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when my time comes around, lay me gently in the cold dark earth by What3verdud3
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
20 Jan 2026
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"Do you have any idea what it's like watching you drift further and further from us? Watching you turn yourself into something unrecognizable? Because I do. I've seen demons cling to human faces like masks. I've watched them mimic grief. Fear. Kindness."
"Mira." Zoey warns.
"And lately? When I look at you? I don't see the girl we grew up with and love."
Rumi's hands begin to shake. "...what do you see?" she whispers.
"A demon. I don't trust you. Not with me, not with Zoey, not with yourself. You're no different than any other demon we've come across. No different than Gwi-Ma."
There is a shocked silence.
Rumi face crumples, it reminds them of the way she begged just a few weeks ago. Begged them not to leave her. To love her. Things had been so good, she was selfish to think she could have this. To want this.
Her tone is flat and resigned. "Oh."-------
or Rumi tries to hide her full demon traits after the idol awards to protect Zoey and Mira from her, and out of fear that their new fragile relationship will break under the reveal. Mira lashes out in the worst way possible after she catches Rumi in yet another lie, and angst ensues.
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16 Jun 2026
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“Do you think we'll ever get through to her?”
“Everyone meets their breaking point eventually.” At Zoey's worried frown, Mira’s expression softened. She leaned down to kiss her forehead. “Don't worry, we'll be there to catch her when she falls.”
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Mira's attempt at a spiel about love and friendship and unbreakable bonds turned to ash on her tongue.
“Rumi. Rumi, no.”
Rumi inched closer to the rail.
“Rumi, please don’t.”
Zoey’s foot moved.
Rumi leapt.
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Aka, another version of ‘Mira and Zoey find out about Rumi's patterns in a different way’ but this one's ✨mine✨
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10 Jun 2026
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Rumi hadn’t meant to cause such a scene. She just wasn’t thinking straight.
Celine had told her Zoey and Mira would kill her if they found out what she was, and Rumi had come to the conclusion that she was probably right.
Her plan, as tenuous a description as that word was, was to cut the patterns out. If she could cut out the parts of her that made her dangerous, that made her less than human, that made her so unloveable, maybe she’d stop feeling so fucking guilty every time Mira or Zoey opened up to her.
They loved each other from the start, but it just wasn't that simple.
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- Part 4 of Putting polytrix in the blender
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- English
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- 7/7
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07 Jun 2026
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i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine (then i start crying) by Yannie
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
05 Sep 2025
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Her shoulder burned, and Zoey was being so nice, and she was going to have to throw away her stupid shirt because she’d seen how bloody it was when she checked, and she knew how soft and gentle Mira’s face would be when she fixed up Zoey’s cut, and she couldn’t carry Zoey even though she’d wanted to because it hurt, and she was going to have to sort this out on her own, again, and-
Rumi gets hurt, then gets hurt again.
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- Part 1 of Putting polytrix in the blender
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05 Jun 2026
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A collection of hurt/comfort polytrix fics that are loosely connected but can all be read stand-alone.
I can't stop hurting them. I won't stop hurting them.
Polytrix might not be explicitly mentioned in all of these but as a girl kisser I promise you it's always at the very least implied.
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05 Jun 2026
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“Deep breaths.” Mira said, voice strained but making a solid attempt at soothing.
She was afraid to look up and see them, so instead she looked at the patterns on her hands. Her lungs filled and refilled with air that burned going down. She flexed a hand, digging the sharp points of her claws into her palm experimentally. This was new.
Her fingers were pried back firmly and insistently before she could break the skin.
What if that conversation under the stage had gone slightly differently?
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04 Jun 2026
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Rumi touched her fingers to her ribs. She could feel the heat radiating from her skin, even through her clothes. A distant, miserable part of her said, this is going to hurt.
She pushed her fingers down.
The rib shifted.
The thing about telling one very big lie is that it requires a foundation of hundreds of smaller lies to hold it up, lies such as "I'm fine," and "nothing's broken," and "it doesn't hurt."
Rumi finds this out the hard way.
