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When you're lost in the darkness, look for the light. by NeverBuckDown
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
03 Jan 2026
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“Have you ever been told you’re a carrier?”
Buck blinks, the words not processing right in his brain.
He’s not. He knows he’s not.
“No.” He says eventually. “No, i- i can’t be. I’m not.”
“Buck-”
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Or, Buck thinks Eddie made his choice, so when he finds out he's pregnant, he says nothing.#KnockBuckUp2025 day 4: Buck conceals his pregnancy from Eddie.
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06 Nov 2025
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Buck works as a support submissive, a re-entry resource for dominants who get released from prison. Support subs live with their dominants and cook and clean and generally service their dominants to help them re-acclimate to society.
Buck is good at his job, so he usually gets assigned to higher risk cases. He’s had absolutely no problem staying professional.
He’s sure that Eddie Diaz, convicted murderer, is going to be absolutely no different.
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07 Aug 2025
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With Eddie having moved back to El Paso, Buck spirals, feeling like he's struggling to stay afloat. That all comes to head when he gets into a near death experience, feeling like he doesn't have something to fight for, so he doesn't. But the next thing he knows, he's in a hospital room, still alive, not sure of what he's feeling. But as soon as he notices Eddie by his side, his thoughts become a little clearer.
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13 Feb 2025
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''Hm.'' Buck hums at the stars. " It was t-too good to b-be true.'' The stars don't answer back, but then again; they never did.
Yeah, it has always been too good to be true. The universe does not like Evan Buckley, and Evan Buckley doesn't like the universe. He never knew where it went wrong, maybe when he failed the one thing he was meant to live for, or maybe even far before that.
Or: Buck has to deal with grieve and guilt and it swallows him
TW: this one deals with heavy topics, please check the notes for warnings <3Bookmarked by bella0321
12 Feb 2025
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It may be 2024 but Omega's (especially male) are still treated like second class citizens.
Evan Buckley spent his childhood dreaming of being a firefighter, a profession that as an omega isn't open to him. Buck feels like he hasn't got a place in the world until Carla calls him to L.A to take a job as a male live in Omega caregiver.
Buck wants more for himself but he needs to take a job where he can and hey, being a nanny is meaningful work right? What he doesn't expect is to fall in love with the Alpha and the most adorable child he's ever met.
There's just the small matter of Buck not reading to the end of the job description, he didn't realise he's also applying to be a wet nurse.
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29 Jan 2025
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Bobby and Marcy many years ago had to make the hardest decision to give their newborn daughter up for adoption when Bobby's drinking and financial struggles were out of control. Twenty-five years later, a young man by the name of Evan Buckley joins the LAFD under Bobby's tutelage. And as time moves forward, revelations are made about the events that took place many years ago and a reunion that is overdue.
Tears will be shed. I'm in a soppy mood.
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26 Jan 2025
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Kinktober 2024- Bottom Steve by orphan_account
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
10 Oct 2024
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Bottom Steve Kinktober 2024
I am open to suggestions on kink/pairings! I will try my best to write all month-
I will attempt to keep writing the prompts in order, also these will probably not be posted daily but maybe every other day or so. And tags will be updated as I go, thank you!Bookmarked by bella0321
01 Oct 2024
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Some troublemakers target Hermione with a magic sex toy that makes it so the target feel everything that happens to the sex toy, it backfires leaving Harry the one being affected while the toy gets lost in circulation around the school. Harry has a hard time figuring what's happening
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09 Apr 2024
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Harry wakes up from a horrific on-the-job injury with no recollection of what happened. While anxious to begin his recovery, he finds it's a long road to feeling like yourself again. And it's even more difficult when he can't remember what that is.
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09 Apr 2024
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“Are we going to talk about this?”
“No,”
He hears him sigh. Buck had to get over his feelings. He had a girlfriend, even if she was in Ireland. Buck knew they could make it work, he’s never had to try long-distance with anyone but there was a first for everything. He had to try.
“If we’re supposed to work together and work as a team, I think we should,” Eddie was reasonable. He had a point but Buck fucking hated it.
“I think you need to get out of my way before -” Buck snaps and stops himself before saying something he could regret.
