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    Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.

    She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.

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    Or, what happens if Grigori Rozanov isn't that sick during the Winter Olympics and takes out his anger on Ilya in the worst way? What if Svetlana calls Shane for help . . . and where do any of them go from here?

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    23 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    An untranslatable Russian word - Vladimir Nabokov describes it best: "No single word in English renders all the shades of toska. At its deepest and most painful, it is a sensation of great spiritual anguish, often without any specific cause. At less morbid levels it is a dull ache of the soul, a longing with nothing to long for, a sick pinning, a vague restlessness, mental throes, yearning. In particular cases it may be the desire for somebody or something specific, nostalgia, love-sickness. At the lowest level it grades into ennui boredom."

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    Irina Rozanov missed Russia. The cold bit her skin with an addicting kind of pain, one that was dulled by cigarettes and sharpened again with hunger pains as her father, Andrei Rozanov, again lost his money to coke. Canada was fine, it was cold, but a different kind of cold, one that didn't bite as hard. Her Uncles Shane and Ilya were always kind and made sure there was food on the table for her after her dreaded Hockey practice with that bitch Ruby Pike. Irina was grateful, but she wished she was happier.

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    20 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    One year after being married and being on the Ottawa Centaurs, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov start couples therapy. They begin talking about the impact of hockey on their relationship, goals for a family, and dredging up hurts from their past. POV is from the therapist.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Katerina, Ilya’s niece, assuming she was born in 2010, applies for college in Canada. A story of reconnection. I always want to heal Ilya in any fic. Both of them deserve the world.

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    “Hello,” she answered the phone.

    “Hello, I am looking for Miss Rozanova,” a man’s voice replied.

    “This is she.”

    “Aa, Miss Rozanova, I am very sorry for your loss. My name is Mr. Aliev. I am contacting you regarding the payments of your high school. We require proof of the new school year to proceed with payments.”

    “I’m sorry, I don’t understand what you mean,” she replied, confused.

    “I am sorry, Miss. Are you aware of your personal school funds? I have been communicating with your mother, god rest her soul, up to this point. I assumed you knew. Your uncle Ilya Rozanov has created a trust fund to ensure your schooling and your wellbeing, provided any expense is justified, under the aforementioned conditions,” the voice stopped, expecting an answer back.

    She knew she had an uncle; he had moved to Canada to play hockey. No one in her family talked about him.

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    01 Feb 2026

  5. Rec *

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    When Ilya and Shane decide that they want to start a family, the universe seems to listen.

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    31 Jan 2026