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Stress Relief by Kinggeorge
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is too uptight and stressed for his own good, and Hayden Pike thinks the solution to all his best friend's hockey woes is to hire a dominatrix named "Lily." What starts off as a joke at worst and a well-intentioned surprise at best quickly turns into something more heated.
AKA Hayden accidentally hires pro-dom Ilya Rozanov.
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29 Jun 2026
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Seeking a Soft Landing (Wolfbird Ilya's GoFundMe) by WitWandWolfbird
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Apr 2026
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Set after Shane and Ilya's wonderful, then disastrous, skating session at Bell Centre, it's been two weeks since Ilya's knee finally caught up with him, and the watch money is already starting to run out.
Ilya is stupid and stubborn. Shane is ignorant of the problem.
Svetlana has a plan.
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29 Jun 2026
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all thoughts, all passions (all delights) by vividblossom (drtymdbld)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jun 2026
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"Special enough to come out of retirement for?"
Ilya looks at the space between his legs that had once been occupied by dark eyes and a constellation of freckles and a smart mouth. He feels bereft.
This sub, Shane Hollander, is special. Not quite a brat, though not sweet and obedient either. The thought of fighting for his submission, of smacking that smart mouth and then kissing praises against it, is tempting.
And he’d only had the sub at his feet for minutes. Ilya left the Mastigery for many reasons, but Shane Hollander is making him forget all of them.
“I will have a room ready for him in the morning.”
Or; Professional Dom for Hire, Ilya Rozanov, struggles with his sadistic desires and meets his match in Shane Hollander; the failed Montreal trainee.
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in every direction by vividblossom (drtymdbld)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“Ilya.”
He flinches like Shane has slapped him instead of softly saying his name. He curls away from Shane’s touch and his hands tremble with the grip he has on the blanket in his lap.
“Ilya,” Shane swallows. “Ilya, I think you’re Dropping.”
The low, painful whine he emits goes right to Shane’s chest and plummets into his stomach.
“Fuck, Ilya, I think you’ve already Dropped.”
And; Shane gets him out of it.
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- Part 5 of OWNED (hollanov dom/sub-verse)
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25 Jun 2026
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meet me in the middle by vividblossom (drtymdbld)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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Even though he’s slowly moving into Subspace he can tell by the hard, fast blinks that Rozanov is struggling to comfortably slip into Domspace.
Shane swallows. He’s a Sub. Maybe an inexperienced one, but Rozanov had been telling him to trust his instincts. And, right now, they're telling him that his Dom needs more from him than just following Commands tonight.
Shane kisses the corner of Rozanov’s mouth once more, just to delay his nerves, before slipping down to his knees on the floor. He crosses his wrists behind his back and bows his head.
There’s a sharp intake of air above him and then a trembling hand is running through his hair and over the back of his neck.
And; the boys are vulnerable, the friends are concerned, and the yearning is painful.
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- Part 3 of OWNED (hollanov dom/sub-verse)
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24 Jun 2026
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follow me down by vividblossom (drtymdbld)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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“My fucking god, Hollander, you talk so much,” Rozanov says and Shane clenches his jaw. "I am not trying to set you up with Dom friend!”
“What then? You came to rub it in or–”
Rozanov throws his hands up in defeat and snaps, “Am trying to say; Hollander, I am Dom and I will Play with you, but you talk so fucking much I can not say this!”
Shane freezes. There’s no laughter now. His stomach swoops and plummets.
“That’s not funny.”
“Do I look like I am laughing, Hollander? Am serious.”
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- Part 1 of OWNED (hollanov dom/sub-verse)
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24 Jun 2026
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The butterfly effect of Detective Cliff Marlow by dreamsinviolets
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Jun 2026
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What if Cliff Marlow, after Ilya came back from visiting Shane in the hospital, put his detective cap on and sleuthed out more than Ilya was prepared for?
Perhaps Ilya, in bed with Shane at his cottage months later, finally shares this detail with him. Which perhaps encourages other unspoken details to be shared, and some fantasizing about who else they would like to tell. On purpose.
Perhaps the late night fantasizing snowballs into an actual plan. A labour day weekend party where they surprise everyone that matters to them (Marlow is also invited). For better and for worse.
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps…
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24 Jun 2026
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Surface Pressure by colorfulwayfarer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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"Shane can feel his coach’s gaze on him as he finishes removing his gear, can feel the anger radiating off him and everyone else in the room so strongly it makes tears prick at the corners of his eyes, and he knows he’s not strong enough to stop what’s about to happen.
