane can’t tell whether he’s being sarcastic. He probably is. He’s kind of an asshole, Shane thinks to himself, not for the first time. But an asshole who makes Shane’s stomach do weird things. Things that he wants to experience again so that he can properly label them. For science.

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    What if last year's Hockey Canada sexual assault trial happened in the Heated Rivalry universe, not with the 2018 gold medal team but with Shane Hollander's 2009 team? A nearly decade-long situationship with consent king Ilya Rozanov makes the Hollander who walks into the courtroom in 2017 a very different man from the boy who ran out of the hotel room all those years ago.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “What happened that night was fucked, Mom. I’m sorry to swear but it’s true. And stuff like that happens all the time, you don’t even know! You talk about these things like women are just liars who are going after innocent men, but these men aren’t fucking innocent! Most of the guys in hockey, even on my team… shit is really bad. Way worse than even the news makes it seem. Worse than you can imagine.”

    Yuna stops walking and looks at him. Really looks at him. His gaze drops to the pavement beneath their feet, he doesn’t want to make eye contact. He wonders if he said too much. If he should have let her continue being delusional, continue seeing her beloved sport through rose-coloured glasses, a lifetime spent on the sideline and never in the rooms where violence was laughed about and people –women– like her were assaulted, abused, silenced, and forgotten about.

    She takes a deep breath. There’s a glimmer of tears in the corner of her eyes. “I think I’ve spent so much time trying to support you to get into those rooms that I was never allowed in, that I never stopped to think that… that maybe things in those rooms weren’t so good.”

    “He didn’t mean it in a judgemental way, it’s not that he assumes you’re a terrible person. But he and I have had a number of conversations since then and, well, you know your dad. Still waters run deep. Like you.” She reaches up and touches his face. “Even though things have come a long way since he was playing at McGill in the 80s, hockey is hockey and he says some things never change. The way men in hockey talk about women hasn’t changed. It’s quieter now, probably. People have the media training and good sense to not be so vocal about their beliefs. But, as you say, in locker rooms and places where they think they won’t be overheard… well. It’s been quite the learning journey for me, to listen to your dad’s old stories.”

    “I can get in touch with the advocates from the trial, unofficially of course and without using my name, but we do want to make sure that whatever we do feels supportive for the young woman, she’s been through enough.” Yuna says this matter-of-factly as though she’s always been a fierce survivor advocate and did not used to say horrible things about golddigging girls. “And Farah is a godsend, getting things finalized with Ottawa so quickly. Did she tell Montreal about the texts in order to get leverage?”

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    “My dearest Fanny!” William Price burst forth. “You will not believe it! I am to be a lieutenant. My friend Captain Linton has spoken for me. As soon as he is to have a ship I am to be his lieutenant!”

    It was impossible that Fanny’s spirits should be as high as his, but her felicity might well have surpassed his. She listened to him with tears of joy in her eyes and could not express her pride in his accomplishments nor her gratitude for this long-awaited promotion in terms warm enough to suit her feelings.

    William was jubilant. To Captain Marshall he had been a favourite in the way only a steady, dependable midshipman could be, but to Captain Linton he was a friend. Now at last he would be in the way to make his fortune. Never in his life had he felt such triumphant satisfaction and if only he would be granted an opportunity to introduce the Captain to his sister before they returned to sea, he would have nothing to wish for.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “It was Aegon,” His brother indicted him with a curled lip.

    All eyes turned on him and it was as if Aegon was among them, staring at his own dumbstruck face. “Me?” He asked.

    I think the fuck not, something gut-deep supplied in answer.

    ***

    Aemond throws Aegon under the bus, so Aegon backs the bus over their entire cause and runs over it twice.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    He was not as completely stupid as she called him; he was smart enough to not want to be king, for a start. “I’m more valuable to Rhaenyra alive. As valuable as seven kingdoms, Mother! So long as I am alive and call her queen, you and Grandfather can’t press Aemond and Daeron’s claims in my stead. She will keep me alive and happy for all my days if it means crippling you.” He smiled at the brilliance of it all.

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    Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
    *5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “Did you switch banks?” she couldn’t stop herself from asking.

    Shane blinked as he looked down at his card. “Oh. No. I just opened a new account.”

    “Why?”

    Yuna could tell from the look on Shane’s face that it was none of her business.

    “Aren’t you the one that keeps telling me it’s important to diversify?” Shane teased, but Yuna could sense a hard edge in there somewhere. “Don’t put your eggs all in one basket and all that.”

    “Well, yes, but now you’re with three banks,” she questioned.

    “I need three banks to hold all my money, apparently,” Shane muttered under his breath.

    Yuna didn’t understand what he meant, but it almost looked like he was trying not to smile. “Is there a problem with –”

    “No,” Shane cut her off.

    Yuna waited, expecting him to say more, but he didn’t. He just walked her to her car and hugged her goodbye, watching as she drove off and back home. She looked through her rearview mirror and saw Shane pull out his phone and turn to his own car, wondering why he bothered with a third bank.

    >>>

    Yuna tapped the keys a little too hard.

