8 Bookmarks by efla_13

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    Tony's having a hard time remembering how he crossed the distance from the grassy knoll to Peter, and he can't really recollect how his hands ended up on either side of the kid's face. Before he knows it, he's gripping the kid's shoulders just as tightly as Rhodey had gripped his own, his hands trembling. "Pete, kid, c'mon. Say something. If you don't say something I'm gonna seriously lose it here. Don't fucking do this."

    A pair of headphones rattle around Pete's neck. Tony's shaking him.

    Maybe he'll come to, like a half-drowned puppy you pull out of the gutter.

    Then just as suddenly he's not shaking him, because Quill is prying his hands back from the kid protectively, and Strange's palm is pushing Tony's shoulder to put some distance between him and the boy. Everyone knows Peter is a special case, for him. A special mission set aside to complete. He promised May. He promised Peter. He held him while he disintegrated. He washed him down a sink and apologized in multitudes. Someone seethes, "What do you mean, he didn't come back? What do you mean?" and he recognizes it belatedly as his own voice.

    *******

    Everyone comes back, when the snap is undone. Or, well — almost everyone.

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    21 Apr 2025

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    c’est superbe!

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    "What sounds more likely to you? It's not a trick, I'd genuinely like to know what you think. Is it more likely that you were bitten by a radioactive spider on a field trip, and that by some miracle this didn't kill you, instead gifting you with fantastical abilities, or that you witnessed something deeply tragic and extremely traumatising — traumatising for anybody, but especially so for a child — and your brain formed this fantastical world as a way to cope?"

    Peter doesn't answer. Around the lump in his throat, he can't. He sets his jaw, but a hot tear rolls down his cheek anyway, followed by another, and another.

    "I'm not crazy," he whispers.

    "Of course not, you're simply unwell."

    ~~

    When Peter finds himself in an unfamiliar place, with no memory of how he came to be there, they tell him he has relapsed. They tell him Spider-man is just a character he invented to cope with trauma, that everything that has happened to him over the last two years is a figment of his imagination.

    But Peter knows the truth.

    Doesn't he?

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    09 Jul 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    not finished but you can gaslight yourself (haha) into thinking it’s an ambiguous but possibly positive ending

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    In order to save everyone's lives, Peter is forced to give up memories - their memories of him. As a result, he is left entirely alone in a world where no one knows he exists. After finally moving on with his life, a new threat arises, bringing Peter back directly into the Avengers' path.

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    14 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SO. I’m almost positive I’ve read this before, but who knows tbh. It keeps cropping up in recs so I’m bookmarking it to (re)read later on the off chance I forgot to bookmark it to begin with

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    He never met one, he got left behind by the other, the next one died, and the only one he had left was pushing him away. And he doesn't know what to do.

    Peter really has rotten luck when it comes to parental figures. No matter how hard he tries.

    Parker luck will always prevail.

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    14 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    now i started this one a while ago and got rlly busy and never finished it… BUT i remember liking it enough to where i was disappointed when i accidentally closed the tab and spent forever trying to find it again so…

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    Dear Card Dealer of Life,

    I feel like there is something sketchy happening within your system. You see, for whatever the reason, I keep getting handed the crappy cards. Maybe it’s just a bad hand this round. Maybe next time I play, I’ll be lucky.

    The thing is, though, too many bad things have happened for it all to be a coincidence. Here’s just a basic list of things that have happened to me in my short 15 years of living:

    - My parents are killed in a plane crash

    - Uncle Ben is killed in the Battle of New York (in which literal aliens fly out of a giant wormhole in the sky).

    - I got bit by a radioactive spider and gain super powers (this is not necessarily a bad thing)

    - Aunt May is shot and killed in a mugging gone wrong.

    I hope you can see how this all is just a little too much. So, if you could very kindly back the fuck off, I’d appreciate it.

    Sincerely,

    Peter Benjamin Parker.

    ***********************************************

    (or; An orphaned and homeless Peter Parker gets adopted by Tony Stark after only two days of knowing each other.)

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    14 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i’ve started this like 7 times bc i keep thinking it looks rlly interesting but keep forgetting that i’ve read it already

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    Being a superhero sometimes means you forget about the small dangers in the world, like disease. For Peter, this means he loses May to natural causes, not something he could ever save her from.

    Unknown to him, May left custody of Peter in the hands of Tony Stark, who, even though he wants kids, has no idea how to actually raise one. With a grieving superhero teenager on his hands, Tony is going to have to figure it out quick, if he wants Peter to ever be able to move on and be happy.

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    14 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    don’t remember what this is about but i liked it enough to start the sequel so…

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    14 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    good!!

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    “Fuck off, Nicky.”
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    “Hasn’t anyone ever told you spider-napping is illegal?”
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    “You can’t hold me here, I know my spider-rights.”
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    “God, you guys are so old. What are you? Like 27?”
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    “Scale of 1 to 10, how upset would you be if I told you I banged your mom?”
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    Or, I got my grubby little hands on the spider-man time line and fucked around a little bit. Not much (everything) changes.

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    16 Jan 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is my honest to god fav peter parker fanfic to ever exist IT JUST HITS DIFFERENT MY GOD

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