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    “Josh—”

    Joshua turns immediately at the calling of his name. Their eyes meet, and Seokmin feels himself grounded. The spiraling in his head he had moments before abruptly leaves, almost indefinitely.

    It’s terrifying how easily Joshua anchors him. Because despite all the stage lights glaring overhead, the roar of the fans singing along with them, the moisture of his hands clinging to his microphone; Joshua is standing a few feet away, eyes fixed on him with immediate attention, like nothing else could possibly matter more than the fact that Seokmin called his name.

    And Joshua smiles.

    And Seokmin breaks instantly beneath it.

    OR: Lee Seokmin grows up learning love in all its forms—family, friendship, self-worth—but nothing prepares him for the slow, terrifying realization that what he feels for Joshua Hong has long surpassed admiration. Told across seven years of practices, fan signs, behind the scenes, and stages, Seokmin slowly learns that love was never the thing ruining him. Running from it was.

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    1/1
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    It’s not like he thinks about Yoo Joonghyuk like that. No. Not at all.

    Kim Dokja is brought out of his thoughts when he feels Joonghyuk shift in his arms. His gaze settles back on Joonghyuk’s face, and he watches as he slowly stirs awake. His eyes open slowly, still hazy with sleep; he blinks leisurely before he smiles down at Dokja.

    “Mornin’,” Joonghyuk murmurs, voice rough with sleep.

    Kim Dokja wakes up before he can even answer.

    OR Kim Dokja dreams of Yoo Joonghyuk night after night, each dream peeling back another layer of his heart until he realizes he’s fallen far deeper than he ever meant to.

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    It’s not like he thinks about Joshua like that. No. Not at all. 

    Seokmin is brought out of thoughts when he feels Joshua shift in his arms. His gaze settles back on Joshua’s face, and he watches as he slowly stirs awake. His eyes open slowly, still hazy with sleep; he blinks leisurely before he smiles up at Seokmin. 

    “Mornin’,” Joshua murmurs, voice rough with sleep. 

    Seokmin wakes up before he can even answer.

    OR: Seokmin dreams of Joshua night after night, each dream peeling back another layer of his heart until he realizes he’s fallen far deeper than he ever meant to.

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    English
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    1/1
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    2
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    65
    Bookmarks:
    11
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    608
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    With every scroll through Seokmin’s feed; Joshua felt himself fall through a rabbit hole he never knew existed or knew he needed. He had been captivated by Seokmin’s handsomeness almost immediately, and he couldn’t stop himself from admiring him through photos.

    Joshua scrolled longer than he meant to. He had scrolled so far down through Seokmin’s feed that he had reached the very first post Seokmin had created almost two years ago. But could you really blame him? The man was ethereal!

    OR: It started with a comment. Then a profile. Then a message sent a little too late at night. Curiosity might have killed the cat when Joshua realizes he might be falling for someone he’s never even met—through a screen, of all things.

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    1
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    41
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    3
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    “Take me home,” Seokmin said quietly.

    Joshua raised an eyebrow. “You literally just drove me home.”

    “You know what I mean.”

    Joshua hesitated because of course, he knew what he meant and God. This was the damn problem.

    OR: Joshua and Seokmin have been broken up for four months. Fortunately, neither of them have ever been very good at staying away from each other.

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    1/1
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    35
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    6
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    411
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    He would later realize that the unpleasant sensation was not morbid or distracting, but something sweeter, warmer, exciting.

    Good God. He hadn’t realized then that it would come back and bite him in the ass.

    That unpleasant feeling would soon resurface from the depths of his mind. It would break free from its chains and engulf him with its pain, affability, and delicateness.

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    OR in which Michael Kaiser hasn’t thought about Isagi Yoichi in months—until a stupid song in a stupid advertisement ruins everything, unleashing the underlying emotions and unsaid thoughts he had fought so hard to suppress after Yoichi.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    39
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    406
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    xxx-xxx-xxxx
    heyyy so i’ve heard you’re like extremely smart so i was just wondering if you could help me with the first problem on the math assignment?????

    zhongli
    Sorry, who’s this?

    xxx-xxx-xxxx
    oh cmon no need to be so cold 😅

    zhongli
    I’m not? Who is this?

    xxx-xxx-xxxx
    ajax from math?????

    zhongli
    I’m sorry that doesn’t ring a bell.

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    OR in which Ajax is failing his math class. Zhongli, a math lover, tutors. All is fair in love and trigonometry.

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    1/1
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    142
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    21
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    1,184
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    Skirk sighed. She already felt the responsibility of teaching this young child the tricks and works of band. falling onto her shoulders. “Well,” she said dryly. “You’ll learn how to.”

