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“In the van. Why did you show it to me? Why did you still love me? Love…this?” he asked, pointing up and down at himself. “I’d been so cruel to you, Will. So…selfish. But there you were, pretending that it was El’s idea, of all things, as if she knew anything about D&D—”
“Mike, come on now.”
“She didn’t! She didn’t,” Mike half-yelled, his hands flailing around. “You knew I knew it was all you. You had to have known, Will.”
Mike loves Will. Will loves Mike. Mike doesn’t feel like he deserves it.
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el breaks down, mike doesn't know how to fix it, but he doesn't have to. not this time.
or the one where mike wheeler's world didn't end after el stopped needing him most.
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is it too much to ask for something great? by belovingly
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner Series - All Media Types
07 Oct 2016
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Newt thinks about how things will go wrong if he defies Ava's request of keeping his mouth shut, knowing that everything is going to be different if he says anything to Thomas about it. But he wants to, so much, because he can't stand having to see Thomas so crumbled and weakened.
But he can't let his feelings interfere with the Trials.
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say you'll always be my white blood by belovingly
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner
20 Aug 2016
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or the one where newt and thomas were in love before the trials began
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between heaven and disaster by belovingly
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - All Media Types
25 Dec 2015
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Those words give him an undeniable spark, some sort of energy, a real reason to not give up. Newt cares about him and Thomas just can’t spoil that. He already feels Teresa slowly drifting away from him – he’s been contemplating on why she seems to trust WCKD more and more with no end result whatsoever – and he can’t lose Newt too. He can’t fail Newt.
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“Well.” Eddie hums. “I want to talk to you.”
Buck hides his smile against his shoulder, rolling his head to look up at the sky. The stars are a bit more visible tonight. He has to squint, and he’s not entirely sure what he’s looking at, but it’s nice—knowing that he and Eddie are looking up at the same sky. He can almost pretend they’re here together, sitting side by side in the camp chairs, miles of space, but still needing to press their knees into each other.
“I want to talk to you too.” Buck replies, equally as softly.
Eddie leaves for Texas. Buck sees him everywhere.
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Thin Blue Flame by jaxington
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Jul 2022
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The tiny, blond lump in the bed, his name is Steve Rogers. It comes back to him while he sleeps. He closes his eyes thinking about the lump and he wakes up with a name, like he’d never lost it.
Steven Grant Rogers.
He was important, once. The soldier can’t figure out why.
In which Bucky Barnes makes his way back to Brooklyn and Rachel Rosenbaum helps him figure out what's important.
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21 Mar 2021
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Roll On by jaxington
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
27 Aug 2016
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In 1938, there's a bar in Brooklyn called Sully’s where people are safe to be themselves. Behind the bar, a girl pours drinks. She's always got a big smile for Steve and she says queer like it's a good thing. On a regular basis, she takes his shoulders in her hands and tries to shake sense into him, saying, "When will you do something about that best friend of yours?"
In 2012, Bucky’s gone, but Steve’s not, and the girl’s hands are too old to shake him. She does her best to make him see sense anyway.
Steve had people who loved him before the war, and it turns out a few of them are still around when he finally comes home.
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21 Mar 2021
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yes tfatws is here yes im having a (steve)bucky meltdown its FINE
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The silhouette is backlit from the headlights on the Mini Cooper and he’s maybe hit his head harder than he thought because it almost looks like…
“Merlin?”
And Merlin feels as though his heart is exploding in his chest because that voice and his real name and as he looks up...the golden hair reflected in the light from the car.
Arthur Pendragon is standing, completely starkers, in the middle of the road leading up to Lake Avalon.
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06 Mar 2019
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Arthur knew about the magic from the start.
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20 Feb 2019