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The New Kid by noyeahforsure
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
30 Dec 2025
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Nesta isn’t depressed, she doesn’t need saving, she just doesn’t like hanging out with Feyre’s new friends.
Or, a somewhat cathartic rewrite of that TERRIBLE holiday party.
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31 Dec 2025
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The Bargain by TransientFireworks
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
08 Jan 2026
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No matter where she was, no matter what she was doing, she never left the Cauldron.
Pain and emptiness have been her companions since she was born. Her mother made sure of that.
The drinking was supposed to help; it was helping. Now confined to the House of Wind, Nesta can't escape the darkness that follows her every step. What happens when it finally catches up with her?
Cassian doesn't know how to help.
No one can help.
Would it would be better if she let the darkness have her? Maybe tonight, she can finally close her eyes and never wake up.
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26 Nov 2025
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He remembers his eyes bulging, his back hunching, his bones breaking, stretching, rearranging. Screams. A fear so primal he could taste it. The feeling of his claws cutting through flesh like it was butter. The texture of meat and bones between his teeth. The taste of blood in his mouth. Delicious.
But those memories are getting more blurry the longer he’s here. They tell him that he had a mental breakdown and that he made it all up in his head as a coping mechanism to deal with the physical and sexual abuse he suffered from
Laurel GatesMarilyn Thornhill. Yet even though they allow thatLaurel GatesMarilyn Thornhill is real, her face is also blurry, like paint melting on a canvas and leaving only puddles vaguely resembling the original portrait.There is one memory too vivid, too full of sensory detail for him to have made up.
The Kiss. Or rather, the series of kisses he shared with Her, just once.
He knows instinctively that if they ever find out about Her, they will try to take Her away, too, and that if he loses Her, he’ll lose the most important part of himself. He’d rather kill himself than let that happen, even if She only exists inside his head.
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18 Nov 2025
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Alchemised AU where the war didn't happen.
Helena has always kept a distance between herself and the Guild students—until she unexpectedly gets paired up with Kaine Ferron for an important assignment, and the world as she knows it is threatening to change.
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27 Oct 2025
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I'm Sorry I'm The One by ChelseaMorningGirl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
03 Jan 2026
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Nesta hasn’t heard the sound of a voice—familiar or otherwise—in five days. Not since Cassian slammed the balcony doors behind him on his way out after a particularly nasty argument, wingbeats like thunder retreating into the clouds.
It seems that all she can do these days is anger the ones around her.
She hasn’t left the House of Wind in two weeks. She hasn’t been allowed to. Not since Rhysand told her, voice black with rage, “If it wasn’t for Feyre, if you weren’t my brother’s mate, I would have had you executed for what you did.”
Not since Amren said she belonged in one of the cells beneath the Court of Nightmares, because, “Some monsters don’t stay tamed, no matter how hard you try to civilize them.”
Not since Mor stared at her and said to her cousin, “I don’t know why you’re surprised, Rhys. You’ve always known she’s reckless and useless in equal measure. She never did become one of us.”
Not since Cassian stood in that same room and stayed silent.
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Even after the Mask is safely returned by Bryce, Nesta is confined to the House of Wind. Deciding enough is enough, she makes plans to sever something that was supposed to be her sacred forever.
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16 Oct 2025
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You Never Forget by VidalinaV
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
28 Sep 2025
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Nesta loses her memories when she falls down the stairs.
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30 Sep 2025
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I Could Find You, Darling, in Any Life by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
15 Nov 2025
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Nesta Archeron disappeared three months to the day after the end of the war against Hybern.
Without so much as a whisper, she slipped away into the night, leaving it all behind.
The Night Court. Her sisters. Him.
There were no answers, no justification, no anything.
As quickly as she appeared into his life, she vanished, as if she were never there. The few things she owned were left abandoned, locked away in an attic, to be forgotten like so many other relics of their lost ones.
Three years later and the wound still burned as if she’d stabbed him directly in the chest.
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When Nesta disappears at the end of the war, everyone believes she simply left on her own free will, without a care for anyone, least of all him.But when the hunt for the Dread Trove begins and Cassian is tasked with bringing her back home - at any cost - he learns that not everything is as it seems.