“Before what?”
“Just leave me alone,” his face crumples and Buck finally looks at him with begging eyes. “Outside the 118, leave me alone. I never wanted to see you again, but - but if we have to make this work, leave me alone,”
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Or, Buck never expected to see his first love, who nearly destroyed him. Eddie joins the 118.
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15 Jan 2024
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Pull Me from Hell (Bring me back again) by MissJLeighH for Prixdarkheart
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Jul 2023
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Buck is blindsided by how bad things have genuinely gotten between him and the rest of the team when he receives a call from someone who hardly knows him to say that Eddie has been arrested and CPS has forced Chris into the foster care system. With the help of the ever-angelic Carla, Buck is able to set things in motion to foster Chris himself.
Eddie is furious. Not only has Buck overturned so many things in their lives, but now he swoops in to steal Eddie's son away from him, too? No. Eddie won't have it.
Neither will Ramon and Helen. They knew Eddie would drag Christopher down, but they never imagined it would happen like this.
Things will get so much worse before they get better.
Eddie will have to prove that he can be classified as a fit parent again, and it won't only be CPS's rules he will have to abide by. Buck is having none of his crap- especially when it comes to protecting Christopher.Inspired by Prixdarkheart asking for a similar fic in a Buddie group on FB. Thank you for allowing me to elaborate on your idea!
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16 Jun 2023
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Buck returns for his first shift back at the 118 since the lawsuit only to find his abusive ex-boyfriend laughing with his family. Turns out Buck’s ex has been with the 118 for 2 months however no one thought to tell him about it. Buck finds himself retreating and withdrawing from everyone the longer he spends time with his ex. Whether it be in public or behind closed doors, Buck feels as though he’s alone and can’t go to anyone. Who will be the first to notice the slight changes in Buck behavior? Who will help Buck in his time of need? What happens to Buck’s ex when 118 finds out the truth behind their relationship?
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25 Apr 2023
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After having a bad day, Buck age regresses at the station and Maddie has to come get him and take him home.
She later has to call Eddie to take care of him.
__________________________________________________yes, this is age reg, its talked about but it's safe and not your normal age reg,explained more in the notes<3
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21 Apr 2023
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At the start of the 6th year, Harry Potter doesn't arrive at Hogwarts. When Dumbledore goes to the Dursleys, he finds out that Harry never came back there at the start of the summer. It means that the boy has been already missing for two months and no one knows where he is.
THIS WORK IS DISCONTINUED.
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28 Feb 2023
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"Buck, if you can hear me, squeeze my hand."
Experimentally, Evan looks down at his hands and bunches them both into fists.
"Come on, man. I don't know… what am I supposed to do? What are we supposed to…"
The Eddie voice catches and stops. Evan squeezes his fists tighter.
Still nothing. He's literally trying to hold onto air.
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OR: Buck's line snaps during the lightning storm.
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25 Feb 2023
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After learning that Buck’s donation was successful, Eddie Diaz makes a choice. For once in his life, Eddie Diaz is going to go after something he wants for himself, Buck.
Buck needs to know how he feels; no more hiding or pretending; it’s time to lay it on the line.Eddie knows things between them would be amazing, that the love and affection is there. What he is unsure of is how the rest of his and Buck’s families will react. But some things are worth the risk.
Little does he know that his choice will kickstart a series of events that will change their lives forever. As a storm builds, confessions are made, and love blooms just before things go Sideways.
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- Part 1 of Sideways
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24 Feb 2023
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What's Your Emergency? by SamDragneel (SamFullbuster)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Hawaii Five-0 (2010)
11 Jun 2023
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Set after Buck drops the lawsuit.
He's not doing so hot and no one seems to notice until it's almost too late.
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18 Feb 2023
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Buck spends most of his probationary year with a bun in the oven, and doesn't realize it.
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18 Feb 2023
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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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06 Jan 2023
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Buck and Eddie both get injured on job, leaving them both unconscious and wondering, what if one thing in their lives they regretted were differently. Eddie wonders if he could've saved his marriage with Shannon, and Buck dreams what his life would be like if he could've saved his brother.
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03 Jan 2023