12 Works by el_amar
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Palamedes Writes Hardcore Pornography (Fanfiction) by el_amar
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
06 May 2023
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In which Palamedes writes smutty fanfiction, Gideon is very affected by it and Camilla has opinions (and she might just fuck him about it).
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Late Dawns And Early Sunsets by el_amar
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
13 Mar 2023
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"Why did this music have to be so unmatched. Sure, it sounded unpolished and the bass player seemed to be an absolute clown who had no passion and no idea what he was doing. But FUCK. This had to be the next big thing in the scene. Gideon had impeccable taste and this music? Fucking delicious. Unfortunately, it was impossible for Gideon to support this band. Amazing as they were, their lead singer was a big time bitch, who had made Gideon’s absolutely miserable catholic school experience a living nightmare."
Or: A story about what it's like to join your favourite band, when said band is led by your childhood nemesis.
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Flew Like a Moth to You by el_amar
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
20 Nov 2022
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“Remember how I’ve been trying out your clothes lately?” She nodded. “I was wondering how I’d feel trying out more clothes that are considered femme.” He paused. His heart was pounding and his mouth felt dry. He took a sip of water before he continued. “Like underwear.”
“Okay,” Camilla said, nodding. “Oh. Oh!” Her eyes widened and she looked down at his chest and then his crotch briefly, even though he was still wearing a sweater and pants, before meeting his eyes again. “Wow, that’s a mental image." She was blushing. He nodded. “Can. Can I see?”
Or: Palamedes decides to try something new and Camilla is into it.
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- Part 2 of Surrender The Night - Calamedes
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Surrender The Night by el_amar
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Series | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
10 Nov 2022
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His heart beat faster just to think about it. To sleep in Cam’s apartment was unthinkable. He almost shivered at the thought that he would lay on her comfortable couch and simply fall asleep while Camilla was just a room away in her bedroom. Or worse, she would argue with him and make him take her bed while she slept on the couch. God, sleeping where she slept would simply kill him.
Palamedes has to sleep at Camilla's place and has feelings about it. He tries on a dress for the first time and has feelings about that too.
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- Part 1 of Surrender The Night - Calamedes
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Days like these are the hardest, days when he thinks of his family, remembers kneeling in church, the smell of incense, and the memory of a name not chosen by him. He can’t remember exactly when he started pretending to pray. He wishes he could recall, wishes there was some revelation to it, some feeling other than gradually growing resignation and utter disappointment.
Guillermo grapples with catholic guilt and being trans when your family is not supportive, but your vampire master is. Includes impromptu confession, a glimpse of Nandor's past, and a little light at the end.
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Wild Blue Yonder by el_amar
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
09 Jan 2022
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The mortifying ordeal of being known by not one, but two of your best friends.
Or the one where Jiang Cheng is so wrapped up in other people's feelings he simply does not consider his own.Includes an excessive amount of handholding, Jiang Cheng being bad at feelings but trying his best, Lan Xichen being a hopeless romantic, and Nie Mingjue being a big softy.
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“Do you want me to go, or stay, or something?” Cody asked hesitantly.
“You can stay, or not. I mean, shit, what do you want, Cody?”This fic features a whole identity crisis, the phrase “toxic masculinity gender shit”, and a hopeful outlook into the future?
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Baby You're a Haunted House by el_amar
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
11 Apr 2020
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In which Wen Ning reflects on gender expression, his friendship with Wei Wuxian and how the two are related.
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In which Jon has too much time to think and Tormund is having none of it
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The one where Keith tries to redefine masculinity for himself, Lance doesn't get enough sleep and they're very supportive of each other
(Can be read as standalone)Series
- Part 3 of boys like us
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“Hey,” Lance said from where he was sitting on Keith’s bedroom floor, “have you ever been to pride?"
OR: biphobia sucks and gender is weird
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- Part 2 of boys like us
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Lance is wearing nail polish and it's giving Keith an existential crisis.
OR: the one where they decide that gender norms suck
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- Part 1 of boys like us