8 Bookmarks by cantcombustor

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    Shane and Ilya are celebrating 20 years of marriage by going on a holiday to Hawaii. While flying there, their plane crashes and in their last dying moments, they each realise that if they could go back in time, they'd change everything. Destiny intervenes and lets them make those choices. The only problem? They both have a different idea of what their future would be like and both of them don't know that the other has also returned.

    For the people that have read my previous stories, know that this will probably be a very long ride as I do not have any control over the stories that appear in my head. Tags will be updated along the way.

    This is a story about falling in love again, inspired by 'everything is romantic' Alina Kay's version.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Rough palms slip past his coat, under his sweatshirt, to his skin. “So it’s not serious then? Your upper body injury.”

    Shane almost laughs. “I don’t know.” He almost cries.

    A hand slides up towards his chest. “Hollander—”

    “Stop.”

    He holds on to Rozanov’s wrists even as they pull away.

    “Did I hurt you?”

    “No,” but the cardiac monitor would’ve been palpable under his skin.

    In September 2010, Shane suffers a cardiac event during training camp before he ever plays a single game with Montreal. Medically retired, he goes to college, returns to hockey through coaching, and, even without the heat of rivalry, finds his way to Ilya, too.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    After coming out as gay to Yuna and David and launching the “boyfriends” label, Shane comes out one more time, this time as a werewolf. I present to you, 5 times Ilya Rozanov loves his werewolf boyfriend + 1 encounter with a vampire.

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    “Knowing you better could never make me love you less. I want to see you. You've given me the gift of seeing more of you.”

    Shane’s eyes widen at the words. The thought that Ilya not only tolerates, but wants his vulnerability fills his heart with warmth. The thought that Shane’s awful secrets --being a werewolf, and even being gay-- are gifts to Ilya is mind-shattering. Shane wants to give his boyfriend everything at this moment. If Ilya wants to see him, Shane wants to show him.

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    24 May 2026

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    Hollanov 5+1 Fluff

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    “Rozanov, Ilya-- can you hear me? Fuck! Are you okay?” He asked, frantic. There was so much blood, people were running towards them. He could hear phones being dialled, could feel the presence of others around them.

    Ilya’s eyes were open, but it was as if he were looking past him, up towards the sky above. He coughed once and blood sputtered out, dribbling down his face "Mama." He said softly.

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    Since Shane was a young boy he has been able to rewind time. He had never done it for anything huge, just small things here and there.

    Then Ilya Rozanov died in front of him.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    In his efforts to become the best captain possible, Shane accidentally cultivates among his teammates a debilitating praise kink.

    (Or, the unforeseen consequences of prolonged and repeated exposure to Shane Hollander's beautiful big brown bottom eyes, and its documented effects on a worrisomely increasing number of professional hockey players.)

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    08 Apr 2026

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    A picture is worth a thousand words, and when a single photo of Shane Hollander leaving Ilya Rozanov's house is leaked, the press decides that they know the entire story. What Shane learns is that Ilya Rozanov would move mountains for him, and he might need to in order to restore life to how it was before. But was before better than what the future holds?

     

    Or…

    Shane Hollander feels like his life is falling apart and Ilya steps in to help pick up the pieces.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Alphas aren't supposed to want other Alphas.

    For Shane Hollander, that unspoken societal rule doesn't ring true. It's fine, though. He has everything under control, and the people around him are none the wiser.

    Unfortunately, he never counted on Ilya Rozanov seeing right through him.

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    11/?
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    07 Apr 2026

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    Shane has always had a complicated relationship with his own body.

    It’s his biggest tool to success as a hockey player. He wouldn’t be where he is without the trust and care he puts into this own body. So he takes care of it as much as he can. He exercises regularly to keep himself fit and strong, fuels it with the best food and nutrients he can, does his best to listen to the cues his body gives him to rest. It’s a careful balancing act as a professional athlete, stretching his body to its limits while also caring for it deeply.

    Still, he can’t deny that he feels let down by it often.

    Some days it feels very unfair.

    And then some days something even worse happens and that already strained relationship he has with his own body gets even worse.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    04 Apr 2026

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