He’s usually better at hiding this side of him, at gritting his teeth and pretending he’s not actually a real submissive like this club expects of him. But Shane is so tired of pretending, so tired of being forced to hide the aspects of himself these people don’t want to see, and he can’t muster up the strength to mask like he usually does.
He’s not the robot that people think he is. He’s someone who loves hockey more than almost anything and this is the only way he’s ever been allowed to have it. He’s someone who, even after everything, still is desperate to prove his worth to the only NHL team he has ever known.
He’s also a sub surrounded by people who hate him and whose thoughts are becoming more fractured by the second. There is no scenario where he comes out of this unscathed."
Or, Shane does the only thing he can do in the aftermath of tripping during the Voyageurs and Centaurs playoff series. He breaks.
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- 5/5
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22 Jun 2026
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It only took basically a decade but Shane finally has Ilya in every aspect. He should be celebrating and enjoying it, should be focused on slotting into his new team in Ottawa. Instead he's watching the news cycle with bated breath, waiting for the inevitable moment that his name pops up alongside words like "victim" and "Dallas Kent."
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22 Jun 2026
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Watershed by Shanebug (Wildandflourecent), Wildandflourecent
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 May 2026
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“Ilya, are you deflecting because YOU don’t want to go?” The brown eyes Ilya folded for every time narrowed, flashing from pleading to suspicious in an instant. “C’mon, it would be so nice to just be in real nature for a bit.”
Okay, fine. Ilya did not want to go. As much as he loved their team, he did not want to share his precious summertime with Shane paddling around a lake like some kind of 1800s fur trader. And frankly, he did not want to find out what constituted “real” nature in Shane’s mind.
Or: When Shane insists they partake in the annual Centaurs canoe trip, Ilya wants no part in it. Throughout the trip though, Ilya gets to reflect on all the ways he and Shane have grown individually, together, and by being well-loved by their team.
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- Part 2 of Est. 2021
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21 Jun 2026
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Concussion Protocol by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.
In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.
But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.
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A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.
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- Part 1 of Return-to-Play
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- English
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- 49,003
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- 20/20
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17 Jun 2026
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5 times Ilya said something that got Hayden's back up and 1 time Shane explained it by Khashana
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Apr 2026
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"Look, I know what Jackie said about you being an adult and trusting you--" Jackie audibly sighs. "--but dude, I'm worried. Why are you with a guy who's so mean? To everyone else, but also to you?"
"What do you mean?"
"What do I mean? 'Boring,' 'slow,' 'weak backhand,' hell, he called me the fifteenth best player when I opened the door!"
Or, Shane and Ilya invite Hayden over to come out to him. His flabber is thoroughly gasted. Luckily for everyone, Jackie has a higher emotional IQ than any of them.
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04 Jun 2026
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Born to be an astronaut by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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Ilya can’t be realizing, at nearly thirty-five years old, that he isn’t as happy with who he is as he thought he was.
Because then, what? What is he supposed to do with that realization, except grieve? Should he mourn a life he might have had if his childhood hadn't been the way it was?
He has Shane now, and Shane loves him just the way he is, just as he's always known Ilya. This life led him to Shane, and being able to build something with him is the best thing that's ever happened to Ilya. He can’t, ever, fuck this up. He will always try fold himself into smaller pieces to preserve this.
But I don’t want to have to do that, his heart shouts at him. I don't know if I can do that anymore.
Or: Ilya Rozanov fights against and then accepts the fact that there's no such thing as being too late to learn more about yourself, and still be loved.
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- Part 4 of Hollanov collection
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- English
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- 4,511
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- 1/1
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- 78
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02 Jun 2026
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Smile for you, laugh like you by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Mar 2026
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Me: Why didn’t you tell me that this((( THIS((( is all something that isn’t used in English. I didn’t know.
Lily: ah))
Lily: is cute when you use it
Lily: like little dog who learned new trick
Lily: makes me proudAfter years of increased back and forth by message with Ilya Rozanov, Shane picks up one of his texting habits, unaware that it is a Russian texting slang.