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01 Jun 2026
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For over 1,500 years, Kara has been exiled on Earth for falling in love, and cursed by Rao and Reign to never be allowed to be with her soulmate. Over and over again, she's sought out or stumbled upon Lena, only to watch her die in an endless cycle of reincarnation.
For centuries, Kara's tried to break the curse laid upon them, with no luck and only fresh heartbreak with each version of her Lena that she loses, except this time she finds the newest reincarnation of Lena in National City, and something's changed. No matter how much distance Kara tried to put between herself and Lena, she always finds herself drawn to her, and Lena can't help but feel like she knows Kara, and sets about unravelling the secrets of her past lives. Except what she finds might be the thing that kills her for good this time.
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- 30/30
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09 May 2026
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Storms we keep by cudama
Fandoms: Life is Strange (Video Games 2015 2017 2024), Life is Strange 2 (Video Game), Life is Strange: True Colors (Video Game), Life is Strange (Comics)
16 Apr 2026
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Six years after Arcadia Bay was lost to the storm, Max Caulfield is piecing her life back together. She’s found solace in Amanda, whose love feels steady and safe, offering Max a chance to finally breathe. But when Chloe Price resurfaces just days after a catastrophic storm strikes Max’s campus, the calm Max has built begins to splinter.
Chloe—cool, magnetic, and haunted by the ghosts of their shared past—pulls Max into a whirlwind of old wounds and unresolved feelings. Together, they navigate the jagged terrain of love, loss, and guilt, where every step threatens to reopen scars long thought healed.
Max thought she’d moved on, but love is never simple, and some storms never truly pass. As past and present collide, Max faces a deeper storm within herself. Has she truly grown beyond the girl who sacrificed everything? Or is she still searching, not for closure, but for who she’s meant to become? And when love and loss demand answers, will she have the strength to weather what comes next?*
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29 Apr 2026
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Chloe Price has a new neighbor.
They get off on the wrong foot immediately.What starts as irritation slowly turns into something else entirely.
Now Chloe isn't sure what she hates more:the fact that her neighbor is the most annoying person in the world,
or the fact that she's falling in love with her.Bookmarked by destinedtofall
18 Apr 2026
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what am i supposed to do, haunted by the ghost of you by ThisWriterD
Fandoms: Life is Strange (Video Games 2015 2017 2024)
02 Mar 2026
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Max made the impossible choice to save Arcadia Bay: she sacrificed the girl she loved. So how, so many years later, is Chloe alive? Max is stunned and anguished as Chloe's resurrection takes her right back to the trauma of that Blackwell bathroom, of forcing herself to listen to her best friend die all over again and doing nothing about it. Because surely, even so many years later, it was never enough time to move on from that.
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Now, after all those years of heartache, grief and pain, Chloe was here? Max barely spoke. She was in shock—one second away from total annihilation. Chloe Price was alive, in her kitchen, making coffee like it was the most normal thing in the world. Pain swept through her like a wave, cresting higher and higher, gathering all that agony for one final flood. Max thought she was keeping it together, but she wasn’t. This was what years and years of suppression, of pain and anguish did to a person.
It simply shattered them.
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11 Apr 2026
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it's you that i hold on to by caulfields
Fandoms: Life is Strange (Video Games 2015 2017 2024 2026)
04 Apr 2026
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She must sound like a broken record, Chloe might be getting sick of her. But even if it puts her at risk of being the world's most pathetic girlfriend ever, Max will continue to say it over and over and over.
"I love you."
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06 Apr 2026
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can see it in your eyes (a spirit i recognize) by ev09
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
11 Jul 2025
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They find each other when they are sixteen.
or, they meet. for real this time.
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19 Mar 2026
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She might be risking everything if she did this. Even if they all survived, she might not have a relationship to come back to. Would they be able to understand that she didn’t want to hurt, didn’t want to die anymore, that she had run out of options? Would they hate her if all she left them with was a grave next to her mothers?
Did it matter if they hated her, as long as they were both alive to do so?
Please forgive me.
She reached within, and started to burn.
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Or - A demon attack leaves Rumi and Zoey stranded in a snowstorm. With her demonic abilities, Rumi is able to keep them warm... at an increasing cost and risk to herself.
