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    Alternate Universe where Shane's storyline is the same but Ilya never played hockey and is instead an OnlyFans content creator. Basically, a way to explore what would've happened to Shane had he never received the emotional and physical (and maybe a little toxic) safety net that Ilya offered him.

    AKA I wanna explore Sad!Shane cause I don't feel like we talk about it enough! But also smut. And more importantly, smut that drives plot. Let's strap in, ladies(and gays and theys).

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    28 Feb 2026

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  2. Rec 34

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    An alternative universe in which Irina does meet Shane, and love him as much as Ilya does.

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    23 Feb 2026

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  3. Rec 10

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    Ilya leaned back against the headboard, eyes on the ceiling. Attraction was dangerous. It clouded judgment, created attachments, left openings for mistakes. He had been trained to compartmentalize: duty first, always. Emotions were liabilities and yet…
    The image of Shane spotting him—close enough to feel the heat off his body, voice steady and low—lingered. The casual strength in his hands when he’d yanked the pin free. The way he’d said “good form” like it mattered, like Ilya mattered in that moment.
    Ilya exhaled slowly, forcing the thoughts down. He was here for a mission, not a life. Whatever briefing came next would demand focus. Shane Hollander was a variable, nothing more. A ticket to a hockey game. A potential networking opportunity if the target turned out to be a fan. That was all.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is a sleeper agent for Russia and all is well until Shane Hollander enters his life. Now Ilya must choose whether serving his country is worth a life of solitude.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander thought he’d retire a Metro.

    Instead, he gets a phone call about cap space, strategic realignment, and how loyalty looks great in a press release but terrible on a spreadsheet.

    Montreal trades him.

    Ottawa waits with the porch light on.

    Between a late-night highway drive, a captain with pale curls and a competitive streak a mile wide, and a press conference full of carefully polished lies, Shane discovers that maybe losing a franchise means finally finding a home.

    Also, he is absolutely not getting first line centre without a fight.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “You don’t look at me like I am crazy.” Ilya says, voice barely above a breath.

    Shane’s brow furrows. “Because you’re not.”

    “I feel like I am.”

    Shane’s hand comes up to cradle his jaw. Warm palm with gentle pressure on his skin. “You look like someone doing something hard.” Something in Ilya’s chest cracks open again, but softer this time.

    (ie. ilya has a very rough day at therapy and comes home to shane to process it all and feel comfort)

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    21 Feb 2026

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  6. Rec 2

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    21 Feb 2026

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  7. Rec *

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    “I have a secret,” Ilya whispers. 

    Half-awake, Shane blinks at him sleepily. “What is it?” 

    “I cannot say.” Ilya’s eyes flicker between Shane’s. “But this secret, it is why things are complicated. It is why I didn’t go to Russia when my father died.” 

    OR: a rewrite of Heated Rivalry, with a twist.

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    20 Feb 2026

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  8. Rec 10

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    “You really didn’t know, Shane?” Hayden exclaimed, “She’s only being passed around like a blunt to every bicurious panhel in the school! Of course she’s bisexual!”

    The one where Liliya Rozanova is the token masc bisexual of her sorority, and Shane Hollander is her president.

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    16 Feb 2026

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  9. Rec 20

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    “Thinking of my mouth?”

    Shane’s eyes blinked open, and he saw Rozanov towering over him, looking down at him with that arrogant smirk of his.

    Shane hated him.

    “Yes.” He knew he sounded needy and pathetic, but he was too desperate to care.

    After Vegas, Shane can't stop thinking about Ilya's mouth

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    15 Feb 2026

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  10. Rec 22

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    Shane’s ears perked up too. The phone call sounded important.

    “I have a new case to add to your list. Obviously, we’ll be looking into it down here too. But it has all the signature signs of our guy.”

    As Ilya’s phone friend went over the details of a body found yesterday in Roxbury, Shane felt his blood turn ice cold. At the bar, Ilya said he worked as a therapist — more of a counsellor, he said, because therapist sounded Freudian — in a private practice. He hadn’t mentioned having any link to the police. Blood pounding in his ears, Shane wondered if Ilya lured him back here deliberately, in the hopes of extracting information out of him. After twenty six years of killing across the United States and Canada, had somebody caught on to what Shane was doing?

