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    You: But I am not bi!
    You: I am literally married to a woman?!
    Rozanov: …
    Rozanov: What did I just say about bi erasure?
    You: I am straight.
    Rozanov: …
    You: Do not say it!
    Rozanov: I wonder if internalized bi erasure is something
    Rozanov: I will ask Harris
    Rozanov: He told me about internalized homophobia

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    Basically, Hayden Pike gets added to the Ottawa group chat... where everyone apparently assumed that he was gay? Which somehow leads him to figure out that he is not gay, but in fact bisexual.

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    04 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    When Ilya finally found him, Shane sat with his legs tucked into his chest, arms looped around his calves. His head was angled towards the wind and his gaze–

    It was cold, vacant.

    As if he’d died just before Ilya showed up. A dwindling flame frozen in time and the world had yet to catch up. It felt too familiar to a scene two decades ago. Ilya’d been so excited to show her something, but the what had slipped from his mind years ago, replaced with gaunt eyes and pale skin.

    “Moy solnyshko?” Ilya said. He wasn’t sure if the words had enough weight to land audibly with his mind drifting elsewhere. Shane didn’t even stir. His mother hadn’t either. He lurched forward, fingers clasped around Shane’s shoulder. “Shane–”

    Shane turned towards him owlishly, blinking. His eyebrows lifted a beat after.

    “Ilya,” Shane exhaled, a tired smile tugging at his lips. “When did you get here?”

     

    Or, Ilya notices a change within Shane. (Ilya's perspective throughout To my dearest.)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “Ilya–” Shane breathed, high and wheezy. “You can’t– You can’t leave me! Please, God, please, don’t take him. Please, please, I can’t lose– I can’t–”

    A blaring alarm yanked him out of his panic like a fish out of water. He shot upright, flailing his limbs that were caught in something soft. Blurred splashes of colour steadily painted a picture of a bedroom he’d recognise anywhere. It was brighter now, light pouring in through partially shut curtains. His breath was heavy and he struggled making sense of how the hell he’d ended up in bed when just a moment ago, Ilya had–

    “Hollander.” Ilya slurred, narrowing his eyes at him. “Turn that thing off.”

     

    Or, Shane is stuck in a time loop that resets whenever his fiancé dies.

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    03 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    When Shane wakes up, the first thing that's off is his bed. It's too perfect. The exact right mattress firmness, the cooling pillow that's exactly the right shape, the soft blue sheets.

    Blue? Shane's in a hotel room, the sheets should be white, like always.

    Shane's stuck in a time loop of tuna melt day.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Everything that happens after Mr. Emergency Contact

    Hayden has to release a statement, the kids can't stop talking, the press are asking questions, and Shane and Ilya are very very tired of hiding this.

    ***GO READ MR. EMERGENCY CONTACT FIRST***

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane's texts to Lily leak. It looks bad... because Shane is biphobic?? Different texts leak, and Ilya is a kind, supportive ally?? Is it opposite day?

    Shane Hollander is getting dragged to the 7th circle of closeted gay hell by Twitter.
    Ilya Rozanov has strong feelings about shipping.
    Hayden Pike is confused why everyone suddenly thinks he’s whiny.

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    OR Ilya ragebaits his boyfriend and Hayden Pike via leaked texts and somehow ends up looking like the good guy online.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Ilya knows what he is. He has always known what he is. The word for it in Russian tastes like something you'd scrape off a boot.

    The word in English is bisexual, which is a nicer word, which he has heard, which he does not use. He uses other words. He uses the word his brother taught him. He uses it on himself before anyone else can.

    He grows up. He gets good at hockey. He moves to America. He... falls in love.

    (Or, five times people fail to notice Ilya being queer, and one time they have no choice.)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Hayden: it's just. you know i love Jackie.

    Shane: Hayden, people on the International Space Station know you love Jackie.

    Hayden: And it means nobody looks too hard at my private life

    Shane has read this message

    Hayden: if I tell you something, will you promise not to tell anyone else?

