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- ENHYPEN (Band) (1)
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Everyone has an image in their head of their perfect self, and that embodiment doesn't have any flaws, never asks for help, doesn't make any mistakes, and certainty doesn't have any mental health problems because a person like that isn't perfect, and that's what everyone wants, right? To be perfect? But nobody’s perfect. In the world’s eyes Nishimura Riki is one of the many people who is the embodiment of perfection; he’s talented, has a pretty face, always had good grades in school, always smiles, and is a funny guy. Everyone has such high expectations for him, and he is focused on living up to them, but living up to people’s expectations can be draining, and Riki is no different. But he knows how to handle himself; he had to work in such an unforgiving industry as he did. So when Riki finds himself struggling, he tries to fix it himself because he’s the light of Enhypen, and he can't fail them or the world when everyone is expecting so much of him.
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22 Mar 2026
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Just a bunch of Jungwon having an eating disorder. Parts one and two are the main story. Parts 3 - 5 just dive a bit deeper into each members’ perspective of discovering Jungwon’s issues. 6 on are either additional parts of the main plot or just drabbles that have something to do with the rest of the parts but really don’t contribute much.
Contains graphic mentions of purging and a restrictive eating disorder. As well as some mentions of a binge eating disorder and hospitalization.
I promise the next parts are coming soon, just haven't had a lot of time to write and ideas for things are evading me :/ i've been writing a lot of parts just none have been finished, ill write them and get them out as soon as i can i promise <3
(ON HOLD AS OF 1/23/23, i know some of you have been waiting on updates for a while, and i promise they're coming. I just wont be able to write for a while, information as to why in the series notes as i'm out of characters here.)
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22 Mar 2026
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"Put your gun away, he wouldn't shoot a defenceless little girl," he says, then looks down at her. "Actually... you're kind of mean-lookin'... and just generally mean."
"Generally mean? Fuck you, man."
"Point proven."
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Kiyoko Kojima hates everyone, and almost found herself coming to terms with the end of the world—that is until she found herself trapped with a dangerous group of survivors on a dairy farm, soon realising she doesn’t feel as guilty as she thought she would when killing.
Is she surviving, or just cruel?
[ clementine x oc ]
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22 Mar 2026
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HIRAETH
(n.) a homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past.Jay had asked: "Niki-ah, why not come with me?"
Flights were grounded indefinitely, snapping the fragile thread that connected him to home. There was no return ticket to Japan, no chance to visit his family or even perform for fans in person.
Maybe that was why Niki had accepted.
It would be the first New Year's he didn't spend with his family.
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18 Mar 2026
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Heeseung no longer speaks and the members don't know why.
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- Part 23 of ENHYPEN: Bits and Pieces