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    For over fifteen years, a strict performance diet has worked for Shane. It lets him play hockey - really good hockey - and it lets him control something in his life, which usually feels so out of his control.

    After a season-ending injury takes Shane off the ice, though, the people he loves start to suspect something might be wrong.

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    Rachel Reid said she didn't think Shane has an eating disorder, and we took that personally.

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    It's weird that it's happened twice

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    the two greatest tragedies of RQG are the following:

    1) the passage of time

    2) it's almost impossible grizzop & zolf and sasha & cel will ever get to meet

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    Shane and Ilya had mutually agreed to keep their whatever-they’re-doing out of Sochi. It was an easy decision to make: this was bigger than any MLH rivalry and definitely bigger than a few hotel hook-ups. There was no room for distractions, not with Olympic gold on the line.

    So it’d be really fucking great if their daemons could get on the same page and stop trying to cause an international fucking incident.

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    20 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    "There must be something deeply wrong with his mind if he loves someone like me," he thought, angling his head towards Ilya's hands, yearning for his warmth, yearning for his touch. "I'm sorry for waking you up," Ilya whispered, "I had some pelmeni in the freezer that I wanted to have for dinner and now I can't find them anymore. Did you eat them, my angel?" "My angel," Shane thought, closing his eyes and relishing in the feeling of Ilya petting the side of his face, "He's calling me his angel."

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    When Ilya wakes Shane up in the middle of the night to get a kebab, the carefully constructed walls around Shane's relationship with food start to collapse. Underneath the weight of Shane's unadressed issues and Ilya's childhood, their relationship and Shane's body and mind are threatening to collapse. But after all, they love each other.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    The photos leak on a Wednesday. Ilya sets his life and career on fire on Sunday, mostly out of spite. On Monday, he is the first out queer player in the NHL.

    Nobody handles the ensuing circus well, least of all Scott Hunter.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    In late 2012 when Shane has a meltdown and frantically tells them to call Lily, for the first time Yuna’s ever witnessed, Shane is coaxed out of one of them instead of just suffering through until the exhaustion wins out instead—and all by some mysterious, apparently very well attuned to Shane, 'Lily'.

    She hadn’t meant to see the number before she’d pressed it and fumbled the phone up to Shane’s ear. It was simply a byproduct of the situation, something Shane had asked for her to do.

    …Memorizing it and then texting that number to thank Lily for their help was not something she’d been asked to do. But she worries so much about Shane, and Lily is a reassurance. Not a pry for details but the simple, verifiable confirmation: he’s okay.

    Lily, on the other hand, very much enjoys being able to make oddly specific 'your mother' jokes to Shane much more often now. (And maybe the whole family piece of it, too.)

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    09 Mar 2026

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    NSFW Shane/Ilya art

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    22 Feb 2026