    His eyes lit up like a kid opening their presents on Christmas day. “Really?”

    “Yes. This is my section. Pay attention and don’t fall behind.”

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    OR in which Skirk is a senior, band member, and she unknowingly adopts Ajax, a freshman who stumbles into her section.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    25
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    2
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    194
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    Blowing up happened rather quickly. He still remembers playing a song for a person who wasn’t in his life anymore, in his childhood room with his guitar. Unintentionally, he had posted the video on his social media account and the next morning he was a hit.

    Safe to say, that person didn’t see it. Thankfully. He’d rather die than let him of all people know how he truly felt after their breakup. Again, hypocritical, since everyone that listens to his music now knows his true feelings on the situation. Everyone except for him.

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    31
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    224
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    “Yes. I’ll go on a date with you. I expect every serious step in courtship.” Kim Dokja speaks up after a moment, hand in his hair, and a giddy smile forming.

    “Of course. I wouldn’t want to mess it up after six years.” Yoo Joonghyuk replies after. Kim Dokja can hear the slight cheer in his voice when he says it. He knows he’s aware of their dancing around and he knows he means it.

    At least now he knows he shouldn’t let go before actually trying. He also shouldn't make promises he knows he can’t keep.

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    OR in which Kim Dokja is over Yoo Joonghyuk and promises to let go of him. He definitely doesn’t stalk his socials, or still calls, or still answers, or watches his streams. No. He definitely doesn’t do that.

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    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    284
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    2,229
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    “Don’t keep him waiting. Reply,” Signora said, a knowing smile spreading on her face.

    (Little did he know, hitting send on that next message would bring way more trouble than he bargained for.)

    OR in which Childe has a complicated relationship with Zhongli for six months.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    25
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    771
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    Kim Dokja looked back at where Lee Hyunsung was and finally saw the guy he was talking to. His eyes widened slightly after he recognized his face. It was the boy from the library; since when were they friends?

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    OR in which Kim Dokja is a good friend and tries to help Han Sooyoung get with the guy she’s head over heels in love with. Kim Dokja never expected to find love himself. The only problem? There’s been a mixup.

    Language:
    English
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    20,171
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    129
    Bookmarks:
    22
    Hits:
    1,874
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    Kim Dokja

    How rude
    You need to think about all your fans
    Not just me

    Yoo Joonghyuk

    How couldn’t I think of you

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    OR in which Kim Dokja is an idiot who stares from afar and pines for a certain pro gamer.

    Language:
    English
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    2,038
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    503
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    2,996
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    But it’s all good, he’ll always be Zhongli’s.

    That’s what matters no?

    He is not a phase.

    He will always be here.

    -

    OR in which Childe can’t let go of the past and will forever cling onto a slip of hope.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    780
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    394
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    “What are you laughing at?” Yoo Joonghyuk looks at him with a puzzled expression. Even now, he wants to kiss that face of his.

    “I finally figured it out.” Kim Dokja brought a hand up to his mouth and continued to chuckle lightly at his revelation.

    “Joonghyuk-ah, I love you.” He said in between giggles.

    OR in which Kim Dokja is an oblivious fool who cannot accept his own feelings for a certain regressor until he does.

    Language:
    English
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    2,569
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    313
    Bookmarks:
    29
    Hits:
    2,398
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    “Well, I’m Kim Dokja. It’s a pleasure to meet you, Yoo Joonghyuk.”

    “As it is mine.”

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    OR in which Kim Dokja is helplessly in love with Yoo Joonghyuk and never seemed to realize. Yet, who can blame him? Loving someone through a screen can be quiet difficult to manage at times.

    Language:
    English
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    2,686
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    568
    Bookmarks:
    45
    Hits:
    3,416
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    childe : zhongli i like you and not just in a friendly way i like like you like romantically and i know you don’t feel the same way bc you have a bf and i totally understand if you don’t want to be friends anymore after this i wouldn’t blame you i just needed to get this off my chest bc lately its been suffocating me and so um yeah i like you

    seen

    -

    OR where two love struck, oblivious fools don’t know what communication means. Which leads to misunderstandings but the good kind, the kind that bring newfound love and happiness to your life.

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    English
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    4,436
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    173
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    1,327
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    He needed to get his previous love out of his mind.

    What a better way to forget an old love with a new one?

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,287
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    18
    Hits:
    706
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    The last day of school.

    Thank fucking god.

    He couldn’t stand another second in that hell.

    Childe cried when he saw his friends. He saw Ganyu and Hu Tao and it made him start crying.

    One person was missing.

    That made him cry harder.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,598
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    46
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    960
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    He doesn’t know if he should be proud once they heal to resemble that he won the war or be sad because they will never heal and scar.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,098
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    14
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
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