    To his surprise, his dick was harder now. The thrill of potentially being found out was sending volts of arousal straight to his lower belly. Really? Shane thought. He shifted to find a more comfortable position and Ilya, who had finished his call and set the phone aside, noticed he was awake.

    “Did I wake you?” He murmured, pressing a kiss behind Shane’s ear, “Sorry.”

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    13 Feb 2026

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  11. Rec *

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    The one where instead of documenting their story through cryptic instagram posts, Ilya documents it on his skin. From day one. While telling himself it's not a big deal, or even about Shane.

    Shane takes more time than he should to put two and two together.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s hands gripped the steering wheel hard, his knuckles going white. He was currently sitting in his parked car, letting his mind wander so he didn’t have to make a decision. Should he get out of the car like the idiot he was or start the engine and drive home before making a fool of himself?
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    The last person Yuna expected to see standing on her doorstep on a Saturday afternoon was Ilya Rozanov.

    -Takes place soon after the epilogue of Heated Rivalry. Editing by dxeej

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Shane got an email he'd expected to be able to easily ignore, but then he saw his husband's face and realized he's gonna end up doing this embarrassing thing. Why on earth does Ilya want to film a documentary about their romantic relationship?

    Set after the Long Game Epilogue, so spoilers.

    Only rated M because it feels wrong to rate these guys under T.

    Editing by dxeej

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    07 Feb 2026

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  14. Rec 80

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    What if Ilya hadn’t been able to hold back from kissing Shane in Vegas.

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    07 Feb 2026

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  15. Rec *

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    Shane secretly learns Russian to understand Ilya better, and accidentally unlocks a whole new level of intimacy.

    Ilya notices the suspiciously perfect timing.

    Love, languages, and a husband who absolutely starts abusing bilingual privileges.

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    05 Feb 2026

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  16. Rec *

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    Set right after the phonecall with Hayden at the cottage.

    Subby top Ilya discovers how much he loves being stepped on by Shane.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    “You bring me flowers?” Rozanov asks, incredulous. “Like I am on death bed?”

    Shane rolls his eyes, secretly relieved that Rozanov isn't making a bigger deal of the gesture than it needs to be. He pulls the bunch of tulips out of the bag and thwacks Rozanov lightly on the shoulder with them.

    “You ungrateful asshole,” he says. “You stay here and try to nap. I’m going to get started on the soup.”

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    Alternate timeline where the club scene never happens. Instead, Ilya gets sick and someone unexpected shows up to take care of him.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    “Why did you come?”

    Shane scoffs. “Well, you told me to.”

    Ilya’s short laugh is genuine. “No, I mean – why did you come to Vancouver? It’s your day off, no?”

    or: Shane can't stop thinking about Ilya's reserved seats always being empty, so he jumps on a plane to be there. It does things to Ilya. Turns out that they both have far too many feelings about being there for each other, and sometimes the only way they can communicate that is through messy sex.

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    05 Feb 2026

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  19. Rec 37

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    “You wanted a reaction,” Caitlyn said. “And you got one.”

    “Did I?”

    “Yes,” she snapped. “You knew exactly where I was standing all night. You knew I was watching you.”

    “I did,” Vi said, frustratingly smug. “The whole time.”

    Caitlyn swallowed. “And you were watching me too, you know.” Her arms were still crossed, but the posture felt flimsy now.

    Vi hesitated and leaned closer, voice low and rough. “I know you liked it.”

    “You don’t get to decide what that meant,” Caitlyn scoffed.

    Vi laughed quietly, humorlessly. “Then tell me, cupcake. What did it mean?”

    OR

    Caitlyn and Vi can't get along. One night at a bar is apparently all it takes to break the tension.

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    Inspired by the bar scene in But I'm a Cheerleader!

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    25 Jan 2026

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  20. Rec *

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    The outside world could be melting and deforming into something monstrous, for all Ilya cares. Shane looks at him with the same sincerity he brings to everything else he does, and Ilya is one of those things now. A permanent fixture. An object of care.

    “If I was your vase,” he asks, unable to help himself. “Would you take good care of me?”

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    20 Jan 2026

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