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After the longest season of his career, Ilya retreats to the cottage with Shane, expecting rest, recovery, and a month of stolen peace. Instead, exhaustion lingers. Small things feel wrong. And the body that has always carried him through pain begins to falter in ways he can’t explain.
As concern grows and outside eyes begin to notice, the life Ilya and Shane have carefully built—careers, borders, futures—starts to feel fragile. When a medical crisis shatters their summer before answers arrive, love is no longer something they protect quietly. It becomes something they fight with.
A story about what happens when the body speaks before you’re ready to listen, and the people who refuse to let you face it alone.
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16 Jan 2026
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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
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- English
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- 137,729
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- 31/?
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16 Jan 2026
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rose garden filled with thorns by galactictsukki
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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“I’m sorry, but my answer is no. Someone else might be willing to switch if you ask.”
“I can’t believe—this is unacceptable! I’m going to call the flight attendant over and get this sorted out right now!”
Flustered and cornered, Shane injects his Captain Voice into the conversation. “Ma’am, I understand that you’re upset, but I paid for this seat and am going to stay here. You’ll have to find someone else willing to change places or just fly with the seat you booked. I’m sorry I couldn’t help you.”
She hisses like a goddamn tea kettle, and starts to say, “You are the most selfish man I’ve ever—” when another voice behind her says, “You are blocking my seat. Move.”
Shane and the woman turn to assess the new arrival. It turns out that his seat partner is well above six feet tall, ripped as hell, and knows how to deliver an excellent bitch face. He’s also the hottest man that Shane has ever seen in real life, including a chance run-in with Jensen Ackles at a Stars game.
Or, still!famous Shane meets non!famous Ilya on a cursed flight from Ottawa to Boston and kind of (totally) falls in love with him at first sight (and first chirp)
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15 Jan 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandom: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Jan 2026
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12 Jan 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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11 Jan 2026
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from the cold by stammiviktor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.
— Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
— (1) Missed Call: Yuna HollanderOr: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.
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06 Jan 2026
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please leave a message by Ravenesta
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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Sarah
Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.Jackie
Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.Jackie has added Lily to the conversation
Lily
what
what is thisOr: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.
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- Part 1 of You Have (81) Unread Messages
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- 2,407
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- 1/1
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06 Jan 2026
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Fanning the Flames by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.
Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)
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- 3/3
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06 Jan 2026
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"Regulus, I'm so sorry," Pandora stammers. "I should have told you, but I didn't know what to do. I was scared—I am scared."
"Pandora," James interrupts. "How does it end?"
Pandora very clearly hesitates. She tightens her grip on her book bag before taking a deep breath, "There's a prophecy. Well, there are two prophecies. This one—the one I saw, it ends with Regulus. If it doesn't—"
"If it doesn't then what?" Regulus demands, his fists clenched by his sides.
"If it doesn't," Pandora whispers, her eyes welling with tears. "It ends with James. He'll die, Regulus. So will Lily Evans and thousands of others. Sirius will die. Evan and Barty will die. I'll die. The war won't end for over a decade if it doesn't end with you."
[or the one where regulus black leaves grimmauld place, falls in love with james potter, fulfills a prophecy, and takes down the darkest wizard of all time.]
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01 Sep 2024
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what if I told you I feel like I know you by knowitsforthebetter
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
11 Aug 2023
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When Regulus Black was 19 he broke up with James Potter because he thought he didn’t know how to love. When he was 20, his brother told him that James was having a kid. When he was 30, he was teaching potions at Hogwarts, which was going swell, until one day when Harry Potter (aka the carbon copy of the boy whose heart he shattered) strolls into the Great Hall and effectively sends Regulus into a full blown panic.
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28 Aug 2024
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03 Jun 2024
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21 Dec 2023
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anti-hero(and anti-hero adjacent)verse by rweoutofthewoods
Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
07 Aug 2023
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17 Dec 2023
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11 Dec 2023
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Lewis and Sebastian have been dominating the tennis world for well over a decade, cementing themselves as the greatest to ever do it and a sporting rivalry for the ages. That’s the public face of it, privately, they’re just a happily married couple. That is, until Sebastian’s finally tired of the constant injuries that have plagued his career for years, and decides it’s him to hang up his racket. The problem? Lewis can’t accept that it’s the end of an era.
When tensions rise as fear of the future overwhelms Lewis while a need to move on drives Sebastian away, can they find their way back to each other to fix their relationship? Or will their paths be diverging forever?
Or, the tennis au, Sewis edition
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- Part 3 of Tennis au
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30 Oct 2023
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“Maybe next week Max will let you win,” Tom jokes.
Charles chuckles a little, but looks even more uncomfortable than he did before.
Max, still riding on his anger from Charles admitting Ferrari are upset with him, raises the microphone.
“That is not funny,” he says, barely restraining himself from unleashing his anger on Tom.
If he doesn’t put a stop to this now, people will always speculate. They will always wonder: did Max let Charles pass? Did Charles go wide on purpose? Are they going easy on each other? Are they sharing team secrets?
“What, you think that because I love him that I would just let him pass by me? You do not know anything about our relationship, and you clearly do not know anything about me if you think that I would do this. If I let anybody win, I would not deserve my seat in F1. This joke is stupid, and it is insulting.”
or: following their very public trackside and podium kisses, Max and Charles deal with the consequences of their coming out. They knew things would be difficult; but they didn't really expect the many, many ways it would change their lives.
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- Part 2 of don't blame me, love made me crazy
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- 12/12
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16 Oct 2023
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24 Sep 2023
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“A game where you deny me. Make me ask you for it. And you win if I ask and I win if I come without having to.”
Lewis smirks down at Sebastian. “You want me to make you beg?”
Sebastian returns his smirk even though his stomach is roiling with nerves and the last thing he feels is confidence. “I want you to try.”
Lewis’s hips shift and his cock brushes wetness along Sebastian’s trail of stomach hair. It shouldn’t be as hot as Sebastian finds it. “Game on.”
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or, Sebastian proposes a sex game that spans years and accidentally falls in love. Not just with Lewis Hamilton's sex skills, but his everything.
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20 Sep 2023
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Max pinched the bridge of his nose as he went into the car. Before his chauffeur could close the door, however, Daniel leant in, having rushed from the bar’s entrance.
"I forgot to tell you…" the Australian begun, his face serious and grave.
Max gritted his teeth, silently nodding for the man to continue. He couldn’t stand much more. He wanted to scream at the entire world. To run home and hide and force some sense down his own throat.
To put himself back together.
"I left a- a gift at your house. For your birthday… I planned it long ago, before-"
"Alright," Max cut him, short and harsh.
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Charles, a high end prostitute, finds himself in the arms of a man who really, really, cares for him, despite the gun on his nightstand.
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18 Sep 2023
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