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    “He thinks you like me. ...Do you like me?”
    "...You are difficult to not like. It is very easy to fall for you."

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    Ilya thinks Shane Hollander's boyfriend is an asshole, and he doesn't think that just because he's head over heels in love.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    5 times someone touched Shane Hollander in a way that made Ilya want to burn the place down. 1 time Ilya got to touch him exactly how he wanted.

    Or...

    Shane Hollander is the superstar of one of the most violent, dangerous, and discriminatory contact sports in existence. Hockey is no place for an Omega to stick their nose in. But Shane isn’t ready—and never will be—to let his secret secondary gender limit him.

    Not even for the possessive Alpha who has sworn to keep his secret and share his nest every chance he gets.

    Who, as it happens, is also Ilya Rozanov, his greatest rival.

     

    *Completed*

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Shane impulsively makes a bet with Rose: if he can date a guy for a month longer than his customary one date followed by ghosting them forever, he gets $200; if he can’t, he agrees to let her set him up until he finally finds love. But he has no intention of playing it straight, so the plan—as he conspiratorially tells his best friend Ilya—is to fake date someone and split the money.

    Ilya thinks this is a terrific idea and fully expects Shane to ask him to be his fake boyfriend… except he doesn’t. And Ilya can’t figure out why. Why didn’t Shane choose him, when they both know how effortless it would be to pretend with how close they already are, not to mention how all their friends would instantly believe it? And why does witnessing Shane even just pretend to date someone else feel like actual torture?

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    08 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    AU: McGill student Shane runs into Ilya and Svetlana in Paris for Sveta's 20th birthday. A wild, memorable evening ensues.

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    08 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Three years after walking away from each other, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov accidentally meet again at an airport café.

    They share coffee.

    They share a croissant.

    They pretend they're only two rival hockey players passing the time before their flights.

    They are lying.

    or

    The promised happy ending for the entire LOVE WINS ALL series.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Shane is the first omega to ever join the NHL, and the only way he's allowed to play is by being thoroughly claimed by the team captain every single time before they step onto the ice.
    Things get complicated.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    After a massive hit on the ice, Shane wakes up in the hospital to some life-altering news: he's three months pregnant and the impact almost caused a miscarriage. Now he has to figure out how to save his hockey career while hiding the truth from the love of his life, the father of their child, and his sworn enemy: Ilya Rozanov.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    “So,” Ilya then says, sounding the word out slowly, as if tasting it on his tongue. “You cannot jizz? Like you have… medical issue?”

    Shane huffs, shoulders sagging releasing some of the tension he’d been holding onto tightly there.

    “I… don’t know,” he admits quietly. “I’ve never spoke to a doctor about it, it’s too embarrassing.” He swallows and feels his face get warm again. “I can get close though, and… and I can do other stuff just not, well, that.

    Ilya’s mouth teases a smile. “Other stuff?” He enquires. “You mean… how wet you get?”

    Shane’s jaw almost drops into the bedsheets below him before he’s gathering it back up, blinking rapidly at what Rozanov had just said to him.

    Granted, he’d just walked in on him fucking his own ass with a bright pink dildo, but there was still some margin for a little bit of class, wasn’t there?

    or: shane’s never experienced a real orgasm before and ilya is willing to help him out

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander never gave a shit about motorsports. But then he met Ilya Rozanov.

    And from the moment he first laid eyes on the golden boy of Formula 1, with that glorious crown of curls and those icy blue eyes that shattered every last bit of his self-control, Shane knew he was completely and utterly fucked.

    * * *

    Or, Red Bull driver Ilya wins the most famous Grand Prix in the world, but the real trophy is waiting for him in his hotel room.

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    28 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 1434

    Mystery Work

    Part of hnjsngs priv
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    22 Jun 2026

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    Ilya had told Shane to leave because they needed space - they needed some room to catch their breath so they could talk about things properly. So they could say sorry and fix the mess they had made. But one day apart stretched into two, into three, into a week, and suddenly Shane was on the other end of the phone, saying, ”Maybe this isn’t going to work, Ilya.”

    At least Ilya is good at that part; he’s an expert in being left behind.

     

    (Or, Ilya and Shane breakup. Then the Centaurs’ plane almost crashes.)

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Ilya knows it’s a bad idea. Of course it is. But everything he’s ever done in regards to Shane Hollander has been a bad idea.

    So he sends the text, even though they’re playing against each other in just a few hours. Even though it’s reckless, and it’s breaking all their rules. Even though he’s supposed to be rebuilding the distance that Tampa tore down, instead of letting it shrink even further.

    But he just can’t seem to help himself.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.

    He can just exist here.

    Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.

    (Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”

    It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.

    He can’t breathe.

    (Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)

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    17 Jun 2026

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    What was it about that night that made Shane flinch that way, like Ilya has brushed against a splinter under his skin that he didn't know he was carrying?

    A decade later, Ilya re-litigates Vegas.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Shane gets caught on a hot mic walking Ilya like a dog. Twitter implodes. The team reminds them that it could have been worse.

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    14 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 13

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    The worst part about the internet, aside from the general whole of it, is that he gets to watch Shane fall in love in real time. He gets to see his smile change, becoming more and more adoring as the pictures keep coming. It’s breaking his fucking heart, watching Shane’s come together.

    or: The club scene, but they do not leave separately.
    or OR: hope IS a heartache. Léon was so right.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Hollander's parents must be supportive and nice, if he's thinking of coming out to them. Ilya doesn't even dare to fantasize about coming out to his family. The closest he's come to that are the nightmares about being outed. He doesn't want to even think about what that would entail for him. But he knows.

    Fuck Hollander. He even managed to make Ilya feel sorry for him. Because Ilya can't fathom how dreadful life would be without the option to choose a nice woman to learn to love, if circumstances ever got dire. But Hollander won't have to think of that anymore. Which is nice, of course. Ilya is not a monster. But fuck him.
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    OR: Shane Hollander comes out in 2012 and he's determined to prove he can be queer, Asian, and the best player in the league. Ilya Rozanov is none of those things. Except maybe the last one.

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    11 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 16

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    “You’re so full of shit. You know damn well if you bought any of those Japanese figurines it’d be one of those anime ones with the tits all out.”

    You try to pass the joint back, but Jeongguk waves you away. “Finish it. And I am not full of shit. I want that Iron Man one real bad. They’re like three-hundred dollars on eBay.”

    You’re not looking at him when you say, “Wow, you’ve really got a lot to wish for, huh?”

    But he’s looking right at you when he answers, “You have no idea.”

     

    (or: the one where you and jeongguk go on a road trip to nowhere and finally say all the things you usually hold back, and then you just keep driving.)

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    11 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 61

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    He wanted to curl up on the floor. How could he explain that he had just sucked someone else off, but that he still wanted to continue? Only an absolute asshole would do something like that. He was so embarrassed, shame clawing at his insides, and all of it was so awful that he wanted to curl up and die. 

    And he was also more turned on than he’d ever been in his life. What the fuck?

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    Shane hooks up with his buddy Joe after Ilya rejects him. Ilya turns up at his door immediately after.

    It's all, mortifyingly, really fucking hot.

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    10 Jun 2026

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