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    oh well, I guess we're gonna find out! by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    10 May 2026

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    26 Oct 2026

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    lilies, primroses, and forget-me-nots by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    19 Oct 2026

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    Running a flower shop in Ottawa for the past nine years, Shane Hollander has persuaded himself that he's happy. He is safe here, away from the hockey world after his fateful injury in 2017.
    Until a tattoo parlor opens across the street.
    And his life is again about to change.

    Or: how could florist Shane Hollander and tattoo artist Ilya Rozanov get each other back? Hockey might be behind them, but could they truly escape the past?

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    19 Oct 2026

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    The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    07 Oct 2026

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    There was no “No Son of Mine” lecture, no slurs were ever thrown around, and neither Shane nor Ilya were ever banished from Yuna and David’s house or life. Instead, a quiet questioning began, where all of Shane’s choices were investigated for motive and reason.

    When did this start? When did it become serious? Are you sure about this?

    When David first walked in on Shane and Ilya kissing, and Shane had to make what felt like a walk of shame to his parents house with Ilya in tow, he assumed that all he had to do was rip the bandaid off. There was no more hiding, there was no pretending this didn’t happen. The truth was out there whether he liked it or not, and he was vocal with Ilya about not liking it at all. But, he told himself, he just had to man up. He could do this. Rip the bandaid off, tell the truth, and tomorrow will be better.

    He was really incredibly wrong about that.

    Or: When Shane’s parents find out he’s gay and dating Ilya, they don’t accept it – instead, they push back. What follows is two of the most difficult years of Shane’s life. AU after Book 2/Season 1.

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    12 Oct 2026

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    Starving by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    19 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander should be focused on one thing: leading the Montréal Metros through the playoffs for the first time in twelve years.
    Instead, someone sends a decapitated doll to the team's offices and threatens him by name, warning him not to play in the playoffs. Unfortunately, Shane would rather die.
    Now he has bodyguards, no privacy, and one infuriating Russian security specialist determined to control every aspect of his life.
    Ilya Rozanov has protected politicians, billionaires, and people with far more dangerous enemies than a twenty-four-year-old hockey captain. Keeping Shane in line should be simple.
    It isn't.

     
    Yet another Ilya Rozanov!Bodyguard AU nobody asked for.
    Please, mind the CW and TW in the notes of every chapter.

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    23 Sep 2026

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    I Remember Your Face (It Got Distorted Somehow) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    26 Sep 2026

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    “I’m here, you’re alright,” a new, heavily accented voice came from somewhere behind him. It sounded really far away, but suddenly strong, steady hands were on his back. “I need to cut the seatbelt to get you out.”
    Shane wanted to talk, wanted to nod and say that he understood, but he felt like a sack of bones, unable to get his voice to work, or his body to co-operate. Shane was distantly aware of being cut loose, of being caught as he sagged forward. He gasped at the pain when his shoulder landed against something soft.

    There was a sharp, short inhale.

    “Shane?”

    OR

    Five years after one unforgettable night with a stranger in a Boston frat house, Shane Hollander has built the life he always thought he wanted: professional hockey, a successful career and the perfect girlfriend. But when Rose breaks up with him, Shane is forced to confront the uncomfortable truth that something has never quite felt right, and his thoughts turn to the one person he’s never quite been able to forget. And then, on the worst night of his life, the past comes crashing back into him.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Midnight in Montreal by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    07 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the best figure skater in the world, and cannot afford any distractions.
    Ilya Rozanov is the Montreal Voyagers' newest player, and an expert in distractions.
    When an unexpected meeting leads to an unlikely friendship, the two rely on each other to find their own places in the spotlight.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    I Tried Really Hard (But I Just Can’t Help It) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    23 Aug 2026

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    TRIGGER WARNINGS: check tags
     

    Afraid of hurting Ilya, the disappointment of his mother, the embarrassment of the league and his teammates finding out, Shane makes a radical decision - he admits he's gay, and decides to stop. He embarks on a treatment of conversion therapy to make everything better for everyone.

    Or

    Shane understands only four words in Russian: Svetlana - I - love - her.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Into the Woods by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    04 Jun 2026

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    When Shane reluctantly agreed to kick off his MLH career with a photoshoot, he imagined, somewhat vaguely, a hockey uniform and some dramatic lighting on the rink. Shoot a few pucks. Pose intensely. That kind of thing.

    The marketing agency, apparently, had other ideas.

    A plane flight gone wrong, a desperate crash landing, and suddenly hockey’s two brightest young stars find themselves stranded in the heart of the Canadian wilderness. With no way home and no rescue coming, they only have one hope for survival -- each other.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Closer to where you are (is where I must be) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    19 Jun 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     

     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Kidnapped AU by Anonymous

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    23 Oct 2026

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    09 Jul 2026

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    The End of Everything by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    05 May 2026

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    Shane had so many hopes, so many dreams. He wanted to be drafted by the Metros, wanted to play hockey in the NHL, wanted to see what would happen if he continued to let Ilya Rozanov flirt with him.

    He would never get this chance. Not when the world comes crashing down around them, the world taken over by the undead.

