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22 Mar 2026
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Just a bunch of Jungwon having an eating disorder. Parts one and two are the main story. Parts 3 - 5 just dive a bit deeper into each members’ perspective of discovering Jungwon’s issues. 6 on are either additional parts of the main plot or just drabbles that have something to do with the rest of the parts but really don’t contribute much.
Contains graphic mentions of purging and a restrictive eating disorder. As well as some mentions of a binge eating disorder and hospitalization.
I promise the next parts are coming soon, just haven't had a lot of time to write and ideas for things are evading me :/ i've been writing a lot of parts just none have been finished, ill write them and get them out as soon as i can i promise <3
(ON HOLD AS OF 1/23/23, i know some of you have been waiting on updates for a while, and i promise they're coming. I just wont be able to write for a while, information as to why in the series notes as i'm out of characters here.)
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Bookmarked by cinnabells
22 Mar 2026
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"Put your gun away, he wouldn't shoot a defenceless little girl," he says, then looks down at her. "Actually... you're kind of mean-lookin'... and just generally mean."
"Generally mean? Fuck you, man."
"Point proven."
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Kiyoko Kojima hates everyone, and almost found herself coming to terms with the end of the world—that is until she found herself trapped with a dangerous group of survivors on a dairy farm, soon realising she doesn’t feel as guilty as she thought she would when killing.
Is she surviving, or just cruel?
[ clementine x oc ]
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Bookmarked by cinnabells
22 Mar 2026
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HIRAETH
(n.) a homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past.Jay had asked: "Niki-ah, why not come with me?"
Flights were grounded indefinitely, snapping the fragile thread that connected him to home. There was no return ticket to Japan, no chance to visit his family or even perform for fans in person.
Maybe that was why Niki had accepted.
It would be the first New Year's he didn't spend with his family.
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18 Mar 2026
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Heeseung no longer speaks and the members don't know why.
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- Part 23 of ENHYPEN: Bits and Pieces
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Seven broken boys. One summer. One place they never chose. And three months to figure out how to live with things they never asked for.
They meet inside the walls of a psychiatric recovery program, each carrying secrets, problems too heavy for their age. Some here because they broke. Some because they were caught. Some because someone finally noticed.
Strangers. Until they're not.
Each day forces them on confronting a painful truth they've been running from.
They'll have to face not just their own demons, but each other's as well. the ones they've kept hidden from everyone. if they want to find any chance of healing
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02 Nov 2025
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something in the moonlight by yeonsiieunn
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
15 Apr 2025
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"I can't stop you from trying to protect me. It's in your nature, and it's in mine too,” Sieun explains, “You're the unstoppable force and I'm the immovable object. We're going to keep doing this dance until one of us gets killed."
Or, Suho is awake but at what cost?
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Bookmarked by cinnabells
04 Jun 2025
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After another successful comeback , Ni-ki got an invitation from his former mentor for a late night hang out.His members had insist him not to go but he didn't listen to them at all.
Until it turned into a nightmare ,
Will he able to escape - if he did how will he continue with his life after the traumatic incident
TW!:pedophilia
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27 May 2025
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A long marauders’ era story following multiple povs through the years of Hogwarts up until the beginning of the second war. A story of friendship, love, loss, and coming back together which mostly follows canon. This story has a lot of love in it, but a lot of pain as well — don’t read expecting an easy happy ending, it’s compliant after all.
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- Part 1 of Few and Far Between
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Bookmarked by cinnabells
04 Apr 2025
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Skzoo Crossing: New Horizons by ChiaToma
Fandoms: どうぶつの森 | Animal Crossing Series, Stray Kids (Band), skzoo - Fandom
15 Feb 2026
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The Animal Crossing New Horizons x Skzoo Characters crossover that no one actually requested but I'm doing anyway
Expect too much fluff, cuteness and randomness with the Stray Kids boys as their Skzoo characters running around on their own Island - when they all eventually get there.
Bookmarked by cinnabells
24 Mar 2025
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An insecure and sick Niki tries to rough it out on his own...when that doesn't turn out as planned, it's hyungs to the rescue.