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- Part 3 of Hollanov collection
- Language:
- English
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- 3,732
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 187
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02 Jun 2026
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Leave a message after the tone by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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2011, Boston
March 14, 2011 at 10:01 PM“This is—This is Jane. I swear to god if you don’t open the door right now, I’m leaving. I’m not staying in the streets waiting at your front door, you asshole. Do you think it’s fun? Because I don’t—[Sound of a door creaking open] Ah, hey—”
Shane and Ilya's relationship, viewed through unanswered voicemails.
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- Part 2 of Hollanov collection
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- English
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- 2,129
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- 1/1
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- 376
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02 Jun 2026
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Beneath the roiling irritation, Shane is pretty sure he’s going to feel stupid in about an hour about this argument.
Right now, though, he’s in the middle of it and annoyed enough to stay there.
“-any fucking sense,” he says, slapping the dishtowel in his hand down on the counter and only succeeding in winding himself up further when it hits a little puddle of dishwater that sprays droplets on him.
Unfortunately, the easiest outlet for this frustration is also the person who started this argument in the first fucking place: Ilya.
“It does not need to make sense,” Ilya says, arms crossed over his chest in a way that says he’s feeling just as ready to commit to the world’s most stupid fight about nothing as Shane is. “Is about feeling.”
“And you feel like you would love a worm?” Shane asks, mirroring Ilya’s posture in a way that’s meant to be mocking.
From the way Ilya’s jaw tightens, he noticed, and it sends a petty little thrill through Shane.
(ilya tries to be sweet and let shane know he would love him even if he was a worm) (somehow it ends up turning into a fight)
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02 Jun 2026
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He gnaws at the guilt of his own actions the way Anya does her chew toys for days after, Shane clearly picking up on something going on with him but also giving him space to work it over in his head until he’s ready to share.
Right up until they’re out at team dinner and the two other smokers at the table excuse themselves for a smoke outside and Shane looks to him expectantly-
-only to frown when Ilya stays where he is.
(how and why ilya finally gives up smoking)
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27 May 2026
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“That’s not-” Shane starts, but he stops himself. Ilya tilts his head slightly in question, but Shane bites the inside of his cheek and then shakes his head slightly, cheeks flushing. “I do trust you,” Shane says.
“But not with your car?” Ilya asks. “You are afraid I will drive all the boring out of it?”
Shane rolls his eyes.
“It’s a good car-” He starts in another refrain of one of his favorite summer songs.
Ilya rolls them and pins his boyfriend under him before he has to hear about four wheel drive and gas mileage again.
There are far better uses for Shane’s mouth, after all.
(in which ilya learns that being a passenger in the car knocks shane tf out)
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26 May 2026
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Shane should be here right now, should be in Ilya’s house. Ilya should be teasing him about being picky while going through delivery options for food on his phone. Shane should be discovering that Ilya has ginger ale in the fridge and the protein bars Shane mentioned liking in an interview in his pantry. He should be making out with Shane on the couch, sneaking a hand into his pants, teasing him about whether they can beat the deliveryman and arrive before he does. Shane was supposed to spend the night tonight, the Montreal team not set to leave until tomorrow afternoon because of potential bad weather in the morning. Shane should be fed and showered and ready to curl up in bed with Ilya tonight.
But Shane is in a hospital.And Ilya is here.
He pulls up Jane in his phone again. He presses call.
“Hey, you’ve reached Shane Hollander-”
Ilya closes his eyes and lets Shane’s voice roll over him.
(canon divergence in which shane getting injured happens during a game in boston) (...which means shane then gets to go home with ilya to recover)
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25 May 2026
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“-can’t see each other again,” Ilya says, looking only at Shane’s hand, holding it so, so gently and stroking over Shane’s skin so, so softly. The soothing feeling of it makes it very hard to focus, but Shane tries very hard to do it anyway. “I tried-we tried, but this can’t happen again.” It takes a moment, but Shane finally manages to make sense of the words, and he lets out a soft noise of understanding.
Ah. He’s apologizing that he won’t be able to see Shane in the hospital again before he leaves.
“I understand,” he says, and he does. It was probably really hard for Ilya to get here even once, and it can’t be very long before his plane leaves. He’s sad, of course–they didn’t even get to spend time together, really–but it’s not like this will be the last chance they ever have to see each other. He gives Ilya his best attempt at a smile, and if it comes out a little sad, too, all Ilya does is reach out to stroke the backs of his fingers gently over his cheek.
(ilya goes through with his plan to break up with shane in the hospital) (the problem? shane is too high to understand that he's being broken up with)
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21 May 2026