Written for Nessian Week 2025 Day 5: Missing Moments (the literal edition)
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26 Sep 2025
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For Science by TheValkyriesShadow
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
19 Oct 2025
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Azriel is an alien from a far away galaxy.
Gwyn is the scientist who accidentally pulled him through a multidimensional portal she's been working on.
Can Gwyn keep things professional and study him as a scientist should? Or will her desires get the best of her and have her falling in love with this attractive alien?
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09 Sep 2025
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Breaths of Darkness, Songs of Light by SeaTempest
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
28 Oct 2025
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Gwyneth thinks she’d have a quiet night by the fire, but to her infinite surprise, Azriel arrives at her door wounded and… well, he doesn’t really know exactly why he’s at her door either.
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31 Aug 2025
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Hands Off by ChelseaMorningGirl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
11 Dec 2025
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“Tell me what you want,” she whispers, grinding once—gently, expertly.
“I want,” he says, voice rough with control, “for you to do whatever you want to do to me.”
She freezes for just a second. Then she turns around, straddling him fully, her knees caging his hips. Their faces are inches apart. She cups the back of the couch, her body swaying to the rhythm.
“So this is a game, then?” she asks.
“It might be,” he says, low. “Or maybe I just like to watch you wreck me.”
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Nesta Archeron doesn't do repeats. She doesn't get attached. But something about Cassian—his restraint, his hunger, the way he looks at her like she's something holy and not just another transaction—makes her want to break all her rules.
What begins as a distraction turns into something far more dangerous. When Cassian returns seven nights in a row their dynamic turns into a slow, burning power play neither of them fully controls.
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18 Aug 2025
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Whatever the case, she was here, and that was his chance — one he would be a fool not to take. He had let his darkest emotions win too many times before, and always lost because of it. So now Tyler held back the urge to refuse her outright. To yell, to sneer, to threaten. He had always known how to play wicked games, turning her rules into his own. Why not play again?
The story of how just a few phrases could have changed the plot of the second season.
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16 Aug 2025
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Ripple by ChelseaMorningGirl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
13 Jan 2026
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Cassian looks at her, searching for something in her face, but she won’t turn. Won’t let him see the hollowness inside. The quiet roar of thoughts that have been spiraling again, louder with every passing hour.
“You can hate me,” he says after a long moment. “You can scream at me, Nesta. You can blame me. I deserve it. Just… say something. Just don’t give up.”
She lets out a soft laugh. It’s empty and sharp, like breaking glass. “Maybe I already did. Maybe you all just caught on too late.”
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After Nesta reveals the truth of Feyre’s pregnancy and faces Rhysand’s wrath, Cassian whisks her away to the Illyrian mountains. But there is no breakthrough. No healing. Only silence, grief, and a descent into darkness that Cassian is too late to stop.
What happens on the hike sets off a chain of consequences no one is ready for. Broken in body and mind, Nesta must confront not only the ghosts that have always haunted her, but the ones who claimed to love her.
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18 Jun 2025
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What if the intervention at beginning of ACOSF went a little differently?
Nesta doesn’t know how long it has been since she was abandoned at the Respite, only that she has not seen her sisters nor her... Cassian for what feels like an eternity. When Azriel learns the extent of Nesta’s isolation, he knows he needs to rescue his sister. But as unrest is growing in Prythian and beyond, will he be able to rescue her from herself, or will it all be too little too late?
An alternate telling of ACOSF from multiple perspectives focusing on Nesta's journey to healing.
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07 Jun 2025
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Theo hummed. He hadn’t laughed like the others, and Draco wondered if his best friend had feelings for his- for the witch, he corrected.
“I think she is quite nice. Of course, a Gryffindor through and through, but I’ve studied with her a few times this year. She’s not as insufferable as our dear Draco has accused on several occasions.”
Draco winced at the reminder that he was, in fact, an asshole.
However, his guilt soon turned into irritation when he realized that Theo might know a bit more about Granger than he did.
