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    Her stomach jolts at his words, something cold spreading through her bloodstream so fast it makes her fingertips tingle. No. 

    His hand tightens around her neck, and she thinks that it’s overkill, really, because she’s not sure that she’d be able to breathe even if it wasn’t there, even if she didn’t just get essentially body slammed by what felt like a football linebacker. His other hand is moving lower, squeezing and grabbing roughly at her stomach, her hips, her thigh. 

    And she’s trained for this. She’s planned for this. She’s thought through this scenario in her head, so many times, what she would do if it happened again. She takes Krav Maga, for fuck’s sake. 

    But she can’t breathe, and she can’t move, and she’s 12 years old again.

     

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    Trinity is assaulted at a bar. Her least favorite coworker is, somehow, the one who’s there for her after.

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    03 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    Fame AU, Regulus Black as Conan Gray. This fic is based on the album Wishbone by Conan Gray. Jegulus angst, James struggles a lot with internalized homophobia and the pressure from the media.

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    31 Oct 2025

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    Jean Moreau wakes up alone and in the hospital.

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    13 Jun 2025

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    James Potter and Marlene McKinnon arrive at the elite boarding school St. Edmund’s after getting expelled from their last one. Wild, chaotic, and inseparable, they instantly turn heads. James meets Sirius Black—his reckless, leather-clad roommate—and the two become best friends overnight. Meanwhile, Marlene settles into the girls' dorm and meets Dorcas Meadowes, who instantly captivates her. Together, James and Marlene bring beautiful disaster to their new school, and nothing will ever be the same again.

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    18 Apr 2025

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    After Walburga and Orion’s sudden and mysterious death, Sirius and Regulus inherit the family’s legacy - their titles, riches, estates. Sirius becomes the head of the house of Black, with Regulus by his side. Discontent, Bellatrix and other family members pay James and Remus to go undercover, seducing the Black Brothers to get a confession out of them regarding their parent's deaths, suspecting that there is more to the story than meets the eye. However, James and Remus find themselves in the most unusual of situations upon meeting the beautiful and elusive brothers, who make them question the true nature of Walburga and Orion's deaths, and eventually, their own sanity.

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    A very twisted story set in the 1970's, in which the Black Brothers inherit the Black Estate, find out about James and Remus' plans to investigate them, and play along for fun because they're chaotic and very, very morally questionable. The fic includes depictions of religious guilt, imagery, murder, and a very messed up dynamic between characters.

    Please read all the tags! This story can get dark, but nothing is overly descriptive or intense - but still, TWs will be added on the notes of each chap!

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    11 Nov 2024

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    “Wh– well– why–” James stammered, attempting to get his bearings, because if he didn’t, and he let Regulus tell him ‘kiss me’ one more time, his heart would probably give out. “Why don’t you get Sirius to help?”

    Regulus narrowed his eyes. “Because Sirius would just knock his teeth out,” he said as though it were obvious.

    “Yes,” James hissed, “and he’ll knock my teeth out if I kiss his little brother.”

    “You can take a hit, Potter, I’ve seen you on the quidditch pitch,” Regulus waved him off, and James groaned, leaning away from him.

    “Oh, yeah, great, so I’m the sacrifice,” he sighed.

    “Precisely,” Regulus stepped right into his space, and James felt his chest go a little hot.

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    Or, Regulus asks James for a favor to get his ex off of his back, and James makes bad choices.

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    16 Oct 2024

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    Kill Your Darlings: To remove or refrain from using something in spite of one's affection for it

    Years after Regulus loses his brother they're reunited, and as he struggles to figure out where he fits in Sirius's life he also struggles not to get lost in the impossible feelings he has for Sirius's best friend.

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    19 Aug 2024

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    The man bit his lip, considering, then held out his hand, “My name is James. It’s nice to meet you.”

    Kevin stared at his hand for a beat, then took it in his own, “Kevin.”

    James’ hands were soft and warm, and Kevin felt something strange and pleasant tingling in his palms where their skin met. He realised he had held on too long and quickly let go, feeling heat flood his cheeks in embarrassment.

    Luckily, this James didn’t seem to notice, or he didn’t care. “What brings you here at this time of the night?”

    “Couldn’t sleep,” Kevin said, the ridiculousness of it washing over him. He had never had this problem before.

     

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    The one where Kevin Day meets the love of his life at the grocery store at 1am. And he has no idea who Kevin is.

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    13 Aug 2024

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    SHOCK: Kevin Day reveals both Andrew Minyard AND Neil Josten are to fill his coveted Best Man position!

    Fans have been speculating ever since Kevin Day and Thea Muldani announced their engagement as to who Day would ask to be by his side. Many discounted fox involvement entirely, suggesting fellow famous exy players such as Jeremy Knox, Jean Moreau, or even Marcus Jameson. The few that speculated that either Andrew Minyard or Neil Josten would be chosen were stoutly supportive of one and discounted the other. Who could have foreseen that Day would choose both! How these two famously antagonistic players will fare will remain to be seen. Good luck Kevin and Thea!

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    Kevin choses both Andrew and Neil to be his best man, and the three of them give their first ever interview together.

