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  1. Public Bookmark 57

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    “Fair enough,” Hennessy said, her tone ambivalent and pragmatic. “It probably wouldn’t do you much good, anyway. If God was going to grant you the serenity to accept the things you can’t change, He’d have done it by now.”
    Ronan rolled his eyes. His stomach hurt. He draped his wrist over the steering wheel and said in a low voice, “I don’t think God plans to grant me anything.”
    Hennessy settled a hand atop his on the gear shift. Softly, she said, “Ronan. That is such bullshit.”

    or: ronan plans his wedding, breaks a bad habit, and goes to confession.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    “He held Adam’s gaze for a long moment. It was almost intimidating, to be subject to such thorough and careful affection. In the past he might have worried that he would fail to measure up, or that Adam would inevitably stumble across something so enormous and so ugly that he would turn and run. There was discomfort in being drawn out of the shadows; there was a reward in being laid bare by love.”

  2. Public Bookmark 78

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    "Relax, I just noticed."
    "And brought it up," Adam said.
    "Do you think I fucking care if you can't swim?" Ronan blew a ragged sigh. "It just surprised me. Jesus fuck."

    or: In the month of September, Adam and Ronan bury a body. Adam learns how to swim. Ronan performs a baptism.

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    22 Sep 2025

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    Adam had often worried that he'd never feel clean again. He worried more often that he'd never been clean to begin with, and that there was no hope of regaining something that didn't run in his blood. He'd glimpsed the baptismal font at one point or another, ushering Ronan inside St. Agnes after school, in the middle of the night, and from his apartment window he'd observed the comings and goings of parishioners on their way to be baptized. Adam had watched adults, sticky in the summer heat, try to pretend they weren't disappointed afterwards, untouched by spiritual upheaval; he'd watched young children who had no desire to be there, hair still dripping wet, play on their phones; he'd seen babies in white gowns wail as they were carried from the church, ignorant of the meaning, unaware of eternal damnation and how they'd been spared. Everything was misery dressed in its Sunday best.

    When Ronan held Adam under the water, it hadn't felt like that. It hadn't been miserable.

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    BMW groaned—raw, deep voice, insulting the entire lineage of Tow Guy now—and fisted his hands in his curls. The shirt rode up some more. The tattoo curled into the dimples on the small of his back.

    Adam was early, Adam was bored. Mostly, Adam wanted to fuck him stupid.

    Adam Parrish is a hotshot criminal defense lawyer. Ronan Lynch gets his car towed.

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    04 Sep 2025

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    holy shit

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    "I like it," Adam said. He threaded his hand through Ronan's hair. Once he had a good grip, he tugged.

    Ronan lurched in Adam's lap, eyes closing as his head tipped back. "Fuck."

    He watched Ronan's face pinken, nearly as pink as his mouth. Adam could only think of Ronan's clothes coming off, the rest of his body turning that same shade. A grin spread across his face.

    "I really like it," he said.

    or: After stopping the apocalypse, Ronan and Adam spend the night in Boston. Adam discovers that Ronan's hair grew while he slept. They make up for lost time.

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    16 Jul 2025

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    He wanted to go home. Not necessarily to the Barns, not necessarily to Henrietta. He was home right now, and he wanted to stay—wherever that home ended up tomorrow.

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    Adam has a weird flight home.

     

    This doesn't stand alone--read Ronan's POV first.

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    08 Jun 2025

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    “It was like this the first time he picked up a scalpel, the first time he met Blue. Every now and then it’s like this, in his life: something fits in his hand precisely; some tug behind the eyes pulls him to the door where he’ll find a book or a ticket or a job he needs; a certain brightness hangs around people who will be useful, or beloved. He’s getting faster at allowing it.“