“You study with her, mate?” Draco asked without hiding the aggravation he felt.-----------------------------------------------------
My take on 5+1: Five times that Draco Malfoy was Jealous and the one time he wasn't
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31 May 2025
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The Midnight Sky of Summer by A_Bookish_Morning
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
29 May 2025
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Takes place after Bryce and Mask Gate.
Nesta discovers she is pregnant and flees the Night Court in fear for her life, and the life of her daughter. She is given sanctuary in Summer, hidden in one of the ancient secret cities.
Nesta hopes for an easy life, hidden and left alone. A life where she can just be.
But that all changes with the birth of her daughter.Fate has called Nesta back to politics, back to a war of mind games.
Former enemies became allies, alliances formed and broken.
It often leaves one wondering, is Nesta a pawn in a High Lord's game or is she letting them think she is merely just an innocent pawn?Bookmarked by etoby
29 May 2025
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I don't know anything, but I know I miss you by jsmelodies
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
22 Jul 2025
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“Come here,” he said. So close to a plea. “Everything else aside, just…come here, Nes. I’m still here.”
He wasn’t—he’d been more distant than ever. Coming to bed late, and leaving for the dining room before she even had the chance to wake up properly. It felt like their last conversation had been ages ago, before the girl fell onto Rhys’ lawn.
She remembered the night before it all happened. Their last night together: her hands held above her head, and him smiling and whispering words against her neck while he made love to her.
“You are the most precious thing in the world to me,” he’d said, under the bright moonlight.
She missed his steady presence, and the physical comfort he gave so easily.
She missed him.
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Or, Nesta and Cassian struggle to come back to each other after the events of CC3.
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16 May 2025
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I think Lorcan and Elide deserve their own version, so I wrote them one. This sets out to fill in the blanks in KoA after she saves him from the battlefield, as we were severely deprived of all those moments in between which WE KNOW they spent together. Mainly focusing on the nights spent together. Lorcan POV.
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“Do you think you can sleep?” he asked her, trying to divert her thoughts. She looked so tired.
She nodded, and his heart exploded when she curled together in a tight ball next to him, scooted closer to his side and nuzzled her cheek against his shoulder. Her soft, small hand curled around his arm and she looked as if content to go to sleep right there, right that moment.Lorcan couldn’t speak, couldn’t think, could barely breathe. Could just lay there, stare down at her, and let her move into him like an iron thread wrapping around his spine. Just by existing, she had slipped behind all of his defenses and moved into his soul. She had stolen his heart for her own and he knew it was futile to ever get it back. And he knew he was completely, utterly at her mercy.
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06 Apr 2025
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The escape of an Archeron by OopNotMeWrongBitch
Fandoms: Throne of Glass Series - Sarah J. Maas, A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
28 Nov 2025
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Placed at the beginning of ACOSF, Nesta’s powers burst through her as she is faced with her sisters ultimatum, after a blinding light curses through her, she finds herself falling in the middle of a big table, with strangers who seemed out of this world.
TOG X ACOTAR CROSSOVER
Inner circle hater, if you like any of them, please do not read this, It isn’t for you.
Disclaimer: its been ages since I read tog and acotar, so many plot points will be taken directly from my ass, please do not concern yourself with canon. Thank u- Language:
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02 Apr 2025
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The Many Lives of Nesta Archeron by DogStar234
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
19 Apr 2025
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Nesta dies. She lives, and dies again. Lady Death can have anything she wants, except an ending.
Koschei kills Nesta, but she wakes up in her manor house a human before getting tangled up with the Night Court. Things will go a little different this time. Because Nesta deserves a little time travel, as a treat.
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17 Mar 2025
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Runaway by ChelseaMorningGirl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
21 Nov 2025
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The declaration slams into her. Shackled. The fissure of her heart is so stark and sudden, she’s surprised nobody hears the resounding crack echoing through her. She staggers back a step, putting distance between them. It makes that bond, that thread attached to her rib, linking them together, ache painfully.
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When Cassian breaks Nesta’s heart, she leaves Velaris, determined to leave everything and everyone behind for once and for all.
Unbeknownst to him, Cassian is at risk of loosing not only the love of his life, but a chance at having the one thing he has craved ever since being dumped at the Illyrian war camp as a youngling as well.- Language:
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25 Feb 2025