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26 Dec 2025
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She wants them.
She wants Mira and Zoey so badly, in whatever way, shape, or form that comes in.
For once in her life, Rumi wants to be selfish.
Or: HUNTR/X works towards sealing the Honmoon and falls in love along the way. Pre-reveal Rumi, hiding both her patterns and her wants, loves her girls in whatever way she can until she's free (whether that means shielding Mira and Zoey in fights or pretending to be something she's not). She just has to hold out until the Honmoon’s golden. Straightforward enough, right?
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25 Sep 2025
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There was the sound of the door shutting. A few footsteps.
“She’s not here?” the voice asked.
Zoey dropped her voice lower, almost conspiratorial. “No. She went out—probably won’t be back for, like… fifteen, twenty minutes.”
A beat of silence. Then a quiet chuckle. “Good. Then I can steal you for a while.”
There was a nervous little hiccup of laughter from Zoey. “Wait—don’t get too close, I’m still live—”
“I’ll stay out of frame,” the voice promised, tone coaxing.
The sound of a hand brushing fabric, then a soft shuffle—the mic catching the rustle as Zoey was pulled slightly sideways. A faint smack of lips meeting. Quick. Too quick to be mistaken.
Chat slowed to a crawl.
[ewhfjdjw;]: ???????
[rumi4lifer]: wait…
[sealoverfour45]: SHE DIDNT MUTE THE MIC OMG
[wispawaymo]: that… that’s not Rumi’s voice???
[qeusopullsafree]: YO WTFFFF
[hollowjars]: no way no way no way
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Zoey forgets to mute and her fans think she's cheating on Rumi but in reality she has another girlfriend (Mira) that they don't know about because she private.
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- 2/2
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15 Sep 2025
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Instead of fleeing when her secret is exposed, Rumi desperately tries to make Zoey and Mira understand. Her frantic pleas only escalate their fear until Zoey accidentally strikes her. The pain triggers Rumi's demonic transformation, where she loses control and attacks the two people she loves most.
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"Here were her two favorite people in the world. The girls who'd cuddled with her on the couch watching heartwarming turtle videos. Who'd always comforted her on bad days. Now they stood before her with weapons drawn.
She could have run. Could have left these girls who'd clearly chosen to stand against her. But she didn't. She desperately wanted to believe she could still convince them."
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15 Sep 2025
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She wished she could be sitting with the girls, eating dinner, laughing and crying about what a mess this day had become.
She wished she could apologize for not being fast enough, press her forehead to the cracked wooden floor and plead for them to forgive her.
The starved animal at her core whined and thrashed.
She wished she could be normal.
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14 Sep 2025
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She is the dog that bites when a hand extends itself to feed, the dog that is wrong down to its very bones, down to the marrow, down to something genetic and intrinsic and unchangeable, the dog they put down to spare it its own misery.
She wishes it were as simple as a matter of guilt. Guilt for hurting them, for hiding, for lying, because maybe she could’ve fixed that, because guilt, at least, would’ve meant that she’s only done something wrong.
Shame is knowing that she is something wrong.
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Rumi doesn’t run when the girls find her backstage.
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12 Sep 2025
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I want to die like a citrus tree (but that's not a milkweed's fate) by ILovedHerAndSometimesSheLovedMeToo
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
17 Oct 2025
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Mira and Zoey don’t know this yet (they will, one day soon, they will), but Rumi died for the first time the Monday after her eleventh birthday.
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Rumi inhaled, the rush of air filling her lungs, inflating that tiny balloon called hope trapped behind her ribs.
“I love you, Celine.”
The words tumbled out of her gracelessly, but so so sweetly. She waited, and all the while, that little balloon grew and grew, the plastic skin of it stretching and thinning with every second before—
“You too,” Celine said back.
‘Pop.’
“Celine,” Rumi tried again, voice shaking as tears she didn’t even know she still had left to shed began to drip down her left cheek. “Celine, I said I love you.”
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If demons (even half-demons) could kill themselves, there probably wouldn't be many left. Rumi doesn't know this, yet. She learns.
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12 Sep 2025