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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    "I don't think sous chefs do dishes."
    "You are right. You are more like bus boy."
    "Thank you, Ilya."
    "Is important job. Very important. And you are very cute bus boy."


    Shane and Ilya are ready to take the next step. Between the two of them, they've got a plan and a lot of feelings about it. (Hollanov as girl dads.)

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    24 Jul 2026

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    "I don't need a cashmere blanket. Or real fur, which is disgusting by the way, or vodka—"

     

    "Hm, I don't understand. You need all these things."

     

    Shane huffed, "I do not need a gold necklace, Ilya."

     

    Ilya's lips quirked, and he dragged his thumb across Shane's bare collarbone, visible just above his black t-shirt.

     

    "Yes," he said, "I think you do." And despite what he said, Ilya felt Shane shiver beneath his hand. He leaned forward so he could whisper into Shane's ear. "Will you wear it for me?"

     

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    College Student Shane x Bratva Ilya.

    Rape/Non-con tag is there in reference to a past occurrence that never takes place in scene, but still impacts certain characters' relationships with physical intimacy. Read responsibly and note that tags will be updated as I upload.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Ilya's forearms flexed beneath the sleeves of his black Henley—he’d paired it with black jeans and a black ball cap—as he carried their daughter’s car seat, the black Burberry diaper backpack slung over one shoulder. Every twenty seconds, Ilya glanced down to check on her.

    Shane had fully intended to argue for the privilege of carrying her out. Then he'd seen Ilya carrying her. And, well…

    Watching his husband carry their daughter while looking like someone’s ridiculously hot dad wasn’t exactly suffering. So Shane lingered half a step behind, mostly because he enjoyed the view.

    “Stop thirsting over me, Shane,” Ilya said without turning around. “We are in public.”

    "What?" Shane blushed. “I'm not.”

    The nurse escorting them down the hall let out a laugh.

    “I've been married to you long enough,” Ilya said. “I think I can feel when you are undressing me with your eyes.”

    “Sorry about him,” Shane said to the nurse.

    “You guys are so cute,” she said.

    Or Two years after TLG, Shane and Ilya are married, living together, and playing for the same team. Over the next year, they must tackle the biggest challenge they've faced together... parenting.

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    06 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    Shane Hollander had always had hockey. It was his life-force, had molded and transformed him into becoming the best of the best. Now, with a career in the NHL, he had a lifetime of success to strive towards: cups to win and leaderboards to top.

    There was just one setback.

    His soul bond was defective. The person with direct access to his mind and body happened to be Ilya Rosanov. A man, an asshole and his greatest competition in the NHL.

    They were destined to destroy each other from the inside, and Shane would never be ready for someone to find what he shoves into the dark rooms of his mind.

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    18 May 2026

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    I note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW, because many of you said knowing meant the difference between reading this on your lunch break or having to wait. (Thank you for wanting to read my work that much.)

    Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)

    Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)

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    01 May 2026

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    Shane had been used to being alone. He'd never thought of himself as lonely. He honestly often craved the solitude, found it grounding. But that was before he knew what it was like to have someone to call, someone to touch. He was never lonely before Rozanov, but he'd been lonely ever since.

    April 2017: Shane does not get laid out on the ice.

    Ilya goes through with ending it.

    Shane lets him.

    What follows is eleven months of distance, denial, and a quiet kind of devastation neither of them knows how to name, let alone fix.

    They learn how to live without each other.

    (Or at least, how to pretend.)

    And then, almost a year later, the infamous collision happens and Shane goes down cold.

    And suddenly, neither of them can pretend it doesn’t matter.

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    26 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 61

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    "Come out with us tonight"

    A invitation Peter wasn't expecting and a chance meeting he'll never forget.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    The year after Viktoriya is born Shane and Ilya in no particular order: become boyfriends, break up, get caught twice, make a 5-year vision board, and love each other through it all.
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    Sequel to If You Can Find a Reason, a Reason to Stay

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander met Ilya Rozanov at the Ottawa ice rink when he was seven years old. It took exactly three lessons for little Ilya to annoy his way into being Shane's one and only friend. Together, they navigate hockey, school, teachers, girls, and their ever growing, all consuming crushes on each other.

    Or; What if Ilya moved to Canada when he was a child and grew up with Shane?

    Or or; What if Shane had the support that he lacked growing up?

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    01 Apr 2026

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    When the Hollanders face a financial crisis that might end in bankruptcy, Shane finds himself agreeing to a deal that forces him into proximity with his archenemy to save his parents' legacy.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Another few minutes passed in silence after that, both of them too engrossed in their own homework to say anything further. Peter had put his headphones in so he could concentrate better without any distractions.

    “Michael,” the guy says suddenly. Peter looked up at the sound of his voice, but he didn’t hear him quite clearly.

    He pulls an earbud out of his ear. “What?”

    The guy—Michael, apparently—clears his throat. “My name is Michael,” he doesn’t look at Peter as he speaks, he’s scribbling something on his notebook instead.

    “Oh,” Peter breathes out. He didn’t expect the guy to introduce himself. “I’m Peter.”

    “I know who you are.”

    or: Peter Parker is trying to navigate his life through college when he meets his MJ.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Everyone in the NHL wants Shane Hollander. Maybe that should make Ilya feel proud, accomplished, even. Because he's the only one who has ever really had him. The only one who will.
    But really, it only seems to piss him off. Make him possessive.
    Shane kind of likes that.

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    22 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 32

    Mystery Work

    Part of uzimaki’s catacombs
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    05 Mar 2026

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
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    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    At seven years old, Shane and Ilya swapped bodies for fifteen minutes, just enough time to change everything. That first swap, and all the ones that followed, marked the beginning of the most epic love story the hockey world has ever seen.

     

    Or, they were soulmates, baby ;)

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.

    When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.

    Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.

    (Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)

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    10 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 6

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    Kimhan Theerapanyakul has always been the quiet one — the son who slips through hallways unnoticed, the brother who never stays long enough to be missed, the weapon Korn molded into something silent, sharp, and obedient.

    Now he’s being forced to relive his one unforgivable failure — with the chance to finally make it right.

    Over his head? Hardly.
    He’s done these missions for years.
    No reason to burden his brothers now.

    It’s not like they’d care anyway.

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    21 Nov 2025

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    Thame, twenty-three and leader of T-POP group MARS, is trapped under ONER’s punishing schedules, manipulative staff, and the constant threat of career-ending mistakes.

    When Po, a sharp, rule-bound lawyer, steps in to shield them, Thame can’t help but notice the way Po’s presence unsettles him—yet Po sees Thame as too young to understand love, even as the line between protection and want dangerously blurs.

    —Completed

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    17 Nov 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 21

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    Chay has spent six months trying to bury the boy he once was — and the boy who once loved Kim.
    Kim has spent six months carving pieces of himself away to keep Chay safe.
    But when exhaustion pushes Kim to the edge and Korn tightens his leash, the two boys orbit closer than they should… and further than they want.
    In a world of secrets, masks, and manipulation, one truth remains:
    Kim was built to burn.
    Chay was made to love.
    And neither of them is ready for what happens when their worlds collide again.

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    11 Nov 2025

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