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    The grief of it sometimes eats him alive.

    Wei Wuxian would never admit it to anyone but Wen Qing— which is just as well, since she was the one who carved out his Golden Core with steady hands and placed it where it would do the most good. For his brother to gain a life, in exchange for his own.

    And yet, he is alive, and the mourning lingers.

    Perhaps that’s why, after months of research and half-baked theories, Wei Wuxian finds it quite convenient that the most viable way to rebuild his Golden Core comes down to this:

    “Oh, heavens,” Wen Qing mutters, pressing her fingers to her temples. "We need a man.”

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    To the Esteemed Sects of the Cultivation World,

    The Yunmeng Jiang Sect, on behalf of our beloved brother Wei Wuxian, issues a most sincere request: a suitable husband, possessing an impeccable Golden Core, abundant Yang energy, and exceptional cultivation prowess, as to aid in his restoration to the righteous path of the sword.

    Lotus Pier will open its gates on the first day of Mèngchūn to welcome any honorable Young Master willing to answer this call. Your presence would be met with the utmost gratitude.

    With warm regards,

    Yunmeng Jiang Sect.

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    17 Jun 2025

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    “Getting rusty, hyung.” Hyunjin smirked as he flicked the knife between his fingers, tilting his head with a pout.

    He couldn’t snap the switchblade back to its open position before Chan had his hand around his neck. Hyunjin’s head slammed into the door and Chan’s fingers tightened as he stepped into the space, his chest rising and falling with calculated calm. Hyunjin just laughed, rolling his shoulders against the restraint.

    Finally.


    OR: SKZ are mercs-for-hire and Hyunjin loves the fact he dances so intimately with death for his day job.

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    11 Aug 2024

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    “you’re- you’ll die, jisung,” felix whispers as if he’s afraid to speak the word any louder, as if he’ll speak it true. “if you stay here-“ he pauses to sniffle, “-you’ll- you’re ill.” and jisung gets it. he knows what felix means; he’s ill on the outside but on the inside too. he’s deteriorating, wasting away in a heap of grime, sweat, tears, blood. he can feel the way his body has made an imprint on the bed, sinking deeper and deeper into the crevice until he feels claustrophobic with it. until everything encompasses him, trapping him in a pit of his own filth and despair.

     

    “i can’t let that happen.”

    they’re both just a little fucked up. both on imperfect, improper paths with no real intention of helping the other get better but no intention to make the other worse either.

    a solid middle ground. a push and pull force.

    maybe this is what makes jisung and felix work. maybe this is the reason they shouldn’t.

    maybe this is reason to get better.

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    14 Apr 2024

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    Where Felix and his Landlord *talk* about his rent situation.

    Based on the request from my retrospring: Felix with boobs and pussy getting fucked by his old landlord?

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    25 Dec 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 77

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    Felix and Jisung had been planning this for a while. There’s been a lot of conversations, going over limits and safe words and making sure that everyone’s on the same page. Now, Felix is bent over the kitchen table, ankles tied to different legs leaving him spread open. His wrists are tied behind his back and a ball gag is in Felix’s mouth. He’s bent over the table in such away that makes both his ass and genitals and his mouth open for use. While everyone’s still asleep, Jisung had taken marker and started to write on Felix now that he was tied up.

    Slut.

    Use me.

    Fuck me.

    Cum dump.

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    25 Nov 2023