    ~~~

    Hayden comes out to Shane after the aquarium. Shane comes out to Hayden after tuna melts. Hayden helps Shane (and by extension Ilya) deal with the Tuna Melt Emotional Fallout. Hayden & Ilya (and Yuna & David) visit Shane in the hospital.
    Now with added Jackie POV!

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    03 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 9

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    It is one random Sunday that it strikes Hayden with clarity, the nature of this thing that has been building between all four them.

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    Hayden is in love with his best friend. Good thing he's not the only one with unresolved feelings.

    Or, or,
    They all have two hands!!

    | pre-polycule fic !

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    03 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Do you know what you want?” Cliff asks through wet kisses.
    Hayden frowns, “I just said I wanted you to fuck me?”
    “I-” Cliff hesitates and then admits, “I don’t know how to have sex with men?”

    OR

    During a hookup, Hayden and Cliff come to the realization that neither of them know how to have gay sex. The most logical next step, text their respective queer best friends for advice.

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    03 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 10

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    Hayden Pike was straight. Like, ridiculously straight. His sexuality was Jackie Pike, period, end of story. He was such a wife guy, it wasn't even funny. It was probably pretty disgusting, actually. Three and a half kids in, and he was already getting baby fever for the next kid after that. Jackie was the center of his world.

    So how did he keep ending up in this position?

    This position being, lip-locked with Shane Hollander. Thee Shane Hollander: golden boy, best friend, godfather, babysitter/baby whisperer, notorious bore and prude. Lip-locked: his and Shane's lips, bumping awkwardly together because of a lost bet.

    Or, The Bisexual Awakening of Hayden Pike in two acts.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane wants to experiment with a virginity kink rape roleplay and Ilya is too stunned to speak (horny edition).

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    02 Jun 2026

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    They've been together for years—fucking near daily for the last few—and Shane has never once put his dick inside his boyfriend.

    That's normal, though. He's a bottom. He's happy, he's comfortable in his routine. He likes things the way they are.

    Until it comes to light that Ilya actually really wants to get fucked by him. With his 'obligate top' of a boyfriend practically begging for Shane's cock, suddenly their arbitrary labels don't seem anywhere near as important any more.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane's been practicing his roleplay skills, and this is his biggest test so far.

    It starts on his own in a hotel room, as many bad ideas do. He's a rookie desperately in over his head and just a little bit obsessed with his professional rival who blew him one time.

    He's not gay, of course, just curious. So he rings the hotline of a male Russian sex worker, because surely that will help with the pining, right?

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane wakes up feeling overstimulated.

    Ilya is already ready with the clippers.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane thinks Ilya would like a chance at being submissive for once, though he'd never admit it.

    With only a small amount of coercion, Shane could give him that chance.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Ilya stresses Shane out, but it's nothing a nice massage and some TLC can't fix.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane never had a party phase. He's not fun.

    Being convinced by his boyfriend to try out roofies in public was certainly not on his Bingo Card for the year.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Alternate Title: Shane Hollander: Stanley Cup Winner, Accidental Dog Sitter

    Shane: Is this Ilya Rozanov?
    Unknown number: no
    Shane: Oh, but the dog collar had this number.
    Unknown Number: What? What dog collar? What are you talking about?
    Shane: I'm Shane Hollander.
    Shane: I have your dog.
    Unknown Number: Is this ransom threat?
    Unknown Number: Did you kidnap my dog?

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    01 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Shane you have…you have felt like you just did before in the past, da?” Ilya says softly. Shane hums, looping one of his arms around Ilya’s neck. Ilya takes his free hand, grazing a thumb across the back of it like Shane is something precious. “Shane?”

    “Yeah,” Shane finally says, his voice grating out of his throat like it hurts him to say it. “Yeah, I’ve felt like that before.”

    Ilya immediately feels bad for asking at all, let alone pushing Shane after he’d already given a non-answer. Shane had said it like he was confessing to one of things he’s the most embarrassed about, something that’d made him feel his lowest and most pathetic, and Ilya knows that it’s because that is what this is. It makes him ache.

     

    --or, Ilya sees up close and personal just how much Vegas had affected Shane during his first summer at the cottage, they acknowledge that Vegas was fucked and take steps to prevent it from happening again

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    01 Jun 2026

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