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17 Feb 2025
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Breakdowns by RayByAnotherName
Fandom A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, House of the Dragon (TV)
25 Oct 2024
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Short one-shots in which various characters have a breakdown in front of someone they shouldn't and the Dance is inadvertently avoided by the Power of Communication (and occassionally dragon fire).
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Bookmarked by cinnabells
18 Jan 2025
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Riki couldn’t even describe the exhaustion he felt.
It felt bone-deep, aching. Like it was repeatedly clawing at him.
He could feel it in each creak of his joints, and the aches in his muscles, his body completely strained and fighting to just stay upright.
He could feel his skin ripping apart, blood seeping out the countless cuts on the back of his hands, mixing with the flaky, dead skin.
The stinging in the back of his hands seemed unbearable at this point. It felt like it was going deep into his skin, a buzz in his hands that never seemed to go away and only got worse as the weather got colder.
He brought his hands up to look at the back of them. He could see the numerous cuts on them; some being ripped open and showing the red beneath his skin, while some just looked like his skin trying its best to be held together.
They were trembling as he continued looking, dragging a finger over his right hand to feel the rough texture beneath it.
God.
What the hell was wrong with him?
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tags will be updated as story progresses
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- Part 2 of are we too young for this?
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22 Dec 2024
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"Depression is a painfully slow, crashing death. Mania is the other extreme, a wild roller coaster run off its tracks" - unknown
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He didn't want to get out of bed The thought of moving, of facing the day, seemed impossible. As the realization set in, tears filled his eyes. No. Not again. He couldn't go through this again. He had been stable for so long, and now this. He bit his lip, his chest tightening with the overwhelming sense of dread. He didn't want to slip back into that darkness.
He couldn't.
!reupload!Bookmarked by cinnabells
07 Dec 2024
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“I'm not..." Niki paused, struggling to find the words, "I'm not a joke." His words hung heavy in the air, releasing all the stress he's been feeling around being tease upon acting younger sometimes, which were desperate attempts to hang on to the last bits of his youth that he could.
Jungwon’s hand cupped Niki’s face lovingly, his empathetic expression meeting Niki’s trembling eyes and lips. “I know,” he sighed. “You’re not a joke.” He whispered softly, his fingers brushing through Niki's hair.
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"I know it's not fair," Jungwon whispered, his voice wavering. “I’m sorry they don’t understand…”
Jungwon continued to hold Niki close, and in a moment of reflex, he gently cupped Niki's face and pressed a soft kiss to his lips...
Bookmarked by cinnabells
02 Dec 2024
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And suddenly, the words "just keep smiling" came out of Sunoo's mouth, which was weird because his smile was all he had, all he was, and all he would ever be.
or, Sunoo, as the group’s sunshine, always keeps up a smile on his face—but at what cost?
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- Part 11 of sunshots ☀︎
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01 Dec 2024
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He wanted to scream, to beg, to call for help, but the words stuck in his throat, choked by the overwhelming pressure to comply, to be perfect, not to let his band down. His fingers twitched over his phone, wishing, praying to a god he didn’t believe in, that one of the boys would somehow know he needed them, that they would burst through the door and pull him out of this nightmare.
But no one came.
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or, felix is forced into a deal he never wanted to be a part of
Bookmarked by cinnabells
30 Nov 2024
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enhypen has their first ever video fancall with english speaking engenes.
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sunghoons staff isnt there to translate what engenes will say. sunghoon is helpless.
Bookmarked by cinnabells
30 Nov 2024
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Come Home, 'Cause I've Been Waiting for You for So Long by depremonkey
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
26 Aug 2023
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Seungmin can’t sleep. It’s not uncommon these days.
Chan has been staying later at the studio every day and Seungmin doesn’t like it. Changbin and Jisung always come back with the others, so why won’t Chan?
Or, Seungmin can't sleep when Chan isn't home.
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- Part 5 of Kim Seungmin-centric
Bookmarked by cinnabells
30 Nov 2024