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Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording.
“Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.”
Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating.
His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next.
I have to see him.
Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now.
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OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...
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20 Jan 2026
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Moy Muzh. My Husband. by Tibbythibs
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Dec 2025
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Shane has a little surprise for Ilya following their ceremony.
*This takes place directly after the ceremony, when Ilya and Shane go inside to fill out paperwork in Chapter 39.*
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17 Dec 2025
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Puck Bunny by Lilbaebloo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Dec 2025
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Shane wears Ilya's jersey.
Ilya's brain short-circuits.
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- Part 2 of Love in a Cold Climate
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07 Dec 2025
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He can imagine the sight clear as day: patrol agents have the car surrounded. Sniffer dogs are snarling and chomping at him. Mickey’s loaded gun is in the glove compartment. Neither of them reach for it. But someone pulls a trigger, and there’s no glass to separate Ian from the blood this time.
In reality, Ian’s not in the car. The gate lifts, and Mickey passes over.
Losing Mickey is a practiced ritual at this point, as is losing Monica, but Ian doesn’t know how to wrap his mind around losing both forever at the same time. Mickey to “heaven,” Monica to Heaven.
Ian hopes they’re both in heaven, at least.
ian, religion, and bipolar disorder, a character study.
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21 Jun 2025
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Buck begs Eddie to use him as he pleases for an entire day. Eddie will do anything Buck wants.
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17 May 2025
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Eddie and Buck make dildos out of their own cocks and use them on themselves. Then they fuck each other.
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It's kinky smut. Tags updated as I find out they exist. Also updates as time goes on because I wrote this in like 2 hours and didn't proof read lmaoBookmarked by bombshellblonde
18 Nov 2024
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‘I always wanted to be a Jedi as a kid. A long con for Halloween costumes would’ve just meant you secretly read my mind or something.’
‘I am pretty good at that sometimes.’
Buck smiles at him, fond, and Eddie aches, he aches so much to tell Buck all the things about his big stupid gay awakening that he couldn’t tell his best friend when he came out to him during a quiet night sometime after Chris first texted him back in the summer. All the things that are so intimately tied to Buck.
‘You are,’ Buck says, quiet, eyes sparkling and Eddie’s a stronger man than he thought because he doesn't get on one knee in the middle of the kitchen and propose to another man's boyfriend. ‘Really good. At that.’-----
It's Halloween, Chris is heading back to Texas for a few days and Frank gives Eddie therapy homework to do something for himself, to let himself want things. Eddie enlists Buck's help and something shifts between them in the following week.
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05 Sep 2024
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Tired and frustrated after a long shift, Buck and Eddie take an impromptu trip to the sauna.
Only problem is, it's a nude sauna, which Buck didn't notice when he booked them in.
Thankfully the boys handle the slip up gracefully, and possible break a few public sex laws in the process.
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- Part 10 of Buck and Eddie one-shots
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06 Jul 2024
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There is no such thing as a guarantee when it comes to war.
The outcome's known. Why try?
Return your rusty sword to battered sheath,
bow your head and bend your stubborn knee. Why
take the field when you cannot win the war?
But Harry -- he went down to Agincourt.
--Harry Takes the Field by bratfarrar (AO3 link here.)
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25 Aug 2022
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Subtle hints of D/S in Dean and Cas' relationship, all written as 1k+ ficlets in no particular order.
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02 Feb 2022
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He should be outside. Should be at the library, or patrolling the town to find whatever’s haunting them this week, but Dean can’t bring himself to move. To do anything, really, that doesn’t have to do with the man on top of him, sucking bruises across every inch of skin he can find.
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- Part 24 of Shameless
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13 Jan 2022
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“Shut up and listen,” Bobby says. “I ain’t calling about some monster, I’m calling about Castiel.”
Dean freezes in place. “He’s alive?”
“More’n that, Dean. He’s human.”
On instinct, every atom in Dean’s body is on high alert. He starts moving, fingers already reaching for the keys he hangs up on a loose nail next to the door. “Where is he?”
or, in which after lucifer hitches a ride to hell on sam's back, dean makes good on his promise to settle down. so what if it's with cas instead of lisa?
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- Part 1 of kids are coming home
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25 Apr 2021
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For a long time, Castiel thought that every earthly possession other than the immediately necessary was excess to requirement. But Dean – Dean who named his car, who keeps a photograph of his mother in his wallet, some thirty-plus years after her death, who still has the crumpled ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign with a sleeping pelican emblazoned on it from the Microtel outside of Roanoke where he first kissed Castiel, clumsy and unsure, under the unsteady fluorescence of an exhausted bathroom bulb – is sentimental.
It puzzles Castiel, where Dean draws the line between what is meaningful and what it is worthless.
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24 Apr 2021
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The Winchesters, Castiel, and Jack discover the Men of Letters hid away a weapon that may be able to kill Michael. The only problem: it can only be used with John Winchester's blood. When Rowena performs a spell to temporarily bring John back, Dean runs into another problem. His father doesn't approve of his angel, and Castiel isn't too impressed with John either.
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24 Apr 2021
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Cas asks Dean to marry him, and Dean can't think of a reason to say no.
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"Dean," Cas says calmly, gingerly sitting his fork down, and oh, this is gonna be a thing, Dean can tell. Sure enough, it is because Cas goes on to say, "What would you think if I suggested we get married?"
Dean blinks and swallows the food in his mouth, staring at Cas curiously. "I would think...you were either on drugs or going insane, why?"
"I'm not inebriated, nor mentally unstable."
"I—I…" Dean takes in a deep breath, then blows it out heavily. "Cas, you're not fucking with me, are you?"
"I'm not," Cas tells him.
"Okay," he says, "fuck it, let's get hitched."
"Thank you," Cas murmurs sincerely, then picks his fork back up and goes right back to eating.
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24 Apr 2021
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As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.
What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?
(It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)
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- Part 1 of talk
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17 Feb 2021
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Mandy Milkovich has been attacked by her father for the last time. She finds the strength to report his crimes and reaches out to her brother, opening up the door for Mickey to return to Chicago in exchange for testimony that could put Terry away for good. Ian and Mickey find themselves thrust back together as they all work to finally bring down the man who has hurt them all.
Title taken from "Welcome Home (Sanitarium)" by Metallica.
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- Part 1 of No Locked Doors
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03 Mar 2020
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Just some little moments of Mickey interacting with the Gallagher siblings and their kids
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- Part 1 of Mickey the Gallagher
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27 Jun 2019
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Innocent Until Proven Guilty by Bookara
Fandoms: Shameless (US), How to Get Away with Murder
10 Dec 2017
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Mickey Milkovich is arrested for the attempted murder of Sammi Gallagher. With a bad attitude and lack of money it's near impossible to find a lawyer who will represent him...until Annalise Keating. With the help of her student Connor Walsh, Mickey may just be able to get out of this mess.
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16 Nov 2018