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“You used to fuck me” Bucky said.
The common area quieted down. Everybody was looking at him.
“Jesus fucking Christ” Stark said.
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Bucky remembers him and Steve having sex, but isn't sure it was consensual.
Everybody's in distress.
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Billy has troubles expressing his feelings during sex and Eddie has a potential solution. But first, they have to talk. Can you see what an issue? Thank god for Steve.
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Eddie sees a lot of things, through his kitchen’s window when doing his bi-monthly dishes, lazing on the porch with a blunt in his hand, or writing, with a notebook propped up on the windowsill in his own bedroom. Sometimes, these things are Billy Hargrove freshly resurected, or out of coma, or whatever, aggresivelly dropping of suspicious amounts of cash at his step-mother’s porch.
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In hindsight, it was kinda obvious. The constant “business trips”, never-ending stream of “high-society parties”, almost fearful respect all their supposed co-workers were showing, the ambiguity of what, exactly, they were doing for living… Steve’s parents were mafia.
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Steve Harrington is just standing here, like he’s not the one who fucking hit a human with a nailed bat in the head, like it was nothing, like Neil isn’t laying on the ground with a crushed skull, oh God, is this some cruel fucking joke, why is this the time for his prayers to be listened to, why couldn’t it be when he was fucking nine and fucking praying for his daddy to stop hitting him?
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In which Steve is way too blasé about murder and Billy's in near-constant state of panic.
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Dick Harrington Doesn't Know What He's Doing by desperat
Fandom Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Nov 2020
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it's not gay if it's ur bro! by persimmon_tea
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Apr 2026
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cens and censibility @ottawagirly
is there a reason why 8 million different hockey players have decided to post pics of themselves kissing each other with tongue or????????Or, Hayden Pike is freaking out after accidentally posting a video of Shane and Ilya making out on his fanmail. Luckily, he has a groupchat of hockey players determined to help them play it off. The internet is mostly just confused?
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26 Apr 2026
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#FREELILY (shane hollander vs hockeytwitter) by persimmon_tea
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Apr 2026
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caoilfhionn✨@hollanderbackgirl
Replying to @shanehollandersthong
bro if I had a nickel every time shane hollander was cancelled online because his weird ass texts with lily were leaked i’d have two nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twiceShane Hollander likes to think he keeps his image pretty clean. Social media loves finding reasons to disagree.
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26 Apr 2026
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There are fewer pillows, now that Ilya sometimes spends the night. You don’t even like those ones, Ilya had said. It’s your bed. What is the point, if you do not like it?
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23 Apr 2026
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eleven out of ten by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Apr 2026
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Shane: You know, believe it or not, eating women out actually wasn't my favorite pastime
Ilya: Sure.
Shane: Ilya. I’m GAY
Ilya: Not too gay to eat lots of pussyIn which the women Shane has slept with share their experiences on social media, Shane and Ilya both react totally normally, and Hayden would like some clarity on his best friend's sex life
A sequel to "ten out of ten"
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jj boiziau: ultimate ally (unfortunately) by goldengalaxies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Apr 2026
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JJ
ok why don't you tell me what your type is since the last four men were no goodMon Capitane🫡
I'm just not interested in dating right now!JJ
right but no one said you had to date these guys. just some fun with them😏😏—
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i need someone to take out Boiziau in next game no questions asked(jj tries to matchmake for shane after finding out he’s gay. things unfold. ilya crashes out. jj finds out a little more)
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17 Apr 2026