deathlessaphrodite



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    all my fics about Ronan grieving from Adam's perspective in one easy to reach hurt/comfort grab bag. title for the series comes from Eric Larocca's poem "things have gotten worse since we last spoke".

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    “I was thinking of you,” Shane gasped. “Always you. Since… since Vegas. When you said… you wanted to watch.”

    A slow, predatory smile touched Ilya’s lips. “And I am watching now. Are you going to be good for me?"

    (or, Ilya walks in on Shane fingering himself and calling his name)

    Tag to be covered: Shane Hollander Likes To Be Called "Good Boy"

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    09 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 89

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    In a hotel room in Montreal, Ilya Rozanov accidentally learns something new about Shane Hollander.

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    05 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    “Remember, the only way you’re coming is on my cock. I’m not going to touch you. And you are going to keep your hands to yourself.” Jesper strokes Wylan's heated cheek tenderly. “Do you think you can do that?”

    It’s the same rules as last night. And the night before that. Possibly tomorrow night too. Until Wylan comes untouched or shouts the one word that ends this whole game.

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    16 Dec 2025

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    Or, Five (5) Times Kaz Asked Wylan to Make a Bomb and How This Resulted in Wylan Obtaining One (1) Boyfriend

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    Wylan knew all too well how to play with fire—as a chemist, as a tanner’s apprentice, as his father’s son, he had to be familiar with it—but this was a new kind of risk, leaving his heart exposed on the damp cobblestones to be stomped on. It was idiotic, he knew, to intentionally let himself be wounded in the Barrel. Things tended to get infected here, and people preyed on weakness like sharks.

    But he had been alone, been lonely, for so many years, long before he’d emerged from a freezing canal and found himself at the bottom of the Barrel. He needed this, and even if it was going to burn him, even if it was a poorly constructed bomb just waiting to implode, Wylan found that he didn’t much care.

    At least he’d have been warm and wanted for one night in his miserable, saintsforsaken life.

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    30 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 80

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    Cassandra receives word that abominations have started appearing in Kirkwall and travels there to assist. Of course, being in Kirkwall means seeing an exasperating dwarf who seems to live and breathe the place.

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    05 Jul 2024