    Your password is incorrect or this account doesn’t exist. Please reset your password.

    She auto filled the log in on her laptop, frowning when she got the same error message.

    “Are you trying to break it?” David asked as she tapped the enter key repeatedly in frustration.

    “It’s saying my password’s wrong,” Yuna complained.

    “Did you change it?” David asked.

    “No,” she said, trying not to grit her teeth. As if she would forgot she had changed a password. The laptop would remember and save it, anyways.

    “Does someone else have the login?” David asked as he wandered out of the living room into the kitchen.

    Yuna chewed on her lip as she considered. Shane’s personal accounts were still with the Bank of Montreal. His business contracts, his investments, that was all with the Royal Bank of Canada. She checked, still able to log into that account, at least.

    Shane had changed his personal banking account.

    That was fine; she rarely checked it, and she didn’t need to check it. Shane was an adult, and his money was his own.

    Yuna was just curious about the why of it all.

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    “Am I a bad friend?”

    Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.

    Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.

    Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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    “You know I think about you all the time,
    And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
    And how bad it must have been for you back then,
    And how hard it was to keep it all inside.”

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    11 Jun 2026

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    It seemed that, at least in the opinion of the Meryton matrons, a landed gentleman without an heir was an eligible prospect for their single daughters, no matter his age.

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    20 May 2026

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    "If you don't let me come to Boston because the kids will think I'm your boyfriend then the kids who think I'm your boyfriend have already won."

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Mason had met Danny at a bar. He'd been out with the guys but not really feeling it, and then this guy -- Danny -- had come up to him and been like, hey, I'm having a shitty day and you're really hot, can I suck your dick? And Mason liked having his dick sucked and didn't like shitty days, so sure, maybe he hadn't thought about guys much before, but there were lots of things he hadn't thought about that turned out to be dope, like did you know the people who dry clean your suits will also iron your shirts for you? Life changing.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    It would not be a exaggeration to say Ardeth fell in love a little more with every book he saw Jonathan read.

    Alternatively, three books Ardeth saw Jonathan read, and one book he read himself.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    When Stephen unexpectedly finds himself parenting a 14 years old, there is only one place he can think to go.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    There was a very weird moment right at the beginning when Yelena had walked in, greeted everyone (“Stark-dad, Stark-mom and Stark-spawns, hello. And hello to you too, Strange people.”), grabbed something from the fridge [...].

    Then she had left without drawing any more attention to herself.

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    James "Rhodey" Rhodes would do anything to save his best friend. Including joining an unlikely trio, and time travelling back to 2010.

    Wong just thinks that most heroes are dumb as fuck, and that if you want something fixed, you ought to do it yourself.

    (He also does not miss Stephen Strange at all)

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    04 Nov 2025

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    A/N:

    wong, looking at how shield fucked up and how smartly and quickly tonyrhodey work: ironhusbands yes. shield, not recommended.

    SOMEONE GIVE WONG HIS STEPHEN IMMEDIATELY, OR WE WILL HAVE PROBLEMS!!!!!!

    is this handwavy? yes. is this at times a little not believable? mayhaps. am i overstating the intelligence of wong, rhodes and tony? again, maybe. am i making things too easy? can be claimed it is so.
    do i give a shit? absolutely not. will i change? also no.
    will u enjoy it? dont know, dont care. im my target audience, you guys are just along for the ride. don't fall.

    Can't argue with that.

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    But on every platform, sooner or later, the inevitable question was asked: "They do know they've been on TV, right? In newspapers? The internet???"

    To which the equally inevitable answer was: "No. No, I don't think they do. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯"

    Because Five-0 could access federal databases and hack international bank accounts, but they'd apparently never heard of social media.

    The Five-0 team believe that they're very good at being undercover. Literally nobody else agrees.

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    07 Oct 2025

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    Anyway, he was this close, this close to [...] when behind him he heard footsteps squelch through the muddy grass and someone call out, "Five-0, hands in the air! Turn around, come on!" quickly followed by, "Drop the case!"

    Which once again made him wonder how these people expected criminals to know what the hell Five-0 even was, but not what its members looked like. It was a mystery for the ages.

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    “I don’t do undercover,” said Dani. Not anymore, anyway.

    “I’ve never really done undercover, or not anything longterm,” said Crews, frowning.

    Tidwell leaned back in his chair, unmoved by their protests. “Yeah, gonna be honest, you two are not the preferred undercover picks. You are, however, the only two detectives available who could plausibly pass for a married couple in search of a precious baby to adopt.”

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    17 Sep 2025

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    Robb Stark had swept his entire hand of cards off the table, and Tyrion couldn’t see how to make a single play at all.

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    03 Sep 2025

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    For Mu Nihuang and the House of Mu, there was one word they never thought of: rebellion. Until Mei Changsu was summoned for a private audience with the emperor.

    Or, how Mu Qing and the entire Mu army were just totally down with rebellion on a random Tuesday.

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    19 Aug 2025

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    A chance encounter with Jack's ex leaves him evaluating his unconventional relationship with Jane Ross.

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    17 Aug 2025

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    15 Jun 2025

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