despairpilled
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- Homestuck (3)
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"Tomorrow it will be 10 years since you've met him, then it will be 7 years since you got together, it was honestly a really good coincidence to happen, you got together on the day you met. Crazy right?"
Dave Strider thinks about his relationship with Karkat Vantas, and the plans they have for Dave's favorite day, Tomorrow.
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I'm down pounding my head, against the kitchen floor by despairpilled
Fandoms: Homestuck
05 Apr 2026
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Dave has a nightmare, Karkat helps him
I'm in the car writing this on a phone so this is ass okay? Thank you
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Humanstuck!Davekat in which Dave and karkat (Karkom) are childhood friends turned to lovers. Inspired by Dandelion Boy by YourOnlySenpai ! I recommend reading that if you haven't U_U
Elizabeth Strider is a "confused" girl who's too quiet all the time, Kitrit Vardinon is also a "confused girl" who's too loud all the time. They soon become friends, and even more over the next couple of years
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“Hm?” Komaeda wonders, noticing Hajime’s barely-stifled smirk. He pauses his work momentarily, a pile of books still in hand while his head tips a tiny bit, wide green eyes latching onto Hajime. Komaeda’s brow furrows the tiniest bit while he stares, and there’s something almost enchanting the way he looks-
Nope. Asshole. Remember?
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a silly oneshot where hinata and komaeda act like nerds about books and also maybe kiss and stuff i don’t knoww keke.
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- Part 2 of a literature nerd's komahina collection
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12 Jul 2026
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the inherent temptation of naps by dearlorditsthedeerlord (MasukisJacket)
Fandoms: Dangan Ronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc
10 Apr 2025
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He yawns while wiping down their desk.
Kiyotaka Ishimaru. Yawning. In the middle of the day. After getting a more than sufficient amount of sleep.
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07 Jul 2026
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“Hey Dave?” You rest your arm at your side, his hand finds yours and he entwines his fingers with yours. His ring clinks against your ring and it makes your heart skip a beat to think about it.
He looks at you, blinking sleepily, “Yes Karkat?”
“I love you.”
He laughs softly, a beautiful sound to your ears, “I love you too, Kar.”
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25 Jun 2026
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Dave finds a diary ans starts writing about his upcoming wedding with Karkat.
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08 Jun 2026
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come to me with your sorrows always i will hold you close and never let go again by photosynthetic_enby
Fandoms: Homestuck
22 Nov 2025
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“Dirk…” is about as far as you get. He huddles somehow even further into himself and your heart breaks. You take a deep, shaky breath, willing any words to leave your lungs.
You try again. “You know you can tell me anything, right?”
You hear him take in his own shaking breath, his head curled into his own shoulder, his knees drawn up to his chest. He nods slowly without lifting his head. You want so badly to do something, to take his pain away, but you still don't even know what's wrong. And so, all you can do is keep your hands to your chest as you wait.
Finally he lifts his head. He slides his feet down the mattress, no longer curling so completely in on himself. His knees still sit slightly bent in front of him, his hands on his shins holding them in place as if to curl up again at a moment's notice. He angles his head toward you, but with how close he is you can see his eyes focused on the sheets below rather than your own. His voice is quiet but steady when he speaks.
“I was going to kill myself.”
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Dave wakes up to his stoic sixteen year old son standing in his doorway, voice breaking as he asks to sleep in his bed tonight. And he knows something is wrong.