    Zombie apocalypse alternate universe, can Shane and Ilya find each other in every universe or are they only destined to find each other through their love of hockey?

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    03 Jul 2026

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    State Lines by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    20 Jun 2026

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    Ilya’s brows quirked again, and he flicked open the first page of the textbook, ‘and you decided to learn Russian now because...?’

    ‘Because I married a Russian man, and I figured it was about time I learned.’

    ‘You never learned with me.’ Ilya said.

    ‘No.’ Shane replied, tersely, ‘there was a lot I never did with you.’

    Or: After Shane's college relationship ends in heartbreak, he patches up his wounds by marrying a wealthy older man, and he's so sure his life is perfect. That is, until his ex re-enters the picture, and he wonders if maybe he got it all wrong.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    When I Walk Into The Room, I Do Not Light It Up. Fuck. by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    03 Apr 2026

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    He can’t tell Ilya though. He can’t tell Ilya that his team might not be right for Shane. That this perfect solution is making Shane a worse hockey player, a bad teammate.

    That maybe Shane Hollander of the Voyagers really was his full name. That Shane Hollander of the Centaurs might not exist.

    He can’t say that. He can’t ruin everything. He can’t dim the shine in Ilya’s eyes, the bounce in his step, the color in his cheeks he didn’t have the last few years.

    Ilya sacrificed hockey for their relationship for two years, played on a crappy team and watched Shane win. It’s Shane’s turn to sacrifice, to figure out how to make this work and let Ilya lead this time.

    Or:

    Transitions are hard for Shane. Joining his husband's team turns out not to be an exception to that rule.

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    30 May 2026

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    Staring at the Sun by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    20 May 2026

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

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    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    22 May 2026

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    sleight of hand (twist of fate) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    16 May 2026

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    For a while, Shane forgot how this all goes. He enjoys being with Rose, dancing with her. Finds her friends good enough company, none of them laugh at him for not wanting alcohol. It's easy to get lost in the music and the revelation that he is a hockey superhero.
    And then, across the dancefloor, lit up in cyan and lilac and magenta, looking like somebody's God, Ilya Rozanov sucks some girl's tongue down his throat as he makes eye contact with Shane.
    And Shane has seen this film before.
    …
    Shane's day is almost as perfect as his life. Hockey star, beautiful girlfriend, loving family and team. And the endless thoughts about his super casual ex-hookup plaguing his every waking moment. When Shane finds himself stuck in a time loop with no way out, what else is there to do but a little introspection and spiralling? Oh, and calling that casual hookup.

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    17 May 2026

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    it only falls into place when you're fall to pieces by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    11 May 2026

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    “Tabarnak,” Shane heard JJ curse from the other side of the locker room.
    “You okay?” Miitka asked as JJ eyed everyone nervously.
    “The Centaurs plane is missing,” JJ said carefully.
    “It’s what? How the fuck does a whole plane just go missing?” Miitka said.
    “Yeah, it never arrived in Tampa and it just disappeared from radar,” JJ explained, “they’re searching the area for the crash site.”
    Missing.
    Never arrived.
    Not on radar.
    Crash Sight.
    Ilya.
    -------
    Manifest style AU. The Centaurs plane disappears in 2021, only to reappear three years later the day after it original vanished. Those three years broke Shane Hollander. Ilya is determined to put him back together.

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    12 May 2026

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    Say You'll Haunt Me by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    03 May 2026

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    The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.

    Shane is on board.

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    04 May 2026

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    The Discipline Of It by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    24 Apr 2026

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    Shane was fourteen the first time a number felt like safety.

    The nutritionist worked out of an office in Kanata, framed certificates, a calm voice, laminated charts with columns. She explained it simply: fuel in, output required, timing of each. She said it was a starting point.

    Shane took notes in the margins the way he took notes on everything—completely, past what was required. Yuna had found the nutritionist herself, sat beside him, and took notes too.

    Like mother, like son.

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    Or: Shane’s system works until it doesn’t; Ilya notices first.

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Team Building Activities by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    20 Apr 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya had been drafted to the same team and fell in love as teammates instead of rivals?

    Shane and Ilya are both drafted to the Minnesota Nomads. What begins as new teammates building a friendship slowly deepens into a quiet, intense love neither of them expected.

    A story of teammates-to-lovers, found family, tragedy, and a love strong enough to survive even the coldest nights.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    If I lose you, darling, then I lose everything. by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    18 Apr 2026

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    "He didn’t want Ilya to know that he had driven all night. He would be worried. But there hadn’t really been another option. Shane had been too tense to sleep, too tense to breathe properly. Seeing Ilya would help him relax. He was always good at giving Shane what he needed. He would tease him first, of course.

    “Fucking relax, Hollander.”

    But he would. Relax. As soon as he had Ilya in his arms. His heart would stop hammering, his bones would stop vibrating, the rush in his ears would quiet. He knew it. He just needed to see him. Because he was fine. Ilya was fine.

    Ilya almost died. Ilya almost -"

    OR

    A character study looking at how well Shane Hollander would deal with, and process, almost losing the love of his life.

    Spoiler alert: Not well.

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    19 Apr 2026

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