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    07 Aug 2024

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    "Neil doesn't talk about his mom and doesn't think about what she'd do to him if she saw him now. He has a family, he has Exy, and he has Andrew. He has more than enough, more than he ever could have dreamed of.

    Neil doesn't talk about his mom until a warm fall day outside the locker room, waiting for the start of their game with his team and family. It's a place that she doesn't belong, where not even a memory of her belongs, but she wriggles her way in and takes root in his chest."

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    Neil reveals, piece by piece, what life with his mom was like.

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    06 Aug 2024

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    26 Jul 2024

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    “No,” Jean replied. “I’m going back.”

    Jeremy pushed the paperwork into Jean’s lap. “We’re a good team. We’ll work with you during your recovery. You’re not gonna have to do anything you—”

    Jean brushed the papers onto the floor. “I said no.”

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    After denying the transfer to USC, Jean thought that was the last time he'd have to talk to Jeremy Knox. Until, five years later, a particularly smiley new striker joins his pro team.

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    25 Jul 2024

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    „Yeah … about that …“ Jean is glaring down at his phone like it is covered in slugs, lips curled downwards. „Kevin texted. He is bringing Neil Josten with him.“

    „What?“ Jeremy blinks, taken aback. „Why?“

    Jean shrugs, shoulders stiff. „He didn’t say. Just ...“ he hands his phone over, opened to a thread of messages. The last one is from an hour earlier. Jean had asked about the time Kevin’s flight comes in, the answer is a curt

    Saturday, 2.30pm. Neil is coming too.
     

     

    Or, Two ex-Ravens, a Fox and a Trojan meet up for Vacation. They have a lot of things to work through, but maybe it will turn out better than they expect.

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    20 Jul 2024

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    Jeremy’s words fill Jean with a warmth he so rarely feels, but that he has been feeling more and more often the longer he stays with the Trojans. Sitting like this, leaning over Jeremy, his hands framing Jean’s face, he can’t help but want to follow the tug in his chest that keeps him in Jeremy’s orbit.

    “Are you going to kiss me?” Jean asks before he can stop himself. Jeremy startles and then smiles.

    “Do you want me to?” Jeremy shoots back.

    “Yes,” Jean answers. He doesn’t say how much he wants it, how he wants it so bad it practically hurts. Jeremy smiles and rubs a thumb across Jean’s cheekbone.

     

    Or, Jean slowly learns how to open up to his friends and be okay with wanting.

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    16 Jul 2024

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    “Have a winning day!”

    Why would he want to say something so asinine on the court to an opponent? It was silly, ridiculous, pointless. But the more he thought about it, the more he kind of…wanted to try it out. Just to see the reactions it could receive. He had seen how others responded to the Trojans saying increasingly nice things to shitty opponents, saw how it would throw off their game, and decided it was just strategic to try something out.

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    Jean can't stop thinking about Cat using, "Have a winning day!" to throw off opponents, so he has to try something out for himself.

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    15 Jul 2024

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    Jean is something of a light sleeper. It is for this reason that, thankfully, he manages to get to his phone before its ringing wakes the entire house and becomes an ordeal.

    “What happened?” His hands are shaking. In the Nest, it never would have been so easy to throw him off. California is making him weak.

    There’s a low gasp on the other end.

    “Kevin?” Jean hisses. “What happened?” He presses a hand hard against his chest and feels the quick thrum.

    There’s another hitch in Kevin’s breathing. “Jean,” is all he says.

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    When Kevin has a nightmare and wakes to an empty dorm, there's only one person he can call. Jean isn't nearly as annoyed about it as he wants to be.

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    15 Jul 2024

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    Every selfish molecule in Jeremy's body is screaming at him to say no, because he never wants to see Jean Moreau again, but he cannot let his personal pain dictate this decision. Objectively, Jean Moreau is the best backliner the sport has ever seen, and with him on their line the Trojans could finally win a championship. Less objectively, he knows more about the Nest than Kevin thinks he does, and he does not want to know how injured Jean has to be to actually warrant dismissal, considering what he knows he has played through.

    Jean deserves to get out of there, and if Kevin thinks that this is the only way to get him out, then Jeremy has to agree.

    Even if it breaks him in the process.

    (Or, the one where they're exes.)

     

    (title from halloween by noah kahan)

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    15 Jul 2024

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    Jeremy has nothing but an empty bed, a crumpled shirt, and fragments of a ghost left.

    It’s okay. Well, it’s not - far from it - but he’s all too familiar with dancing with a ghost by now.

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    an AU where Jean dies [outside the fic - it's only referenced]; warning for heavily implied suicide, alcohol, and mentions of blood.

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    27 Jun 2024

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    What would have happened if Renee didn't save Jean.

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    27 Jun 2024

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    “Concussion. My helmet-I...” Jeremy can hear the slight slur of his own words, and tries his best to carefully speak again. “I think I'm okay.”

    Jean treats him to a withering glare, unimpressed, before his expression pales slightly, and Jeremy does not have to guess as to why. The backliner pulls his hand from Jeremy's skull, holding it in front of him so he can see as well.

    Red.

    Slick and bright, coating Jean's fingers.

    Or: Jeremy is badly injured, and finds it increasingly difficult to keep his feelings for a certain former Raven under wraps as some interesting facts come to light.

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    22 Jun 2024

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